The Laughing Gnostic —
David Bowie and the Occult

A cut–up by Peter–R. Koenig

First publication: 1996
Recent update: 2022
The Laughing Gnostic — David Bowie and the Occult

What is art? What is rock (and Pop) music? It's difficult to describe its codes, gestures, aestethics and its perception for the most part it is something that must be experienced, and only as an expression of culture — it being in a constant movement of restlessness and mirroring all graspable parts of society. How can the feverish emptiness of endlessly repeated ecstasy be transformed into something that can be felt and understood, something heard and seen and be purchased?

Rock ⇔ Pop? Differences are vague: disorganised, less packaged versus instant, cleaned up.

In traditional art, the focus lies on a work that transcends itself and the artist into other spheres of perception with signals that are defined / learned as aesthetic. In Pop, on the other hand, the star remains at the centre of repertoire and performance. It is from his songs and his voice (changes in pitch and intonation), his presence and his appearance, from which the mythical substrate is distilled that affects the recipients.

After all, is music not only qualified through the consciousness of its creator but also through the responses / states of mind created by its perceptors?

Do lyrics sculpture style and enhance / extend the desired image of pop musicians? Do the notions of performativity / mis–en–scènes, invention and re–invention play a crucial rôle in this connection? Is Pop a sort of interplay of mainstreams and sub– / countercultures?

Frank Zappa expressed it in 1974 when Fido (a 'modified dog'?), was questioned about "conceptual Continuity" and answered thus: "The crux of the biscuit is the Apostrophe(')" ('Stinkfoot').

However, in this essay I am not so much concerned with the audience but with the performer / persona known as David Bowie [In Greek, persona means mask]. Bowie is not a single character, but rather a host of Bowie–personæ: A wealth of possibilities that exists behind costumes, symbols and concepts: a meta–persona.

David Bowie, occultism, gnosis, gnosticism, tree of life, Sephirot, Kether, Malkuth, cabbala, Kabbalah, Qabalah, Photo by Steve Schapiro

Bowie and the Tree of Life, by Steve Schapiro, 1975.

Fraternitas Saturni Context of this essay is a detailed historical field research on the psycho–sociology of a modern secret society called

Ordo Templi Orientis (O.T.O.):
The O.T.O. Phenomenon.

David Bowie Blackstar occult pentagramm

Is this Peter Capaldi as Doctor Who?
No, it's a screenshot from Bowie in the 2015 video clip 'Blackstar', directed by Johan Renck.


What has David Bowie got to do with occultism and Gnosticism?

Apart from being a sometime influential musician and dilettante artist, Bowie's religious perspective and compositional techniques mirror an eloquent fragmentary projection of society.

The Gesamtkunstwerk 'David Bowie' crystallizes splintered reality into cultural artifacts, and these in turn coagulate into new realities, in mirrors of representation where the subject is bound to escape its own representation.
This is similar to Diego Velazquez' painting "Las Meninas" of 1656 where the relationships between the viewer and the main characters depicted within the painting remain uncertain.

David Bowie, né David Robert Jones in 1947, is seen by some as a sort of 'Renaissance Man' (Renaissance men think in terms of similitudes: knowing is guessing and interpreting, not observing and demonstrating — sometimes it seems that Renaissance men pride themselves on the quantity of their knowledge, not its quality or correctness) whose professed 'universality' is an attempt to show the apex of evolution by reassembling the fragmentary pieces of our society; thus, he resembles many occultists.
"I'm actually very nineteenth century — a born Romantic" he uttered in 1995.

However unlike most occultists, Bowie has considerable wealth and critical acclaim; he seems set to go on to even greater heights and achievements. Squillions of individuals worship the ground he walks on. He's got rather a lot to live up to.
What next? For some, there seems to be a Mephistophelean element here. How else can one explain the zenith of this man's worldly trajectory?
There are people who are convinced that his brobdingnagian success is not without some kind of otherworldly assistance.

I personally do not share this opinion as I do not try to make David Bowie hyperbole into something far more higher and complex than he really was.

Nevertheless, it can not be ignored that David Robert Jones has constructed his public persona nom de guerre 'Bowie' from the various parts of the puzzle that are at the roots of modern occultism. He was summoning up some of these pieces at the early age of 16 [?].

What are the building elements of his occult laboratory?

This essay is by no means to be taken seriously. It’s about fun, the playing with words. Pure entertainment. You could comb through any body of work and attribute references to any subject you want. Often the reader will be at loose ends, maybe consider it incoherent word soup, a bunch of bologna, nerdtalk down some quantum rabbit hole of neverending minutiae, and if Bowie himself happens to read this [ the proto–version of this article was published in 1996: 20 years before he died ], he may find it a little disconcerting reading about an aspect of his own life story and wonder who the hell I am talking about: the plural of anecdote is not fact.

"they think that we’re holding a secretive ball"

Are you sitting comfortably? Then I shall begin.

So what has David Bowie got to do with occultism? He answered this question himself in his 1971 song 'Quicksand':
I'm closer to the Golden Dawn
Immersed in Crowley's uniform of imagery.

In the 1976 song 'Station to Station' he mentioned the occult doorways to other plans of reality when he described how to travel down the Cabalistic Tree of Life
from Kether to Malkuth
that is from Godhead to Earth.

David Bowie Aleister Crowley Golden Dawn Tree of Life From Kether to Malkuth

On 25 November, 1995, he finally admitted that in 1976 "My overriding interest was in cabbala and Crowleyism. That whole dark and rather fearsome never–world of the wrong side of the brain. ... And more recently, [in 1995 he stated] I've been interested in the Gnostics". [Steven Wells: "THE ARTFUL CODGER" in 'NEW MUSICAL EXPRESS' on 25 November, 1995.]
[A short biography about Aleister Crowley.]

Some cabbalists use the "q", "single–b" and / or "end–h" spelling because, when transliterated into Hebrew, the word has a certain numerological significance.
For some occultists think that their lives react to numbers in a peculiar way. For instance, things mostly seem to happen to them on certain days of the week or month. They receive a number at birth, and they vibrate to it; each of the numbers being a unit in the mathematical, or geometrical, scheme of the universe. The Astral World, for example, is intimately concerned with numbers and depends on arithmetical calculations for its efficacy.

We will soon deal with these keywords.

Science fiction is also dotted through a lot of Bowie's lyrics.

Odd John, Olaf Stapledon, 1936. Galaxy 1952, Cover: Ed Emshwiller. Superman Race Replace Humanity. If. Amazing Stories. Science Fiction. The Test Colony. The Golden Gods. Homo Superior.

— Cover of 'Galaxy', "Odd John" by Olaf Stapledon: Ed Emshwiller, NY 1952.
— Cover of 'Amazing Stories', "The Golden Gods" by John Bloodstone: Barye Philips, NY 1952.
— Cover of 'If', "The Test Colony" by Winston Marks: Max Reach, NY 1954.

"Odd John" by Olaf Stapledon (1936) is a novel about a coming Superman Race that intends to replace Humanity but leads to the destruction of their utopian colony on an island.
"Odd John" [ David Robert Jones? ] is responsible for coining the term "Homo superior".

Bowie: 'Oh! You Pretty Things' (1971):
I think about a world to come
Where the books were found by the Golden Ones
Let me make it plain
You gotta make way for the Homo Superior
Look at your children
See their faces in golden rays
Don't kid yourself they belong to you
They're the start of a coming race.
Homo Sapiens have outgrown their use
All the strangers came today
And it looks as though they're here to stay.

Pulp science fiction magazines made regular advertisements for an american Rosicrucian organisation created in 1915 called A.M.O.R.C. which used Aleister Crowley's slogans "Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the law" and "Love is the law, love under will" for a time.

AMORC A.M.O.R.C. American English Pulp Magazine Science Fiction Fantastic Universe Amazin Stories The Rosicrucians Spencer Lewis Antiquus Mysticus Ordo Rosae Crucis or Ancient Mystical Order of the Rosy Cross David Bowie Aleister Crowley Golden Dawn

Pulp fiction and occultism are really just a stone's throw away from each other.

Elements of Rosicrucianism were already incorporated in 1888 into an english club for elitists, called the Golden Dawn. Crowley was a prominent member although felt to be an unsuitable person.

In 1961, Robert Anson Heinlein published a novel about a young Martian named Valentine Michael Smith: "Stranger in a Strange Land". It's one of the first science fiction novels to mention Aleister Crowley. Some believe that Heinlein's real purpose was to describe Crowley's anti–democratic and contemptuous Weltanschauung Thelema.

Robert Anson Heinlein Stranger in a Strange Land Aleister Crowely Thelema David Bowie

Robert A. Heinlein: "Stranger in a Strange Land", New York 1961.
Jacket design by Ben Feder, Inc.

Bowie: "I find that a lot of it I enjoy very much. I liked the idea behind it all, but I thought the conversation was very bad. Do you think it would translate well into film?"
Charles Shaar Murray: Definitely. Was Bowie considering buying it?
Bowie: "I've got it. I've written some music for it, anyway."
[Charles Shaar Murray: "GAY GUERILLAS & PRIVATE MOVIES", in 'NEW MUSICAL EXPRESS', February 24, 1973]


As Bowie is one of the most talked about pop artists ever, his creation of multiple personalities also mirrors pop culture, with its paranoid and para–religious myths of Starry-eyed Star–Men Waiting in the Sky visiting the earth, either becoming or influencing Leper Messiahs, Black Stars, Cleanest Stars, Falling Stars, Psychedelic Stars, Morning Stars, Shining Stars, Big Big Stars, Rock & Roll Stars, Regular Superstars, his Sort of Stars, Bright Failing Stars, with Eyes of Stars or else trying to live as unobtrusive Lodgers or Passengers among the Earthlings, "Undetected by the Stars".
It's often said that stars are born and not made, so Bowie "discovered a star", "A new killer star" with "stars in your eyes". He's a "star star", "not a gangster", "not a filmstar", "not a popstar", "not a marvel star", "not a flam star", "not a pornstar" and "not a wandering star": "I move the stars for no one".
What about a trickster, a prankster?
"The Stars are out tonight." "Stars must stick together." "Stars are never sleeping."

What does 'Pop Star' mean? That millions and millions of people love you the world over?

People go to pop concerts to see rather than to hear the stars: Why be a star if you have no style?
"The stars look so special" and "the stars look very different today."
Is style where you locate the meaning of a work?

Never forget one context, though. His ex–wife Angie Bowie, an important witness to the peculiar period in question (they were married from 1970 until their divorce in 1980) reminded the author of this article in 2003 that "We were only 21 and 23 for God’s sake!" [My interview with Angie Bowie in 2003]

David Bowie called his wife by the name "Star", the "Prettiest Star".
Everyone’s got feelings about Angie, some say that without her drive, ideas, and ambition for her husband, Bowie would have been nowhere.

But how can a context assure correct meaning?
Can contexts govern entire meanings?
Is there a priority or hierarchy of meanings? A totem pole?

"I had to cram so many things to store everything in there"

What books on occultisms excited The Age of Aquarius generation of the 1960s, the time that influenced Bowie’s occult background? In the early 1970s there were as many occult bookstores around as health food shops.

Hermann Hesse's "Steppenwolf" and "Siddharta" swamped the book market. Imported from the Far East, there were countless books on Yoga, Tantra, Zen, Buddhism etc.
Louis Pauwels’ and Jacques Bergier’s "The Morning of the Magicians" (French original 1960, English translation 1963) influenced everyone who tended to believe in illuminati conspiracies and trashy occultism spiced up with so–called grand names. Colin Wilson wrote a Aleister Crowley novel "Man Without a Shadow" (1963) and "The Occult" (1971), Richard Cavendish's big book was "The Black Arts" which featured Crowley and the Golden Dawn (1968). Also Francis X King published his "Ritual Magic in Modern England" (1970) and many other revealing books on Crowley and the Golden Dawn; most influential was Ellic Howe's "Magicians of the Golden Dawn" (1972). Ithel Colquhoun provided an insider's view with "Sword of Wisdom" (1975).
William B. Yeats' "Autobiography" (1926, 1955) made reference to the founder of the Golden Dawn, Samuel Liddell MacGregor Mathers, and tended to counterbalance Crowley's scurrilities on its history. Arthur E. Waite's "Shadow of Life and Thought" (1938) was prejudiced by animosity, and second–generation sources, which consisted in published writings by Israel Regardie "My Rosicrucian Adventure (1936, 1971) and "The Golden Dawn" (1937, 1946), Virginia Moore "The Unicorn" (1954).

Louis Pauwels Jacques Bergier The Morning of the Magicians The Dawn of Magic Le Matin des Magiciens

Louis Pauwels + Jacques Bergier: "The Morning of the Magicians", New York 1968.

This book was first published in England under the title "The Dawn of Magic" in 1963. Translated from the 1960 French "Le Matin des Magiciens".

Colin Wilson The Occult A History New York 1971

Colin Wilson: "The Occult. A History", New York 1971.

Allegedly, Bowie was a Colin Wilson reader.

— "The God of the Labyrinth" (US title "The Hedonists"), London 1970. Many reprints.
— "Mysteries. An investigation into the occult, the paranormal and the supernatural", London 1978. Many reprints.

Colin Wilson The God of the Labyrinth The Hedonists London 1970 Mysteries An Investigation into the Occult, the Paranormal and the Supernatural London 1978

Other books by Wilson:
— "The Outsider" (1956).
— "Religion and the Rebel" (1957).
— "Aleister Crowley: The Nature of the Beast" (1987).

... and and and ...

Francis King Magic The Western Tradition London 1975 The Magical World of Aleister Crowley New York 1977 1978 Ritual Magic in England (1887 to the Present Day) The Golden Dawn and Other Magical Orders London 1970

Francis King:
— "Magic. The Western Tradition", London 1975.
— "The Magical World of Aleister Crowley", New York 1977, 1978.
— "Ritual Magic in England (1887 to the Present Day). The Golden Dawn & Other Magical Orders", London 1970.

Ellic Howe — the Magicians of the Golden Dawn, W.B. Yeats, Annie Hornimann, Florence Farr, MacGregor Mathers, Fräulein Sprengel, Dr Westcott, Dr R.W. Felkin, Rev. W.A. Ayton, F.L. Gardner, A.E. Waite, Aleister Crowley

Ellic Howe: "Magicians of the Golden Dawn. A Documentary History of a Magical Order 1887-1923",
London 1972.

Sci–fi writers like Kurt Vonnegut and Robert A. Heinlein's novels were read alongside G.I. Gurdjieff or Madame Blavatsky, the co–founder of Theosophy, an organisation establishing Yoga and other eastern imports in the mind of the hungry searcher. Writings by Carlos Castaneda, Jiddu Krishnamurti and Rudolf Steiner graced the bedside tables of many; C.G. Jung, Henry Miller, D.T. Suzuki, "The Tibetan Book of the Dead", the "I Ching", Crowley's "Confessions" (edited by Crowley’s colleagues John Symonds and Kenneth Grant in 1969) and Crowley's secretary, Israel Regardie's "Eye in the Triangle" (1970) accompanied the walk into the Age of Aquarius.
Robert Charroux and Erich von Däniken wrote about Gods coming from the skies. Alvin and Heidi Toffler thought about a "Future Shock" in 1970 and the astronomer J. Allen Hynek undertook "The UFO Experience: A Scientific Inquiry" in his 1972 publication.

Books were filled with respective keywords. No matter whether they were full of factual inaccuracies (fake news, conspiracy theories, charlatanry), or were poorly documented and lousily researched: the dawning of the Age of Aquarius was the kickoff for the dawning of post–modernism and one drew inspiration from whatever one found that tasted of the occult.

"They take some brain away / Then turn my face around"
What is Gnosticism and is it found in Bowie's fragments of reality ?

'Gnosis' comes from the Greek word for knowledge, and may broadly be defined as a way of knowledge, as opposed to faith. The following definition of Gnosticism shows it as something partly spiritual and partly psychological — a chronic dislocation or unsettledness with the world.

Those who are happy with and in the world, who benefit from good health, and who experience love and satisfaction in their preferred fields, seem not to need the universe–healing Gnosticism, which I believe is a religious tool to heal the agony of unbearable life. Gnostics live in two worlds at the same time. They seek a divine reality, a realm within this world here, which is only a sort of shadow world.


Historically viewed, Gnosticism is a varied set of overlapping religious traditions that often contradict each other. It is part of these traditions that every gnostic constantly invents their own Gnosticism. Living in a world which is subjectively felt and experienced as a "rotten place" (a Gnostic term), cries out for salvation. Art, music, hedonism, creativity, religiousness and all manner of creative and alternative lifestyles according to "Optimum through Maximum" or "Optimum through Minimum", hint at a possible or potential gnostic undercurrent of self–realisation beyond but through this world. Bowie expresses this with: "For you're dancing where the dogs decay, defecating ecstasy" (1974).

Bowie created a world beyond his earthly (and meanwhile wealthy) existence in manifestations of constant emanations of differing stage personæ who sometimes blended in with his 'real' personality but most often had been used by him to disguise his alienation from himself, from society and its mechanisms. This is the recurring motif of his quest for the authentic self.

"There was a theory that one creates a doppelgänger and then imbues that with all your faults and guilts and fears and then eventually you destroy him, hopefully destroying all your guilt, fear and paranoia. And I often feel that I was doing that unwittingly, creating an alternative ego that would take on everything that I was insecure about." [Tony Parsons: "Welcome Back Bowie", 'Arena', 1993.]

"For the Shadow Man is really you / Look in his eyes and see your reflection / Look to the stars and see his eyes / He'll show you tomorrow" ('Shadow Man', 1970)

Similarly to Manicheism, in which tradition man posesses a heavenly alter ego — we find in Judaism — the concept that humans have an Angelic self, a sort of astral body: a personal Angel and Star, a Self–Daemon entirely in harmony with the nature of their individual being. This guardian Angel is the angelic and essential form of the person himself. This heavenly vestment grows by means of good deeds and clothes the person for his homecoming to the Upper World.

Is the real self that which resists symbolisation and imagination absolutely?

"how the others must see the faker"

Andy Warhol: "I'd prefer to remain a mystery; I never like to give my background and, anyway I make it all different all the time I'm asked. It's not just that it's part of my image not to tell everything, its just that I forget what I said the day before and I have to make it all up over again. I don't think I have an image, anyway, favourable or unfavourable." [On the cover of the double–album version of "Andy Warhol's Velvet Underground featuring Nico", 1969.]

Interviewer about Bowie: "On reflection it occurs to me that wondering whether or not Bowie is being as straightforward and comforting as he appears to be is pointless, just as to depict him as the archetypal manipulator–chameleon who invariably vanishes behind a verbal smokescreen of his own making is both fatuous and unfair. ..."
Bowie: "The idea that one doesn't have to exist purely on one defined set of ethics and values, that you can investigate other areas and other avenues of perception and try and apply them to everyday life. I think I've tried to do that. I think I've done that fairly successfully. At times, even if only on a theoretical level, I've managed that. As far as everyday life goes, I don't think so… I have this great long chain with a ball of middle–classness at the end of it which keepsholding me back and that I keep sort of trying to fight through. I keep trying to find the Duchamp in me, which is harder and harder to find (laughs). ... That idea of being controlled by an aesthetic set of values does recur with me. ..."
Interviewer's conclusion: "David Bowie is an intelligent, articulate and fascinating man who is still writing messages to himself and sealing them in bottles. It's an obsessively private process that for obvious reasons he offers up for public scrutiny. Whatever he may think or feel, Bowie has done both good things and bad things. He has also done a lot more out of the blue than he may ever surmise. Unsuspectingly I'm sure, Bowie positively leaks loneliness; it wraps itself around him like a clammy shroud. But the man is driven ..." [Angus MacKinnon: "THE FUTURE ISN'T WHAT IT USED TO BE" in NEW MUSICAL EXPRESS, 13 September 1980.]


Somehow tinkered with in Bowies personal history is the assumption that when he was a child several of his relatives from his mothers side of his family suffered psychiatric issues requiring treatment that were sometimes due to religious hallucination. This kind of pain is perhaps comprehensible in some of his lyrics ('Wild Eyed Boy from Freecloud', 'Unwashed and Slightly Dazed', 'The Width of a Circle', 'All the Madmen', 'Jump They Say'): it made him strip "myself down" and fill the blank spaces left behind "with a completely new personality. When I heard someone say something intelligent, I used it later as if it were my own. ... It's just like a car, replacing parts." In 1972 he felt that his "brain hurt like a warehouse / it had no room to spare".

Who is the "I" ?

Famous keywords — "In the shadow I'll clip your wings"

Bowie's keywords Aleister Crowley and the Golden Dawn show us where to dig deeper to understand his symbolism.

The Golden Dawn was a magical secret society, a crowning glory of the occult revival which flourished at the end of the 19th century and taught a unique blend of Jewish mysticism (called Cabbala or Kabbalah, also to be found in Bowie's symbolism), astral travel, magic, yoga (also practiced by Bowie) and how to communicate with angels and demons. For this latter communion it was first necessary to empty the mind, to make room for the unknown to enter — something that bears a strong resemblance to Bowie's 'cut–up' method of writing lyrics. "I've always felt like a vehicle for something else but then I've never really sorted out what that was" [Charles Shaar Murray: "Goodbye Ziggy And a big hello to Aladdin Sane" in 'New Musical Express', 27 January, 1973.]. "There's a feeling that we are here for another purpose." Lindsey Kemp described Bowie's working method: "You nick a touch of this, you nick a touch of that. Then you do it better simply by using Scotch tape, sawdust and a little imagination."

In the same way he invented a biography for himself by glueing together 'objets trouvés' (found in books, newspaper articles about himself, interview questions, TV programs) and often cleverly calculated inventions of stage personæ.

Francis King Ritual Magic in England 1887 to the Present Day London 1970 Golden Dawn material found on a Sussex Beach in 1967

Golden Dawn material found on a Sussex Beach in 1967. Allegedly.
Francis King: "Ritual Magic in England (1887 to the Present Day). The Golden Dawn & Other Magical Orders", London 1970.

The Cabbala combines several factors: the analytical and linguistic aspects of it have certainly proved of interest to the erudite side of Bowie's character, while another part of him has been drawn to the meditative Cabbala, where one immerses oneself in the Divine attributes of words and numbers to ascend spiritually. There is also a physical way of Cabbalistic working, the 'Ecstatic Cabbala', which involves exercises in breathing and movement, as well as chanting and singing.

The creativity released by the visions of cabbalists, and the writing down of visions themselves, give more reality to the experience, and make it more holy. This alchemy changes the writer, and the text itself begets a world beyond to be shown here in this world. This achievement of visibility, that is rich in detail of the trance–image, is experimental; and angles of observation run together, jumping from here to there, combining sensuous fragments. This kind of occultist does not appear to provide a well supported or unsplintered identity, compared with a traditional concept of personality.

The indefinable moment of the visions soon determines a new function of the eye: a "seeing" that extends to all that is known, until visual perception becomes more complex and explodes in all directions. A lack of definition of relevant experiences in exactitude (eg, the lack of an emphasis of a bearer of a symbol), which enables new comparisons to be made between signs and symbols; and maybe new codes and rhetoric as a goal of new structures. Visions become extensions of man into a state of gnosis. Through the interpretation, an increase of reflection arises, which cannot be attributed to a particular author, and does not demand a constant repetition of a theatrical production, but it is a metaphor for the continuity of the strategies of illumination.

As an organiser of images experienced in trance, this kind of occultist (cabbalist) reflects back to the archaic idea of creation by idealistic aesthetics. He suspends authorship in the materialistic sense (similar to the conceptions of Marcel Duchamps or Andy Warhol who was the first to create himself as artist–as–star. His view was that everyone and everything in showbusiness — even religion were showbusiness), whilst re–organising what has already been created through visions received in trance; and in this way "old" traditions are welded together into a new entirety.

Like surrealism, occultism tries to break the domination of rational philosophy and logic, stressed by Descartes (the surrealists were violently demonstrating their disgust of burgeois society). Occultism is based on the belief in a higher reality of certain forms of association through the cabbala, faith in the power of dream– and trance–images, and in the stream of words uncensored by the intellect. As many voices, colours and material as is possible, need to be perceived in the underground culture of the occultist. Euphoria of images and voices determines his identity and reflection. Like every Utopia, this one draws its power from envy for a world without limits, and unveils that primordial wish of man, on the one hand to be master of his own reality, and on the other to escape its chains. Gnosis demands the removal of structure from life itself.

Classic / Jewish cabbalists regarded the Cabbala as a treatise that would enable them to invoke the holy powers of the Universe and combat demons. Modern cabbalists regard it as the foundation of all occult science and a chart of the Astral World: a state of inner being with the same objective as the planets in our solar system. The modern Cabbalist is an inner space traveller. A Starman — a traveller between the inner world of the mind and the outer world of reality.

The Book of the Goetia or the Lesser Key of Solomon the King - Secret Chief of the Rosicrucian Order - Ceremonial Magic - 1904 The Book of the Goetia or the Lesser Key of Solomon the King - Secret Chief of the Rosicrucian Order - Ceremonial Magic - 1904 - the Wheel of 32 Angels
The Wheel of 32 Angels from the Goetia of 1904:
"The Book of the Goetia or the Lesser Key of Solomon the King - Secret Chief of the Rosicrucian Order - Ceremonial Magic".

Adam Kadmon, William Wynn Westcott (Golden Dawn): An Introduction to the Study of the Kabalah, 1910 Adam Kadmon, William Wynn Westcott (Golden Dawn): An Introduction to the Study of the Kabalah, 1910

Adam Kadmon: The Archetypal Man who has all the principles and faculties comparable to the Sephiroth (Sefirot) (Stations) of the Tree of Life.
From: William Wynn Westcott (Golden Dawn): "An Introduction to the Study of the Kabalah", 1910.

You will also find that Inner space in the paintings of surrealists like Max Ernst, Salvador Dalí, Giorgio de Chirico, René Magritte, Yves Tanguy to name but a few.
The term inner space probably was coined by the British sci–fi writer James Graham Ballard (1930–2009) in the late fifties, as a counterstroke against the phrase outer space, which roughly speaking summed up the whole sci–fi–literature at that time. He sometimes wrote in the post–apocalyptic dystopia sub–genre of science fiction — at times in an episodic non–linear style. Ballard provided an open narrative in which the act of reading itself became part of the creative process.

But labels are sticky.

Aleister Crowley by Richard T. Cole

Self–styled prophet Aleister Crowley.
Cartoon by Richard T. Cole.

Aleister Crowley was born in England in 1875, into a wealthy and religious family at the height of the Victorian era. In 1898 he joined the Hermetic Order of the Golden Dawn. In Egypt in 1904, Crowley penned an occult poem heralding the dawning of a New Aeon, which would be governed by the Law of "Do What Thou Wilt" (as can be found in Bowie’s 'After All', 1970).

After the death of one of his students, Crowley’s life took a turn for the worse. His reputation in the British press as "The Wickedest Man in the World" was now, more than ever, working against him. Crowley’s later years were overshadowed by poor health, drug addiction and a desperate hunt for money. In 1935, he was declared bankrupt and mostly lived from the monies from his religious followers. He got through the London Blitz and eked out his existence in rural hostels; he died in Hastings, England in 1947; in the same year that Bowie was born, in a country where bomb craters still scarred major cities.

Crowley expanded the limits of the Golden Dawn by advocating the identifying of oneself with various Gods (called Assumption of God Forms), union with those Gods (angels and demons) during orgasm and / or consumption of mingled male and female sexual fluids.
Crowley's key maxim was "Do what Thou Wilt", which (among many other interpretations) with the Greek word Thelema which stands for Will. In the Crowleyan world, 'Thelema' refers to sexmagick (which Crowley spelt 'Magick' to distinguish it from the purely ceremonial variety): to reach illumination while having sexual intercourse through techniques that focus the sexual energies upon a wish, a sort of an inner projection representing the desire to be fulfilled. I will expand on this subject later on.

Charles Richard Cammell: Aleister Crowley. The Man: The Mage: The Poet.
London 1951.

Charles Richard Cammell: "Aleister Crowley. The Man: The Mage: The Poet", London 1951.

Crowley adherents are much preoccupied, even obsessed, with his concept of Thelema: a new religious revelation whose key phrases are 'Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the Law', and 'Love is the Law, Love under Will.' This was Crowley's missionary enterprise that was supposed to sort out History, Religion, Philosophy, Magick and everyday life. That it is largely a straightforward plagiarism and distortion of Augustinus, Rabelais, Schopenhauer and Nietzsche does not appear to worry them; nor that Thelema is based on faith and individual conviction, rather than knowledge and psychology — and is therefore not truly Gnostic in nature. As a doctrine, Thelema (be it called "the new Aeon", "the new religion", the "new magick" or whatever) will generally "pretend" and "claim," but rarely try to prove a thing objectively on the basis of evidence. Therefore it could validly be claimed that Thelema is as much a prejudice as it is a belief–system.

As the inventor of the doctrine, Crowley is seen as the standard and infallible. Discussion of the Crowley–Bible The Book of the Law, is forbidden, maybe because in his diaries, Crowley identified its source of inspiration with "Thee Satan my savior"? Adherence to the Crowleyverse (a strict following of his "teachings," "orders," "ideas" etc.) produces, step–by–step, a state of divorce from reality. Because Crowley's visionary blueprint is overshadowed by his deficient biography, a trend has started among Crowleyites of differentiating between the "man Crowley" and Crowley the "Thelemic prophet." This limits the ability to think objectively or critically, and substitutes activism, beliefs, cultishness, ritualism and myth.

Outside the occult closet, Crowley is of significance at universities where topics for seminars are running short. Only after long hesitation have academics (with their absurd rules and insipid formulæ) taken an interest in 'Occulture'. While 'Occulture' itself is now bred "in vitro" as a product for the publisher supermarket, or disemboweled asexually at so–called international congresses, where it's given a first–class burial; the cadaver shivers until people are sure that it'll dance again. Crowley's world consisting of theoretical self–dissolution, strategies to disjoint personality, identity and action — all of which resulted in experiments on himself alone, and narcissistic idolising of himself alone, support the need for a McDonald hamburger. Today, Crowley is a moderately good product with a strong flavour and consumed as quickly and easily as possible. He is easily prepared, and available everywhere for consumption at any time via the Internet. Tamed, he does present society with ideas interpreted through human relationships, and views filtered through the minds of marketing–men and advertisers — he serves as a radical pseudo–counter–blueprint to the mainstream–culture. Crowley allows a new myth to be lived out: being a fictional creation becomes an integral part of being real; to be one simulation among other simulations. If he was still alive and had good public relation managers, he'd reappear through the smeary lens of nostalgia and been exposed as a sort of Ozzy Osbourne on MTV. But since this is not the case, he looks more like a kind of non–playable character in a fictional computer game.

Regarding Crowley's antidemocratic, racist and misanthropic writings, followers point out: "The reason [that] aspects of Thelema are omitted [in public discussion] indicates the actual problem with presenting Thelema as a religion and attempting to get Thelema sanctioned by the government or approved by the public: Thelema is ultimately in contrast to and transgressive of normative society. Thelema rejects the morals and values of normative society and acts to transgress and violate these norms. From the inclusion of intoxicants in ritual, to the positive view of sexuality, which frequently is seen as promoting promiscuity, to the pro–authoritarian and Nietzschian aspects of Thelema, normative society has much to reject in Thelema and conversely, Thelema encourages its adherents to reject most aspects of normative society." See also The Templar's Reich.

There might be reasons why the Crowleyverse isn’t fit for most artists except for the ones using shocking keywords. Busy rock and pop stars have no time for Crowley’s marathon magick. The picture of the "Most Wicked Man" suffices for marketing strategies. Especially for people with a low attention span and an over–the–top, drink–and–drugs–fuelled sybaritic lifestyle.

The Tabby of Thelema — Aleister Crowley and events in Sicily

Stairway to Heaven

I asked Angie Bowie why her ex was involved in magick. She recalled that he heard that Led Zeppelin were involved in the occult, and so he wanted to be even cooler and scare Jimmy Page. [My interview with Angie Bowie in 2003]

Jimmy Page (b. 1944) from Led Zeppelin was allegedly already interested in the Qabalah at the age of eleven. In 1964, Page was a member of Bowie’s "Society for the Prevention of Cruelty to Long–Haired Men". I would assume a tool in order to speak in front of a microphone only. In the next year, Bowie and Page cooperated on the Bowie track 'I Pity the Fool', and in 1970 Page gave Bowie the guitar riff for the song 'The Supermen'.

By 1970 Page had become obsessed with Aleister Crowley, acquiring a growing collection of 'Crowleyana' — first editions, manuscripts, paintings and other artifacts. That same year he bought one of the most desirable Crowleyan relics of all: Boleskine House and its grounds, on the shores of Loch Ness in Scotland, Crowley's main residence from 1899 to 1913. After World War I it was the base for an investment swindle involving several local farmers and a fictitious sausage-factory that was supposed to be built in the grounds; of its later owners, one committed suicide in Crowley's former bedroom, while another abandoned his blind wife at the property. Everybody who lived near the Loch thought the place was haunted anyway, so what more suitable spot for 'New Age' occultists? [Page, who in the event never managed to spend much time there, sold Boleskine in 1992, after which it was run by its new owners as a hotel. Having become a private residence once more, it was badly damaged by fire in 2015; after being put up for sale in 2019, it was further damaged by a suspected arson attack. A charitable foundation which subsequently bought the property with the intention of completely rebuilding the house and restoring the grounds, seems to have been taken over as a front-group by the American 'Caliphate' O.T.O. occult organisation, which has tried (and failed) to keep its infiltration from becoming public. There has been much uproar and controversy ever since, after the original trustees of the project resigned in protest. Rubble stones were subsequently sold as magical artifacts by this O.T.O. — with a certificate of authenticity.]

David Bowie decided to retaliate with that kind of magick, and allegedly said to his wife that he would do so with what he knew of Tibetan magic ("the dark side of Buddhism" as he called it) as everything to do with Aleister Crowley was "small shit." [My interview with Angie Bowie in 2003]

Vice–versa, Crowley himself in his diary, 15th July 1936 stated: "Music is the opium of the mediocre."    But on 5th March 1943: "The only hope of friendly understand[ing] is through Atonement on the higher planes:— the spiritual, the worlds of Literature, Art, Music of humanity stripped of political top–hampers, and of that philosophy which finds perfect concord in and through extremes."

The Cut–Up method: "Inspirations have I none"

By the nineteenth century at the latest, artistry of all kinds found itself in turmoil. The old idea of divine inspiration / intuition was rudely interrupted by the impact of music, drugs (alcohol, opium, morphine, heroin, cocaine and ether), magnetism, muscle stimulation by galvanic and static electricity (similar to psychiatric treatments introduced in the second half of the 19th century), hypnosis, meditation, spiritism, or randomised methods of form-generation like écriture automatique / automatic writing and dessin automatique / automatic drawing.

Écriture Automatique was used by the surrealists, also called automatisme psychique:
"SURRÉALISME, n.m. Automatisme psychique pur par lequel on se propose d'exprimer, soit verbalement, soit par écrit, soit de toute autre manière, le fonctionnement réel de la pensée. Dictée de la pensée, en l'absence de tout contrôle exercé par la raison, en dehors de toute préoccupation esthétique ou morale. Encycl. Philos. le surréalisme repose sur la croyance à la réalité supérieure de certaines formes d'association négligées jusqu'à lui, à la toute-puissance du rêve, au jeu désintéressé de la pensée. Il tend à ruiner définitivement tous les autres mécanismes psychiques et à se substituer à eux dans la résolution des principaux problèmes de la vie." André Breton, Œuvres complètes, vol. I, p. 238. Transl.: ["SURREALISM, (noun). Pure psychic automatism, by which is meant to express the actual functions of thought, whether by means of speech, writing, or in any other way. Dictation of thought in the absence of all rational control, beyond any moral or aesthetic considerations (– Encyclopedia of Philosophy). Surrealism rests on a belief in the superior reality of certain hitherto neglected forms of association, on the omnipotence of dreams, in a disinterested play of thought. It tends to permanently ruin all other psychic mechanisms and substitute itself for them in solving the main problems of life."]

A variant on psychic automatism can be found as the exquisite corpse ("cadavre exquis") version of the 'Consequences' word-game in Dadaist and Surrealist art: different people draw part of a picture story or motif on a length of paper in turn, with the previous image being folded back so it isn't visible to the next person, resulting in an unpredictable and possibly surreal composition.

An extension of automatic writing (écriture automatique) was the 'cut–up' technique', later revived by Brion Gysin and most famously used in literature by William S. Burroughs: you take a text, cut it into pieces, reassemble the pieces randomly and thus create something new.
Burroughs's approach was an attempt to cut through the apparent and manifest content of language (which he speculated might even be a virus from outer space) to what he hoped might be some sort greater truth and a world of meaning that lay beyond.

While Bowie never was a member of an occult organization, William S. Burroughs (1914–1997) had been affiliated with Scientology and the Order of Thanateros. Brion Gyson (1916–1986) also believed in magic.

David Bowie, William S. Burroughs, Photo by Terry O'Neal, ISOLAR 'On Stage' tour magazine 1976 Station to Station

David Bowie and William S. Burroughs; Photo by Terry O'Neal, magazine for the Isolar 'On Stage' tour 1976.
Again used for the press photo for the January 2013 release of the 'Where Are We Now?'–song and video.

The cut–up is only the starting point of inspiring creativity, the juxtaposition of words or sentence parts is igniting imaginations.

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Stills from 'Cracked Actor', a 1975 television documentary about Bowie, made by Alan Yentob for the BBC.
See also the Mask–stills later in this text.

Because Bowie used the cut–up technique to 'write' many of his lyrics there is not much sense in trying to analyse them as a whole or each lyric individually word by word: clarity is dispensable.
Instead one has to focus on the recurring images and codes that appear in the entire "David Bowie" 'opus', the Trojan horses, which allude to his kind of Gnosticism. Bowie defined his use of the cut–up method as his way of discovering his own past and future. He himself became a cut–up himself too — at least for those who followed his career closely through the years — these followers were (and still are) confronted by reflections of themselves in the splintered facets that make up Bowie's often odd–sounding lyrics and his ever–changing styles of fashion images or with his constant dropping of keywords of books whenever the recorder or pen of a journalist is at hand. It's probably also worth pointing out that he talks in fractals. To some of his listeners, this may seem very profound, but to others it's just pretentious waffle.

"I still incorporate a lot of Burroughs ideas, and I still purposely fracture everything. Even if it's making too much sense. I now fracture more than I would've done in past. But it's still a matter of taking my three or four statements and interrelating them. Not as literally as I used I don't use the scissor method very much — but I'll write a sentence and then think of a nice juxtaposition to that sentence and then do it in a methodical, longhand fashion. A lot of me goes into it now, whereas at one point it was getting very random." [Michael Watts: "CONFESSION OF AN ELITIST" in 'Melody Maker', February 1978.]

He styled himself as master of de–essentialization and de–authentification: "I don't necessarily know what I'm talking about in my writing. All I try to do in my writing is assemble points that interest me and puzzle through it, and that becomes a song and other people who listen to that song must take what they can get from it and see if information that they've assembled fits in with anything I've assembled and what do we do now?" he told journalists. [Charles Shaar Murray: "Goodbye Ziggy and a big hello to Aladdin Sane", 'New Musical Express', January 27, 1973.]

"I deerly want to be recognised as a writer, but I would ask [people] not to go too deeply into my songs. As likely as not, there's nothing there but the words and music you hear at one listening." [Gordon Coxhill: "Don’t Dig Too Deep, Pleads Oddity", 'New Musical Express', November 15, 1969.]

Does Bowie simply hide that he has nothing to say as Nico (the German chanteuse from The Velvet Underground) opined in 1969?
"I was not jealous of his intelligence — he is entirely superficial, which is why he never knows what to look like. Or what music to make. Or whether to be a boy or a girl." [Richard Witts: "NICO. The Life and Lies of an Icon", London 1993, page 237.]

On 23 September 1972, 'Disc' magazine ran a make–believe interview with Ziggy Stardust:
"Slumped in the corner was Ziggy, a shadow of his former self. His orange hair had turned white and he looked even skinnier than David Bowie. "They killed me with love, man", he kept saying. "Nervous disorder", whispered the Starman. "He thinks he's being interviewed by the Old Grey Whistle Test — He can only give banal answers and you have to ask banal questions..." [The Ziggy Stardust Companion.]

Quite flirting with the rejection of hermeneutic tenacity, as soon as Ziggy Stardust sat down to talk, the whole image of the Starman, the Stranger In A Strange Land dissolved like runny mascara. What he had to say was in no way futuristic, or profound, or controversial. He was as giggly and superficial as The Prettiest Starlet.
From the Dick Cavett Show, December 4, 1974:
Cavett: "Do you want to be understood? You know what I mean... like Ziggy Stardust was...
Bowie: "There’s absolutely nothing to understand. I mean..."

"A lot of people provide me with quotes. They suggest all kind of things to say and I do, because, really, I'm not very hip at all. Then I go away and spout it all out and that makes it easier for people to classify me. People dissect the songs and say that's influenced by someone or other, but I don't know whether I'm influenced." [Chris Charlesworth: "David Bowie: Ringing The Changes" in 'Melody Maker', March 13th, 1976.]

The Cut–Up method and the Occultist's State of Trance

Achieving richly–detailed definitive form or 'visibility' from self–induced trance–images is an experimental procedure. The possibilities of the united visions coalesce, jump all over the place, and blend fragments together. Neither the occult nor the cut–up technique would seem to furnish the basis of a secure or well–integrated identity. The instantaneous 'moment' quickly induces a new use for the ears and eyes: 'Sound and Vision' that extend to all that is known, until the perception becomes infinitely complex. This may engender a lack of precise definition of relevant experiences (such as a lack of emphasis on a bearer of a symbol), which enables new comparisons to be made between signs and symbols; and perhaps new laws, and new rhetoric, as the aim of new frameworks. Sounds and visions become the projections of a human being in a state of Gnosis. Through this altered interpretation, there is an increase in reflection, which becomes a metaphor for the continuing stratagems of illumination.

The cut–up method makes it largely irrelevant whether or not Bowie is conscious of himself as a Gnostic; that is, whether he knowingly expresses himself in Gnostic terms — or whether he is hiding it "in an all time low."

Bowie has described himself as a "post–modern Buddhist"; certainly his working methods look post–modern, with their nature being fluid and flexible, rather than concrete. Ordinary materials in the form of music and text are taken, arranged, and re–arranged. Bowie studies the result, and tries something else, as he navigates his way through revisions, corrections, and different material. This method goes some way towards explaining his apparently inconsistent changes in musical styles (also his working method sometimes is to let his musicians get on with the flow whilst he is out of the studio room, then add his bit at the last minute, he’d listen, give direction, and live with the results), and how he views his own work — something he claims as a masterpiece one day, becomes defective the next (sometimes only when the media started rubbishing it, followed by disillusioned fans).

"I'm not an intellectual by any stretch of the imagination, […] I was very worried when I saw some of the pre–tour publicity about me in America, which cited me as being some kind of part of a new–wave intelligentsia. I'm not a primitive either. I would describe me as a tactile thinker. I pick up on things . . . I'm a pretty cold person. A very cold person, I find. I have a strong lyrical, emotional drive and I'm not sure where it comes from. I'm not sure if that's really me coming through in the songs. They come out and I hear them afterward and I think, well, whoever wrote that really felt strongly about it. I can't feel strongly. I get so numb. I find that I'm walking around numb. I'm a bit of an iceman." [Timothy Ferris: "I Refuse to Be Thought of as Mediocre", in 'Rolling Stone Magazine' 79, April 1st, 1971.]

"I'm not an innovator. Everything has been done before. I'm just a photostat machine that puts out what has already been fed in." [Deborah Thomas: "King of Rock and Rouge" in 'Daily Mirror', Monday, January 22, 1973.]

Bowie became an influencer because he was influenced earlier: He turned into a Gnostic who gave out Gnosis, a theme which constantly recurs in his live performances, through his lyrics, and music; for instance in his rôle as the messianic alien Ziggy Stardust (18 months in 1971–1973, including 'Aladdin Sane'), or as 'The Hanged Man' from the Tarot in his 1987 shows — or else in the photographs where he appears with stigmata and a halo (e.g. 'Jungle Fever' 1998) or in the 2013–video for 'The Next Day' wearing a robe and striking a Christ–like pose.

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In the 2015 Doctor Who–like video clip for Bowie's 'Blackstar', three scarecrows burlesque the crucifixion of the Christ in a Golgatha–like scene with visual references to the 'Silent Hill' horror video game and movie franchise.
Its director Johan Renck is "a huge Crowley fan" who said in 2015 that he had "tried to make a movie on his [Crowley's] life a few years ago."

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larvatus prodeo:
Chronology of the Laughing Clone

Without his all–consuming gloom ("hitting an all time low") Bowie's personæ would be a lot harder to understand, and ultimately be of little interest to any researcher, however dedicated. In fact, Bowie is more of a Gnostic than an artist — much, obviously, to his chagrin, as he wants to be known as an artist first and foremost. In 1970, Bowie penned the lyrics to his song 'I'm Tired Of My Life', in which he sketched out his future career: "I'm trying to decide which game is best for me, which can I bear ... You don't perceive so I'm leading you away". The pattern was the idea of changing identity or thinking up your own identity, a collective of fragile rumours composed of flicker and smoke. A lifeless charade of masks in a state of diaspora, sterile identities without an essence?

Sua cuique persona
"I am what I play"

Who is the "I" ?

David Robert Jones started playing David Bowie, who in turn plays other characters: his pet subject: the divided self.

Deciding which game to play is plainly Bowie's habit of changing personæ, or re–inventing his personality. Thus the idea of 'finding himself' showed up in Bowie's stage 'fragments' of such personæ like in the Mod–phase (1964–1968), folky Major Tom (1969–1970), the Lauren Bacall–Phase, Ziggy Stardust (1971–72), the Liberace–like Aladdin Sane (1972–73), Halloween Jack (Diamond Dogs) (1974), The Gouster (1974/75), The Man Who Fell To Earth (1975/76), The Thin White Duke (1976), The Svelte Lounge Lizard (1978), Pierrot / Ashes To Ashes (1980), The Elephant Man (1980–81), Serious Moonlight (1983 when, canary coloured, he once again claimed to be the real David Robert Jones), Screamin' Lord Byron (Tonight, 1984), Tin Machine (1989), Nathan Adler (1995), Earthling (1997), on the Internet alias Mr Plod (1997), as Boz in the PC–game Omikron in 1999, and as Sailor [?] on his Bowienet (2007).

To some degree all these personæ are re–creations of the Pierrot / Pinocchio figure, a disguised Gnosis in the form of parody. Bowie has repeatedly appeared on stage as the 'Pierrot in Turquoise', a sort of a Threepenny Pierrot (the colour turquoise connoting "the British symbol of everlastingness" as one of his early teachers gnomically recollected) [Bowie wrote several songs for the mime–play 'Pierrot in Turquoise or The Looking Glass Murders' for Scottish TV in 1970 in which he starred as the Pierrot]. This figure originated in 1967, when Bowie was a member of Lindsey Kemp's mime company — an environment where everything was apparently tragic, dramatic and theatrical, that is just an extension of his own life. At the same time (circa 1968) he performed in the mime–drama 'The Mask' playing the part of a youth who becomes fatally identified with his painful mask, a rôle which Bowie would later repeat as "Ziggy Stardust" who is stifled by his Mask while "making love with his ego" on stage (this is reminiscent of Oscar Wilde's 'Picture of Dorian Gray' which was also the plot in a short film from 1969 with Bowie and Michael Byrne and also for Bowie's video for the 1979 song 'Look Back In Anger' — a story around a portrait in the protagonist's attic that ages in his place).
'Look Back In Anger' was used as the opening song for many of Bowie's stage performances between 1983 and 1997.

Logic plays no part in the process.
"It's the process that matters, isn't it? Rather than getting your information — or redemption — easily and directly you must go through this long stubborn painful trek. As with alchemy, the end result isn't as important as the long process whereby all the inessential aspects of 'you' have been stripped away." [Ian Penman: "THE RESURRECTION OF SAINT DAVE", 'Esquire Magazine', October 1995.]

"I always thought that I should change all the time … I know for a fact that my personality now is totally different to what it was then. I took a look at my thoughts, my appearance, my expressions, my mannerisms and idiosyncrasies and didn't like them. So I stripped myself down, chucked things out and replaced them with a completely new personality. When I heard someone say something intelligent. I used it later as if it were my own. When I saw a quality in someone that I liked, I took it. I still do that. All the time. It's just like a car, man, replacing parts" [Cameron Crowe: "Ground Control to Davy Jones", in 'Rolling Stone Magazine', 206, February 12th, 1976.]

The separation of idea and execution, shaped by conceptual art, leaves room for the participation of others and yet does not question the concept of the author — but sometimes compensates for a lack of originality.


The voiceover of the 1968 pantomime (filmed in 1969) concludes, as the lights dim on the lifeless body: "The papers made a big thing out of it. Funny though — they didn't mention anything about a mask." ['The Mask' on 'Love You till Tuesday', a collection of filmed songs made in early 1969.]

David Bowie The Mask Cracked Actor

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David Bowie 1974 live Mask

I advance, point to my mask.

The Mask was a concept that Bob Dylan had toyed with in 1964, when he appeared onstage with the words: "I got my Bob Dylan mask on", to which he added "I'm glad I'm not me" in 1966. This was making a plain distinction between searching for an identity, and actually producing it. The reference to the Mask signified a knowledge of how artificial it was as a myth, and how it was a sort of excessive satire. Bowie had outlined his projected career in his 1967 'The Laughing Gnome', where he sang about how he saw himself and Mick Jagger growing new personæ in the future: playful, yet serious in their business mentality:

'I'm a laughing Gnome and you can't catch me'
'Haven't you got an 'ome to go to?' (No, we're gnomads) ...
And we're living on caviar and honey (hooray!)
Cause they're earning me lots of money

The 1967 German versions of his songs had been re-arranged. For example the track 'Mit mir in Deinen Traum' which translates as 'With me in your dream', rather contradicts the English original 'When I Live My Dream'. Here he praises the dreamland where a certain "you" is going to meet Bowie in that "you's" dream.

"He is a symbol of a new age / He glides above the realms of you and me"

Feeling "that the human complex is such an inadequate form of existence", Bowie said that he experienced "an incredible loneliness". He has always styled himself as a creature dwelling in the "human zoo", tattooed with Tarot cards (like Ray Bradbury's 1951 'Illustrated Man'); a 'Karma–Man' (which dates from 1967, and was on the live set list until 1970, talking about Zen–Buddhism joining the Tibet Society in 1967 with his then producer Tony Visconti) sitting "on my karma, dame meditation" ('Little Wonder', 1997) and being a 'Silly Boy Blue' (1966, "Child of Tibet", "Mountains of Lhasa") who never leaves his body now and so has "got to wait to die" (On the live set list in 2001).
'Dame meditation' most probably refers to the Kundalini, the yogic fire–snake that resides in the genital region, coiled waiting to arise to the head of the yogi and enable illumination symbolised by a lotus flower.

Angie Bowie: "He said that Chime Rimpoche was his guide/teacher. I saw Chime Rimpoche the first time I went down to Beckenham there he was at Victoria station or Charing X and he was there in his saffron robes and I walked up to him and said Hi are you Chime Rimpoche? He said yes. I said I am going to visit David and he said I know. I thought he and David were 'Light People.'" [My interview with Angie Bowie in 2003]

Chime (Chimi) Youngdong Rimpoche, a high holy Tibetan Lama established his Tibetan Centre in the north of Lockerbie, with a huge Buddha flanked by hundred of mini–Buddhas.
Angie Bowie: "Due to his [Bowie's] interest in Tibetan Buddhism he skirted around the issue of Tibetan Black Magic but I never saw any evidence that he performed rituals or was exerting any influence whatsoever through the practice of any ceremonial religion: Black magic Tibetan guarding of the unconscious etc. blah di blah di blah. David called it 'the dark side of Buddhism'." [My interview with Angie Bowie in 2003]

Buddhism is a tool that combines diet, drugs (or rather the absence of drugs, as stimulants are not considered to be appropriate indulgences), yoga and sexual techniques.
The Buddha's main objection to alcohol and recreational drugs is that they befuddle the consciousness, thus making mental development difficult. Buddha also often warned against alcohol's negative social effects. Consequently abstaining from all recreational drugs including alcohol is one of the precepts that all Buddhists are expected to practice. But one wonders whether psychedelics would be useful in the practice of Buddhism?

Yoga is one of the preliminary conditions to master the body before using it as a temple. But to westerners, Yoga is mistakenly thought to be simply a system of physical exercises to keep the body supple and the mind calm. But the meaning of the word yoga is union and the system was developed by eastern adepts to assist them in attaining union with the source of all being.

Between 1967 and 1969, it was reported that Bowie slept upright in an antique wooden box, ate only two modest meals a day, and underwent periods of intense silence. Regarding Yoga: I watched a barefoot Bowie sitting in a very difficult Yoga position during his live performance of 'The Man Who Sold The World' (1970) at Zurich on 14th February 1996. Zen and Mahayana Buddhism weren't Bowie's only tools used to expand consciousness and perception.

Hatha–Yoga plays a key rôle in Aleister Crowley's sexmagick. A major rôle is played by the nerve fibres (Nadis) and the 10 different kinds of breathing (Vayus). The ancient indian bodily expressions for the 10 Vayus are: Prana (in the heart), Apana (near the anus), Samana (near the genitals), Udana (in the throat), Vyana (the whole body), Naga (in the genitals), Kurma (open the eye lids), Krikara (causes sneezing), Devadatta (causes yawning) and Dhananjaya (floats through the physical body). The "Sexual Magic" is focussed on the 6th Vayus or Naga. There are additional teachings of using drugs in order to reach illumination while having sexual intercourse, and techniques to focus the sexual energies upon a wish, a sort of an mental photography that represents the desire to be fulfilled. Also elements of Manichaeism are introduced. The whole body is considered Divine (the Temple of the Holy Ghost) and the sexual organs are meant to fulfill a peculiar function: a Holy Mass is the symbolic act of re–creating the universe. The root belief is that only by co–operation between man and woman can either advance spiritually. Sexually joining is a shadow of the cosmic act of creation. Performed by adepts, the union of male and female approaches more closely the primal act and partakes of its divine nature, which is seen as continuous and continuing and never ending. This point of view is different from the Christian one, which holds that the creation of the universe by God occurred at some definite point in time past. The sensations that form slowly within Man and Woman sexually joined come not from the conjunction of the physical parts, but from the male and female sexual polarities in contact. Correct breathing patterns affect the chemistry of the blood stream and so bring about a change in the internal environment of the brain. Consciousness or ego makes way to make room for the divine power. The sexual energies then should be stored, together with correct breathing both lead to the transmutation of the energy in order that the Magician becomes a Clairvoyant. The Lingam (phallus) is as a symbol of the creator of the universe.

One of Crowley's sexmagical instructions is a treatise about the creative organ's divinity: the vital fluid is a vehicle of immortality. The Matter is the original primitive material substance semi–spiritual, immortal and containing in itself the archetypes of all form and possessing the double potency of attracting to itself individual spirits and also particles of gross Matter to form their temporary envelope on this plane (the gnostic Rotten Place). Another technique unveiled to the "pupil" is that masturbating on a sigil of a demon or meditating upon the image of a phallus would bring power or communication with a (or one's own) divine being / Super Ego. There are heterosexual intercourse sex techniques where the sexual secrets are sucked out of the vagina and when not consumed (when considered holy) put on a sigil to attract this or that demon to fulfill the pertinent wish / order. Crowley played around with different sexmagical methods. One of his secrets is the adoration of the idol Baphomet of the old Templars. Crowley advised selection of a female partner. The magician and his mate "copulate continuously" until impregnation results: a homunculus. In the most secret teachings, one identifies oneself with an ejaculating penis. The blood (or excrements) from anal intercourse attracts the spirits / demons while the sperm keeps them alive. Crowley saw no use in the vaginal fluids nor did he think women divine, hetherefore he could not imagine lesbian sexmagick. He believed that "man is the guardian of the Life of God; woman but a temporary expedient; a shrine indeed for the God, but not the God." ==> Women exist for the use of men. His ideal female: "robust, vigorous, eager, sensible, hot and healthy." That is to say, his interest was in the woman's body and he wanted no spiritual or intellectual participation from her. Crowley's main tools to achieve illumination remained: spermophagy, coprophagy, urolagnia and algolagnia.

"Oh no, not me / I never lost control"

Though the hippie era was already over, Bowie somehow managed to parody it on his album 'David Bowie' (more commonly known as 'Space Oddity'). By 1969 he was smiling "sadly for a love I could not obey", for he was never to become the sort of star with a mundane message who can devote their life "to save a slogan".

It was also in 1969 that Bowie's father — closely involved in his son's career — had died.

At a time when he was working his fingers to the bone and suffering from a series of flop singles with various demos still languishing on acetate, together with his most recent album hardly having set the charts on fire, Bowie had already cycled through several different record labels and was looking, slightly desperately, for a "new love" and "new words".

In his song 'The Cygnet Committee', Ziggy Stardust was again prefigured: "I gave Them life / I gave Them all ... / I opened doors that would have blocked Their way." Impotence when confronting reality gave birth to fantasies of omnipotence.

Having already described himself ironically as "the Cream / Of the Great Utopia Dream" and as "a phallus in pigtails" in 1969, by 1971 Bowie was saying "I want to be a Superman"; he expressed these feelings more precisely in his song 'Quicksand': "I'm closer to the Golden Dawn / immersed in Crowley's uniform ... / I'm not a prophet or a stone-age man / Just a mortal with potential of a superman."

    In some of his live performances during 1973 he left out the key-words "Golden Dawn" and "Crowley". It wasn't until 1997, when Bowie was in the process of "Shillin' the Rubes" (and floating himself on the stock market) that he started re–using bits of his outworn or discarded personas again, and 'celebrated' Crowley's 'uniform' in the opener to his live gigs that summer.

"Just to touch the Flaming Dove"

Techniques like these have become popularised through the writings of Aleister Crowley who was once a member of the Golden Dawn, and later of the Ordo Templi Orientis (O.T.O.), which was (and still is) deeply involved with sex–magic. The public perception of both the Golden Dawn and the Ordo Templi Orientis are pseudo–masonic organisations where the aspirant (or member) goes through stages of ceremonial initiation wearing semi–Egyptian costumes — similar to the one Bowie wore for a photo session with Brian Ward in 1971.
See, for example, "David Bowie Black Book" by Miles, London 1980, p. 40, where Bowie is shown giving the occult sign of "as above so below" — otherwise know as a symbol of 'Baphomet', the old Knight Templar's idol. Or in the photo on the inner sleeve of the CD version of 'Space Oddity' Bowie portrays the Sphinx, an important occult symbol; also on the cover of the bootleg EP and CD 'The Shadow Man'.

David Bowie — The Shadow Man — Sphinx

Bowie Sphinx Tutankhamun Brian Ward

Bowie photos by Brian Ward.

Golden Dawn, Samuel Liddel MacGregor Mathers     Aleister Crowley in a Golden Dawn costume      David Bowie in an Egyptian costume

Eliphas Levi Baphomet     Leo Taxil Baphomet     David Bowie Baphomet

Angie Bowie doesn’t see any occult intentions behind this: "He ran out of photo shoot ideas. We did that one in London in the early 1970s. Natasha Korniloff and Lindsay Kemp’s brains were plundered for every image and every possible costume." [My interview with Angie Bowie in 2003]

It is rumored that Bowie began developing a Tutankhamun stage project in the early 1970s, but it never got beyond the planning stage.

Bowies "Keep Swinging"

Sexmagick was hinted at in 'Holy Holy', 1970:
Listen Lady, let me lie low, lie low with you
To be lie–high–high–high–high–high, my! Oh my!
Slowly, we get too good and too holy
Helping one another, just a righteous brother

"Righteous brother" is a term used in masonry and also in the Golden Dawn.

Embracing the new decade's promise of sexual liberation, Bowie used the language of the day with lyrics like "He swallowed his pride and puckered his lips / And showed me the leather belt round his hips ... / The snake and I, a venom high." ('The Width Of A Circle', 1970).

Same–sex interests were also hinted at in songs like 'Lady Stardust' (= Marc Bolan in 1970), 'Queen Bitch' (= Lou Reed in 1971), 'Looking For A Friend' (= Freddi Burretti, Bowie's costume designer who turned the hippie spaceman into something altogether more startling and androgynous).

'Station to Station' was the title of a gay porn movie in 1974, Times Productions, directed by L. Brooks.


Station to Station gay porn

I wonder if Bowie's audience had any inkling that he might have beem using the term "station" in more than one sense in his lyrics. Something similar happened with the Village People songs 'YMCA' and 'Go West' in the 1970s. Cruising ... "from station to station [...] I got to keep searching and searching [...] making sure white stains" .... (Bowie, 'Station To Station', 1976).
Or am I really scraping the bottom of the barrel here, given Bowie's use of the cut–up method?

About America: "Nobody understood the European way of dressing and adopting the asexual, androgynous everyman pose. People all went screaming, ‘He’s got make-up on and he’s wearing stuff that looks like dresses!’" [David Cameron: "Candid Conversation: An outrageous conversation with the actor, rock singer and sexual switch–hitter", 'Playboy Magazine', September 1976.]

Bowie: "I do not feel that there is anything remotely glorious about being either male or female. I was merely playing on the idea of the colonisation of a gender."
Iman: "Is it better to be one or the other?"
Bowie: "That is, in my opinion, an absurd question."
[David Bowie interviewed by his own wife Iman Muhammid Abdulmadjid for the Fall 2000 edition of 'Bust', "a magazine and website that provides news, entertainment, celebrity, lifestyle, and fashion from a feminist perspective."]

But wasn't what Bowie really doing simply to "dispute the ideology of authenticity by positing gendered identities as constructed rather than natural"? [Philip Auslander: 'performing glam rock', Michigan 2006].

The nature of Glam or Glitter Rock was its obsession with surfaces and mutability: the ever–changeable me and you, the transitory nature of identity and gender — these were glam's truest, most basic subjects. A concept that offered less of a ready–made identity and more a 'critique of identity' itself.

Not that Bowie was the only one using such anti–hippie, anti–psychedelic, anti–mainstream (yet sub– and counter–cultural) ideas by the start of the 1970s: there had already been the late–60s 'Theatre of the Ridiculous' (in the form of New York's Ridiculous Theatrical Company) a movement summed up by its 'low camp' absurdism, taking aim at the preposterous with literary references and an inexhaustible supply of puns; followed by so–called 'Queer Theatre' (as Stefan Brecht named it) in the form of the Cockettes in California; Andy Warhol's Factory (with 'Pork' and Wayne / Jayne County, who had been present at the Stonewall riots and seems to have given Ziggy Stardust some of the more exalted parts of his character); John Waters and his Baltimore film entourage; Antony Price and Juliet Mann's self–consciously retro 'Che Guevara' boutique (founded in 1969) in London... and so on and so forth ... anything and everything that promised pandemonium, anarchy and outrage.

The boundaries of the morally acceptable were trampled by well–worn platform shoes and eventually, Bowie climbed out of the Quicksand of his thoughts, became like LSD in the water supply of his audience and a pop–art wet dream was brought to life.

"Then I ran across a monster who was sleeping by a tree / And I looked and frowned and the monster was me"

In 1971, Bowie stated that he wanted music to be "tarted up, made into a prostitute, a parody of itself. ... It should be the clown, the Pierrot medium" [John Mendelssohn: "David Bowie: Pantomime Rock?", in 'Rolling Stone', 1 April 1971] and so he introduced his androgynous gender–bender persona, as his lovers Romy Haag, Amanda Lear, and his wife Angie Bowie were able to observe at first hand — and of course to the admiration of his audiences.

But what about the occult world view, where sex is sometimes viewed as neither male nor female, but as a state of mind?
While spending his time gazing into crystal balls and communicating with the spirit–world through a Ouija board, Bowie developed a shadowy–persona of an androgynous messiah–figure who would blueprint the music scene of the 1970s and who would question the accepted romantic notions of sincerity, truth and authenticity (that is, an assumed identity and sympathy of musician and audience) — especially where sexuality and pop / rock music running counter to everything deemed natural was concerned. This undoubtedly fed Bowie's desires for folie de grandeur and an aesthetic of excess, both of which might be used to re–create the self as a manufactured object — and which would mean the replacement of God as the creator.

And the songs became just backing tracks to the persona of Bowie created by David Robert Jones.

David Bowie plays Devil Ziggy Stardust

"You are my Creator, but I am your Master — Obey!" [Mary Shelley, Frankenstein or The Modern Prometheus, 1818]

Ziggy Stardust — our fine, feathered friend, caked in glitter and lipstick — Who he?

Philip K. Dick:
Philip K. Dick:
"The Crack In Space", New York 1966

Some of Bowie's notes from 1971 refer to something like a rock / pop opera (in phrases like "fans view", "Parents Ziggy Thing", "Now he knew he had to out–hip thosee queens and get into the role oh so well", "The New Sensation comes", "Death in Mad" etc.). However...

Maybe Ziggy Stardust's character was being planned and visualized as far back as 1968? Maybe the Ziggy myth was invented by journalists, after Bowie interviews where they heard a bunch of Ziggy songs without any linking narrative? Or maybe those same songs were retrospectively used by Bowie to tell a loose tale, like many other characters and (pseudo-)concepts he — allegedly — created quite consciously and deliberately?

Still, the Ziggy Stardust songs lacked a cohesive story. Why was that?
Ideas were needed. But "Inspirations have I none" ('Soul Love', 1972).

In retrospect, in 1974, Bowie invented for William S. Burroughs a civilization going to collapse and where the 'Infinites' would arrive. Ziggy Stardust (not an alien but a sort of a Golem, "your face, your race, the way that you talk / I kiss you, you're beautiful, I want you to walk") was to announce the coming of these 'Starmen' bringing hope. Ziggy, the earthly messenger, starts to believe in all this himself, soon considers himself the messiah of the future Starmen and takes himself to incredible spiritual heights, and is kept alive by the devotion of his disciples. When the Starmen finally arrive, they intend to take bits and pieces of Ziggy so they can manifest themselves as real physical beings. Eventually they tear him to pieces on stage during the performance of the song 'Rock 'n' Roll Suicide'. At the moment of Ziggy's death, the Starmen take on his essence, and become visible. [Craig Copetas: "Beat Godfather Meets Glitter Mainman. William Burroughs, say hello to David Bowie", in 'Rolling Stone Magazine', February 28th, 1974.]

This drama is Gnosticism at its purest. In Manichaeism, every man and woman were once STARS, that is divine. Through a Philip K. Dick–like "crack in the sky", most of the divine quality re–ascended to heaven, leaving behind only some tiny little sparks of the Divine Light in humanity on the physical level. These sparkling 'leftovers' of the Divine (when the so–called Logos spermatikos left mankind), imprisoned in matter, have to be concentrated upon building up a brilliant "body of Light" fitted for a return to the "Blessed Realm" in heaven. Thus in this form of Gnosticism, the whole body of man was considered as divine (the Temple of the Holy Ghost) and the sexual organs were meant to fulfill a peculiar function: namely, the re–creation of the universe. In Manichaeism, all other matter is "evil", a place of decay; and although many manicheist scriptures speak of the ascetic aspect (enjoining no meat, no coitus, no marriage) there are more controversial reports that take a diametrical opposed view. But whether ascetic or sensual, it was a core belief of Manichaeism that "angels" copulate with "archonts" as a way of freeing human beings from their the "evil bonds" to matter. — Archonts are the guardians of the universe and are often viewed as maleficent forces. One of the archonts is the demiurge or the creator of the world. The recurring image of archonts is that of jailers imprisoning the divine spark in human souls, held captive in material creation. — But through the union of Good and Evil — angels and archonts — souls were purified and what is removed in this purgation might be 'given to all the species of the Earth'.

There are also strong shamanic elements involved; mutilation of the body (a reflection of Ziggy being torn apart) is common in shamanistic initiation.
    In his book 'Shamanism: Archaic Techniques of Ecstasy' (Bollingen Foundation, published by Princeton University Press, 1964), Mircea Eliade recorded a Yakut shaman stating that as a rule the prospective shaman 'dies' and lies in their yurt for three days without eating or drinking as part of their initiation. The shaman recounted that in former times the candidate went through the ceremony thrice, during which he was cut to pieces. The candidate's limbs were removed and disjointed with an iron hook; the bones were cleaned, the flesh scraped, the body–fluids thrown away, and the eyes torn from their sockets. After this operation, all the bones were gathered up and fastened together with iron. It was also believed that the limbs were distributed among the evil spirits of disease and death. Each spirit devoured the part of the body that was its share. This gave the candidate shaman the power to cure the corresponding diseases. After devouring the whole body the evil spirits departed.

    The myth of renewal by fire, cooking or dismemberment has continued to haunt mankind even beyond the spiritual horizon of shamanism. Posing together with Damien Hirst, in 1994 and 1995 Bowie was going to play with the idea of torn apart bodies as Art.

Manichaeism was also an important part in Aleister Crowley's philosophy. Did his slogan "Every Man and Woman is a Star" lead to Bowie's Starman, Ziggy Stardust, the Rock'n Roll Star of the 1971–73 Ziggy–Incarnation?

"I was very aware of the idea of androgyny or an unknown gender being attached to most priesthoods in the East... Those original shamans have mutated into the entertainer ... that's where I was at in the early '70s," Bowie recalled in 'Interview', September 1995.

Bowie's messianic Ziggy Stardust myth invaded the minds of the nation's youth with a combination of extraterrestrial rock 'n' roll and outrageous albeit somehow non–threatening sexuality, all delivered in high–heeled boots, multicoloured dresses and extravagant make–up.

Bowie: "I fell for Ziggy too. It was quite easy to become obsessed night and day with the character. I became Ziggy Stardust. David Bowie went totally out the window. Everybody was convincing me that I was a Messiah, especially on that first American tour. I got hopelessly lost in the fantasy. I could have been Hitler in England. Wouldn't have been hard. Concerts alone got so enormously frightening that even the papers were saying, 'This ain't rock music, this is bloody Hitler! Something must be done!' And they were right. It was awesome. Actually, I wonder … I think I might have been a bloody good Hitler. I'd be an excellent dictator. Very eccentric and quite mad." [Cameron Crowe: "Ground Control to Davy Jones", in 'Rolling Stone Magazine' 206, February 12th, 1976.]

Bowie: "It did snowball itself. When I wrote the thing, I was so unlike Ziggy Stardust. I was still doing Arts Laboratory type things and street theatre at the time. I was not Ziggy Stardust. He started off strictly as a fictional character. When I started dressing for the part and acting it out onstage, the edges of definition between myself and the character became blurry. Then the articles started coming out "This Isn't Rock & Roll. This Is Fascism" and "Bowie's A Nazi" and all of a sudden I was too far in." [Ben Edmonds: "Bowie meets the press. Plastic Man or Godhead of the Seventies?" in 'Circus Magazine', April 1976.]

"I was young and I was full of life, and that seemed like a very positive artistic statement. I thought that was a beautiful piece of art, I really did. I thought that was a grand kitsch painting. The whole guy. Then that fucker would not leave me alone for years. That was when it all started to sour. And it soured so quickly you wouldn't believe it. And it took me and awful time to level out. My whole personality was affected. Again I brought that upon myself. I can't say I'm sorry when I look back, because it provoked such an extraordinary set if circumstances in my life. I thought I might as well take Ziggy to interviews as well. Why leave him on stage? Looking back it was completely absurd. It became very dangerous. I really did have doubts about my sanity. I can't deny that the experience affected me in a very exaggerated and marked manner. I think I put myself very dangerously near the line. Not in physical sense but definitively in mental sense. I played mental games with myself to such an extend that I'm very relieved and happy to be back in Europe and feeling very well … But, then, you see I was always the lucky one." [Allan Jones: "GOODBYE TO ZIGGY AND ALL THAT" in 'Melody Maker' October 29th, 1977.]

And the fans? Bowie was spitting feathers: "They run around like ants, chewing gum and flitting onto a certain style of dressing for a day; that's as deep as they wish to go." [David Cameron: "Candid Conversation: An outrageous conversation with the actor, rock singer and sexual switch–hitter", 'Playboy Magazine', September 1976.]

Later, he was easily approachable in real–time chatrooms online. [1994 1st July America Online Chat; 1996 11th September CompuServe Conference; 1997 8th January America Online Chat; 1998 30th September BowieNet; 1998 13th November BowieNet; 1998 17th December BowieNet; 1999 8th January BowieNet; 1999 30th January BowieNet; 1999 27th February BowieNet; 1999 29th March SonicNet and Yahoo! Chat; 1999 27th April BowieNet; 1999 24th May BowieNet; 1999 23rd December BowieNet; 2000 26th January BowieNet; 2000 2nd February @]

"I write for myself," […] "I've been exceptionally lucky and picked up an audience that likes my music." "But I never have written for them. I never will ..." "I write music for my own satisfaction." [Kenelm Jenour: "THE LONER" in 'Daily Mirror', Saturday, February 11, 1978.]

Interviewer: "It must be a bit funny being David Bowie with all these books about you being a chameleon and all that, mustn'it?"
Bowie: "Well, I distance myself from all that. Very much so. I read those books when they started coming out in about 1973 but after a couple of years I stopped reading them. There were already five after 1976 and now [1987] it's up to 37 or 38. I think. There comes a point when you don't take any notice of them. They have no effect on my life whatsoever. I have absolutely no interest. None at all. Not even the merest
hint of interest." ['Smash Hits' 9;12, London 17-30 June 1987. "The Most Preposterous David Bowie Interview Ever!"]

Interviewer: "What do you want your audience to think when they see you?"
Bowie: "I don't want them to think anything. They're probably just as confused about my writing as I am. I mean, I'm the last one to understand most of the material I write." [Timothy Ferris: "Are You Man Enough for David Bowie", in 'Rolling Stone Magazine' 121, November 9th, 1972.]
Nevertheless: "I dearly want to be recognised as a writer, but I would ask them not to go too deeply into my songs. As likely as not, there's nothing there but the words and music you hear at one listening." ... "I throw myself on the mercy of an audience, and I really need them to respond to me. If they don't, I'm lost. But all the same, I'm determined to be an entertainer, clubs, cabaret concerts, the lot." [Gordon Coxhill: "Don’t Dig Too Deep, Pleads Oddity" in NEW MUSICAL EXPRESS, November, 15th 1969.]

"I've had my share so I'll help you with the pain"

While Bowie had sexual intercourse with his alter ego Ziggy Stardust, his friend Marc Bolan (originally one of Ziggy's rôle–models for 'Lady Stardust' already in 1970 where Bowie sang "songs of darkness and dismay") celebrated libertine Gnose: "I got a Rolls–Royce 'cause it's good for my voice".
It's plain that Bowie and his coevals either neglected or ignored the ascetic aspect of Manichean practice (who avoided activities tending to disperse the Light / Divine Sparks) and sought their salvation / health / cure of souls via Optimum through Maximum. Or, as Bowie sang later in Bertolt Brecht's 'Baal' in 1981: "He will have his sky down there below."

When the stage shows in 1972 and 1973 opened with Beethoven's 'Freude Schöner Götterfunken' [Ode to Joy], it seemed that the musicians in his band, The Spiders from Mars, had found 'God' as well but through the medium of Scientology. [Beethoven also was used in 1990 as the opener].

Scientology and Crowleyanity have more in common than at first appears, as readers of Michael Staley's article The Babalon Working and Nikolas and Zeena Schreck's "Demons of the Flesh" can learn.

Ziggy Christ
Source: The Gospel According to Ziggy Stardust?

Robin Mayhew, sound–engineer of all the live Ziggy Stardust shows from 1972 until Bowie broke–up the Spiders from Mars in 1973: "I never got the impression that anything occult or supernatural motivated David. It just seemed that he was living a dream during the Ziggy project and everything new had to be experimented with and tried. Whether it be a piece of equipment or a person's particular skill he would want to know everything about it or them. It may sound a bit 'me me' but he couldn't believe how I could get such an acurate mix of the shows and wanted to understand the workings of my PA system and how I engineered things. It fascinated him.
It was a little weird when
[keyboard player] Mike Garson [who remained Bowie's longest and most frequent band member until his death in 2016] joined The Spiders [in 1972] as he is/was a great believer in Scientology and two of our security guys got heavily influenced and began to act a little strangely!!" [E–mail September 2016]

In the end Ziggy Stardust had to die for real (coincidentally at the same time when RCA pulled the money), as Bowie dropped Ziggy and sought out a new persona in his search for a mainstream audience; he had never intended to retire or take any kind of rest or break (in fact, his publishers had to renogiate his publishing contract). But he appeared for a time to be 'going straight', and this was when the persona called David Bowie encountered cocaine and fizzled with ideas.

Bowie has always been described as a hyperactive personality with a very low attention–span. Maybe Gnosticism has a physical parallelism in people whose brains are under–stimulated by a lack of dopamine, a condition that impairs the 'censoring' or controlling functions of the fore–brain. People suffering from such lapses in concentration compensate for the lack of internal mental stimuli with apparently purposeless activities, while remaining hyperactive, restless and scatter–brained. Similarly, there are cocaine addicts who suffer from a hyperkinetic disorder, and need the drug to compensate for their feelings of 'emptiness'. Like music, drugs may serve as providers of creativity and productiveness, by inducing altered constants of perception and behaviour — which in turn leads to changes in expressions of creativity. Too much Dopamin (Levipoda, L–Dopa) also can be seen in the context of schizophrenia and the belief in the 'paranormal', that is seeing meanings between things as in Cabbala.

Here lies one base of gnosticism. Tendencies to hyperactivity and overstressed accentuation of the contents of the consciousness support the need of symbolizing new carriers of meanings. This creates a state of changed constants of conception and behaviour. And this leads to a changed expression of creativity.

The Smear of Destiny

In 1973, Bowie was allegedly influenced by the bestselling book "The Spear of Destiny", cobbled together by Trevor Ravenscroft in 1972.
As the ideas behind his scribblings only enlarge the factual nonsense of Louis Pauwels’ and Jacques Bergier’s "The Morning of the Magicians" I shall try to diplomatically describe this rubbish in terms of content.

The Spear of Destiny — Trevor Ravenscroft

Ravenscroft admitted that there were no historical facts that had inspired him but that he derived his insights from private hallucinations. His book is a hardly suppressed adoration of the Hitler Youth and a show of admiration for Friedrich Nietzsche, Richard Wagner and other anti–Semites.
The work is spiced up with long quotations of "Mein Kampf" and attempts to equate an alleged Hitlerian Magick with Crowley's sexmagick. There are women in trance releasing ectoplasmatic beings through their vaginas, purportedly influencing the group around Hitler. Ravenscroft rambles at length about the Nazis’ expeditions to Tibet, sent off by Heinrich Himmler's "Ahnenerbe" in search of the original Aryan.
Himmler is seen as an empty receptacle for extra–human forces, e.g. evil. Ravenscroft trots out fantasies about the secret force Vril invented by Golden Dawn member Edward George Bulwer–Lytton for the 1871 sci–fi novel 'Vril' with the idea of a coming race destined to supplant the current humanity, and a so–called Thule Society.

While in reality the Thule Society was a purely political organisation, a lot of occultists and conspiracy aficionados prefer to conjure up a delirium of seemingly realistic occult connotations out of all this (e.g. the "mystics" in Bowie's 'The Supermen' are the leaders of Nazi Germany: "Where all were minds in uni–thought / Power weird by mystics taught / No pain, no joy, no power too great / Colossal strength to grasp a fate").

Where the book is not pseudo–anti–Hitler it seems to be vaguely pro–Rudolf Steiner. Maybe Bowie was inspired by the more than generous descriptions of Steiner’s instructions in Ravenscroft’s book? Steiner’s way of yoga is in direct opposition to the eastern way.
Soon more on this.

Hermann Rauschning, Hitler Speaks, Hitler Spricht, Trevor-Roper, Hitler's Secret Conversations Ellic Howe, Astrology and the Third Reich, Urania's Children, 1967 Francis King, Satan and Swastika, The Occult and the Nazi Party, 1976

David Bowie and the Swastika

Bowie photo by Andrew Kent.

— Hermann Rauschning: "Hitler Speaks" (1940), "Hitler Spricht" (1940); Trevor–Roper: "Hitler's Secret Conversations" (1953).
— Ellic Howe: "Astrology and the Third Reich", also as "Urania's Children" (1967).
— Francis King: "Satan and Swastika, The Occult and the Nazi Party" (1976).

Ellic Howe once told me, the present author, over a fine dinner: "Never trust an Occultist."

Occultists in general consider themselves as 'subjects' — while non–occultists are 'objects' — à la Aleister Crowley's "the slaves shall serve". A lot of occultists view themselves as a superior being or a 'chosen one', while everyone else is as nothing. This sort of occultist lives in a world ruled by good and evil. Of course, many occultists might reach a level that is beyond that — but nevertheless the world below their abyss is only black and white, for them. Most occultists are trapped in such relationships; all are victims and transgressors, masters and slaves, Gods and sub–humans, and this is very much reflected in their choice of language and imagery they choose to use.

The Slaves Shall Serve - Aleister Crowley - SS Runes Skull Nazi - Equinox - The Templar's Reich

"Do I have to give your money back when I'm the Fuhrerling?"

Already in 1969, Bowie had said about England: "This country is crying out for a leader. God knows what it is looking for, but if it's not careful it's going to end up with a Hitler. This place is so ready to be picked up by anybody who has a strong enough personality to lead." [Bowie interviewed by Kate Simpson, in 'Music Now!', December 1969.]

"I was interested in the symbols of the Nazis. I think they are the most powerful set of symbols that have been invoked in terms of political history. The swastika. They took a Buddhist symbol, the Eastern symbol of the sun, and turned it around so it became a symbol of the dark.
That intrigued me about the Nazis. Who was the magnus
[sic]? Who was the black magician?" [David Bowie, 'Arena' magazine, 1993.]

Adolf Hitler's signature.

So there were fascist subtones in the Ziggy Stardust area. The obvious "Z" lightning in the stage show resembled a S–rune (SS was the nazi Schutzstaffel / Protection Squadron or Defense Corps), and subtly reminded one of Nazi military troops and how the populace subjected themselves to the master leader.

"He was the naz[z]
with God given ass
He took it all too far but boy could he play guitar."
('Ziggy Stardust', 1972].

Later, everything would become a mirror. In 1993, Ziggy Stardust's / Aladdin Sane's red–blue zig–zag lightning–flash appeared on the cover of the music magazine "Q" (May 1993)* — Also on the cover of the bootleg double CD "Birthday Bash" (1997).

*The Editor had this to say regarding that Bowie cover: "One of the problems with 'Q' is that although we get fantastic access to huge stars, it's sometimes difficult to remind readers of what it was they loved about these people in the first place. This Bowie picture for the cover of 'Q' #80 was, when it arrived with us, just a rather nice contemporary portrait. We needed somehow to link it into the glories of David's past. We had the idea of the cover of Aladdin Sane, and after much telephoning, discovered that a computer enhancement company called Jones Bloom, just down the road from us in fact, had the very frontier technology we needed to convincingly paint David's skin. They did a fantastic job. We didn't receive a single letter saying, that isn't the real Aladdin Sane flash. Indeed, dozens of people asked 'How they hell did you get him to agree to do that?' I got a message back from Bowie himself saying that it was 'cheeky'." - Danny Kelly, Editor (1995)

David Bowie, Q, May 1993 David Bowie, Birthday Bash, Madison Square Garden, New York, January 9 1997

There were possible references to totalitarian ideology already in pre–Ziggy Stardust songs. 'The Supermen' (1970) infers the idea of a master race with regimented militant behaviour: "The supermen would walk in file / Guardians of a loveless isle". "Where all were minds in uni–thought" while 'The Saviour Machine' (1970) described a futuristic fascist being in a theocracy where the word of God is "law". Was that Aleister Crowley's "Love is the Law, Love under Will"?

It had been reported that Bowie had a strong interest in the saga of King Arthur ("I had this morbid obsession with the so–called 'mysticism' of the Third Reich" in the 1970's. "The side of it that fascinated me was the apocryphal tales of the SS coming to England and searching through Glastonbury for the Holy Grail").

Allegedly those Knights had been sent off on a quest for the Holy Grail. In magical and sex–magical interpretations, this grail is the vagina containing semen and vaginal fluids. Consuming this elixir (the Elixir of Life, as it is called, or "psychosexual fluids") gives rise to the Homo Superior, the God in Man, and the Man in God ("the Golden Ones" (Warriors) in 'Oh! You Pretty Things', 1971).

PATRICK SALVO: "As for yourself, you obviously don't believe in organized religion but you were once a Buddhist. You practiced it and that would be organized to an extent."
BOWIE: "Well that's why I'm not a Buddhist anymore. I wrote a song called "The Supermen" which was about the Homo Superior race and through that I got interested in Nazism. I'm overwhelmed at their methods–diabolical. I have no room in my head to entertain their theory, the gross effects, the terrible disregard for human life, especially for particular races and religions. You knew Roman Catholics were next. The Pope bought Hitler off. It was the whole thing about the Magic Wine. Hitler wanted to develop an Aryan race. For what reason? To fight Homo Superior. He was dreadfully afraid of Homo Superior and his aims to develop a race of Aryan people was a misrepresentation of that good feeling of Homo Superior. Because if it was such a depressed era, spiritually and morally that it came out all wrong. I'm sure Hitler could have gone the other way. But mind you this is a mad planet, it's doomed to madness. We might have freaked the world so much, twisted it off its axis, its practical and mental axis so much that the way these new children could be influenced by their grandparents might have ticked something off in their head that you may well find that we have given birth to Homo Superior prematurely." [Interview' Magazine, March 1973]

Glastonbury had a history of mystical connotations going back ages. Allegedly, Christ was there — or at least the cup from the Last Supper, the Holy Grail containing Christ’s blood. St. Patrick is supposed to be buried in Glastonbury, and King Arthur lived nearby. In the 1950s and 60s, many books dealt with the quest of extraterrestrials or Atlanteans for cosmic power at the site of the ruined Benedictine Abbey, i.e. Glastonbury. In 1971, a serial of Glastonbury festivals began. Of course, Bowie sang there, to an audience of dreamers, some with moons and stars painted on their faces: "Where all were minds in uni–thought / Power weird by mystics taught." ('The Supermen.')

Angie Bowie commented: "Arthur? He wasn’t fixated on Arthur, he never even mentioned him. Grail? Well, he hung out with Ken Pitt who loved dressing up as a Nazi. Maybe he liked the rakish slant of the officer’s hat or the feel of a lash on the thigh, who knows? I wasn’t there. Before my time. Ken Pitt was interested in Nazi dress–up and things occult! There are only twenty or thirty international legends; to what or which was he supposed to attach his new belief system if not Arthur? [It’s] the only distinct legend which features the English doing something apart from running around covered in Wode or empire building." [My interview with Angie Bowie in 2003]

Me: "Did he believe he could become God with the help of occult practices?"
Angie Bowie: "David wants to be a dictator, not God. His fixation is with himself and he strives to ignore his own self–loathing." [My interview with Angie Bowie in 2003]

"And in the death ..."

Bowie got fascinated by German expressionist cinema.

Amanda Lear: "The thing about David was, he was not very cultivated. He didn't go to school long enough. But he was willing to learn. That is something I admired very much. You would mention Fritz Lang. "Fritz who?" "You know the filmmaker from Germany" "Never heard of him." "All right." So I took him to the cinema to see Metropolis. The next day he was buying all the movies and wanted to know all about Fritz Lang. The same with William Burroughs. "Never heard of him." The next day he was buying Naked Lunch and all the books. The relationship was not just sex and holding hands. It was intellectual. We were sharing ideas and experiences." [Amanda Lear in Terry O'Neal: "When Ziggy Played The Marquee" [in 1973], Suffolk 2017, page 46.]

Robert Wiene Das Kabinett des Dr Caligari 1920 David Bowie 1974
Robert Wiene: 'Das Kabinett des Dr Caligari', 1920.
Fritz Lang Metropolis Thea von Harbou David Bowie 1974
Fritz Lang: 'Metropolis', 1927.

In the biggest stage show ever mounted in rock and pop history, in 1974 Bowie presented himself as 'Halloween Jack' with his own face as a Japanese Kabuki–Mask, on which yet another persona was painted: Aladdin Sane (A Lad Insane).
An unreleased track from this time is called 'A Lad In Vain'.

The hollywoodesque show stage was based on the expressionist designs of 'The Cabinet of Doctor Caligari' which was developed by a famous 1920s–occultist, Albin Grau, also responsible for 'Nosferatu'.

Albin Grau Nosferatu Albin Grau Nosferatu Albin Grau Nosferatu

Journalist Chris Charlesworth made it clear how theatricality was perceived at that time within rock and pop culture when he described Bowie's show as "a piece of theatre" that "has much to do with rock and roll as Bob Dylan has with Las Vegas [...] the show is a completely rehearsed and choreographed routine where every step and nuance has been perfected down to the last detail. There isn't one iota of spontaneity about the whole show." [Chris Charlesworth: "Bowie: Birth of the New Rock Theatre", 'Melody Maker' June 22, 1974].

In the early 1974 live shows he played the rôle of the 'Cracked Actor', parodying a Hollywood Pierrot Hamlet who addressed a skull with the lyrics: "you sold me illusions for a sack full of cheques / you've made a bad connection 'cause I just want your sex."
The song 'Cracked Actor' appeared on the live set again in 1999 and 2000.

Reported to be heavily addicted to cocaine by the end of 1974, Bowie had his band introduce him with a 1969 song's lyrics: "The Sun machine is coming down"* and underlaying now new songs like 'Who Can I be Now' ("can I be real?") and 'It's Gonna Be Me' ("be holy again") with dancemusic ("For you're dancing where the dogs decay, defecating ecstasy") in the most surging 'party / disco' style — which worked surprisingly well — unlike Bowie's attempts at dancing, which were stiff and jerky like a kind of a marionette who has burst free of its strings. Some thought they were attending an amateur dance school performance.

*Mike Garson has said that this intro was his and that he surprised Bowie. According to him, Bowie had forgotten about 'Memory of a Free Festival' and Garson thought that would make a funky sort of coda.

Realism / authenticity is made up of a series of conventions.
The American journalist Lester Bangs (in a search for authenticity that Bowie always refused to display) reviewed this performance as a "parody of a parody." [Lester Bangs: "Psychotic Reactions and Carburetor Dung", 'Johnny Ray's Better Whirlpool', New York 1988, no page number.] Similarly, Theodor W. Adorno once denounced pop music in particular and cultur industry in general as "pseudo–individuality".
Obviously, Bangs and Adorno were unaware that Oscar Wilde once remarked: "Being natural is only a pose, and the most irritating I know."

"Extraterrestrials had been in the audience during his concerts at the Los Angeles Amphitheatre [in September 1974]. People had mistaken them for the Bowie clones he attracted. The silver pentagrams marked on their foreheads had been interpreted as attempts to imitate his own facial decoration. But he had distinguished his own. They were there and their eyes never left him. He had counted twenty. He was terrified they would come backstage. The time wasn't right. His act had still to be perfected, enhanced, taken to ultimate extremes. He had become an automatized mutant, a rock android. People paid to see him with the expectation he would die on–stage.
And he had got out of that."

[Jeremy Reed: "Diamond Nebula", London 1994, p. 68]

On 19 October 1974, on stage that night in Detroit, Bowie "told the audience about the flying saucer [a news story he had heard on the radio], and extraterrestrial creatures in general, indicating that he was on intimate terms with these beings from another time and place. He was disappointed that no one around him seemed interested."
[Henry Edwards and Tony Zanetta: "Stardust: The David Bowie Story", NY 1986, page 285].

Bowie appeared to have OD'd on trash sci–fi and "plunged again into the making of his movie Diamond Dogs. This was the story of three drag–queen divinities who ate the flesh of babies and of the encounter with the martyrlike Bowie, an 'intergalactic communicator' who saved humanity by allowing himself to be literally absorbed into their flesh."
[Edwards and Zanetta, Stardust, page 297]

When Brian de Palma's hilarious movie 'Phantom of the Paradise' opened at the end of October 1974 with the slogan "He sold his soul for rock'n roll," the audience could sense the undertones of media provoked personæ like Marc Bolan, David Bowie, Elton John, Gary Glitter, Alice Cooper (real name Vincent Furnier who allegedly discovered his nom de disque during a Ouija board session in which he learned that he is the reincarnation of a seventeenth century witch), Lou Reed, Iggy Pop, Jobriath, Roxy Music, Slade, The Sweet and the like who had flourished in a cloud of glitter. The movie was cluttered with popcultural fragments of the french Gaston Leroux' "Phantom of the Opera" (Bowie's Mask–theme?), a stage set à la 'The Cabinet of Doctor Caligari' (and Bowie's Hunger City of the early 1974 tour), a Faustian contract with Mephistopheles, and Oscar Wilde's "Picture of Dorian Gray".

Bjarne Rostaing Phantom of the Paradise

Bjarne Rostaing: "Phantom of the Paradise", London 1975.

In the movie a camp pop star is electrocuted on stage by an Aladdin–Sane–shaped neon lightning bolt.

Brian de Palma Phantom of the Paradise

Time for Bowie, pop's greatest sponge, to move on. But where to?
He let filmmakers twist his head off. The wheel was turning again. He changed from the peculiar Ziggy costumes to a more American outfit and moved to Los Angeles, the centre of the film industry. And the swimming pools.

Walter Tevis, The Man who fell to Earth, Connecticut 1963, Cover illustrators Leo and Diane Dillon, David Bowie, Nicolas Roeg, New York Theatre Workshop, Lazarus

Walter Tevis: "The Man who fell to Earth", Connecticut 1963. Cover illustrators: Leo & Diane Dillon.
The novel depicts a liquid–craving alien, unable to cope with human feelings, alienated to human behaviour and finally put on the outskirts of society.

Filming began in July 1975. Bowie starred in the rôle of this alien in the movie by Nicolas Roeg, released in 1976.

Ideas from the plot are carried on in a New York Theatre Workshop jukebox–musical under the title "Lazarus" in December 2015 with songs composed by Bowie but performed by others.

"This is the book part of the show"

James Webb Flight from Reason, London 1971 The Occult Underground, Illinois 1974. The Occult Establishment: The Dawn of the New Age and The Occult Establishment, Illinois 1976.

James Webb:
— "Flight from Reason", London 1971, 2nd ed.: "The Occult Underground", Illinois 1974. Many reprints.
— "The Occult Establishment: The Dawn of the New Age and The Occult Establishment", Illinois 1976. Many reprints.

George Mills Harper: Yeats's Golden Dawn. The Influence of the Hermetic Order of the Golden Dawn on the life and art of W.B. Yeats. London 1974.

George Mills Harper: "Yeats's Golden Dawn. The Influence of the Hermetic Order of the Golden Dawn on the life and art of W.B. Yeats",
London 1974. Many reprints.

John Symonds and Kenneth Grant: Aleister Crowley Magick. London 1973. John Symonds and Kenneth Grant: Magical and Philosophical Commentaries on The Book of the Law. Montréal, Québec, Canada 1974.

John Symonds and Kenneth Grant:
— "Aleister Crowley. Magick", London 1973. Many reprints.
— "Magical and Philosophical Commentaries on The Book of the Law", Montréal, Québec, Canada 1974.

The journalist John Symonds was one of Crowley’s friends and literary executors.
Kenneth Grant was also a friend of Crowley and later Head of the English Typhonian O.T.O. He published:
— 1972 "The Magical Revival" (London).
— 1973 "Aleister Crowley and the Hidden God" (London).
— 1975 "Images and Oracles of Austin Osman Spare" (London).
— 1975 "Cults of the Shadow" (London).
— 1977 "Nightside of Eden" (London).

Israel Regardie: GEMS From The Equinox. Instructions by Aleister Crowley for His Own Magical Order. Phoenix Arizona 1974. Magick Without Tears by Aleister Crowley. First edition 1954. The Law is for All. An Extended Commentary on The Book of the Law by Aleister Crowley. First Edition St. Paul, Minn. 1975.

Israel Regardie:
— "GEMS From The Equinox. Instructions by Aleister Crowley for His Own Magical Order", Phoenix Arizona 1974. Many reprints.
— "Magick Without Tears by Aleister Crowley", First edition 1954. Many reprints since 1973 (Phoenix, AZ).
— "The Law is for All. An Extended Commentary on The Book of the Law by Aleister Crowley", First Edition St. Paul, Minn. 1975. Many reprints.

Aleister Crowley The Law is for all Moreover the Beast 666 adviseth that all children shall be accustomed from infancy to witness every type of sexual act Israel Regardie Arizona 1975, 114

From "The Law Is For All":
"Moreover, the Beast 666 [Crowley] adviseth that all children shall be accustomed from infancy to witness every type of sexual act." [page 114]

Francis Israel Regardie was Crowley's personal secretary and later principal source about the Hermetic Order of the Golden Dawn. His successor was the leader of the Thelemic Order of the Golden Dawn Christopher Hyatt (Alan Ronald Miller) who wrote in 2003 about the present author: "Peter–R. Koenig is a collector of data, sometimes called a gatherer of data, g.o.d. for short."

Israel Regardie and P.R. Stephensen: The Legend of Aleister Crowley. London 1930. Second Printing Saint Paul, Minnesota 1970. Israel Regardie: The Eye in the Triangle. An Interpretation of Aleister Crowley. St. Paul, Minnesota 1970.

— Israel Regardie and P.R. Stephensen: "The Legend of Aleister Crowley", London 1930. Second Printing Saint Paul, Minnesota 1970. Many reprints.
— Israel Regardie: "The Eye in the Triangle. An Interpretation of Aleister Crowley", St. Paul, Minnesota 1970. Many reprints.

Israel Regardie What You Should Know About The Golden Dawn, Chicago 1936, Second Edition St. Paul, 1971. A Garden of Pomegrates. An Outline of the Qabalah. 1932. Reprint St. Paul 1970. The Middle Pillar. 1938. The Tree of Life. A Study in Magic. New York 1969.

Israel Regardie:
— "What You Should Know About The Golden Dawn", Chicago 1936, Second Edition St. Paul, 1971. Many reprints.
— "A Garden of Pomegrates. An Outline of the Qabalah", 1932. Reprint St. Paul 1970. Many reprints.
— "The Middle Pillar", 1938. 1970. Many reprints.
— "The Tree of Life. A Study in Magic", New York 1969. Many reprints.

... and many more.

"So much has gone — and little is new"

Angie Bowie recalled a good deal of occult activity during the LA period of 1974–76; it was also clear that Bowie was vulnerable to the influence of sycophants and hangers–on while he was heavily into cocaine. It has been alleged that at this time he scribbled frantic cabbalistic calculations on his own correspondence, stored his own urine in a fridge of Michael Lippman’s home where he was living then, and was obsessed about preventing anyone else getting hold of his nail–clippings and hair–trimmings, so they could not fall into the hands of those he thought wished to put spells on him. This sort of voodoo superstition — a fear that bodily waste could be used for evil purposes by occult enemies — can also be found in Aleister Crowley's more secret teachings.

Francis King, The Secret Rituals of the O.T.O.

Here is one of those 'secret teachings': "All bodily excrements, such as cut nails, and hair, should be burnt; spittle should be destroyed or exposed to the Sun; the urine and faeces should be so disposed of that it is unlikely that any other person should obtain possession of them.All bodily excrements, such as cut nails, and hair, should be burnt; spittle should be destroyed or exposed to the Sun; the urine and faeces should be so disposed of that it is unlikely that any other person should obtain possession of them. It is even desirable in theory that linen should not be washed by strangers, and that old clothes should not be given to the poor until some time after the occasion of wearing them." (Aleister Crowley: "Of the Secret Marriages of Gods with Men." Published for example by Francis King: "The Secret Rituals of the O.T.O.", London 1973).

John Symonds and Kenneth Grant The Magical Record of the Beast 666 The Diaries of Aleister Crowley 1914–1920 London 1972

Aleister Crowley: "I note that Cocaine first excites imagination and apparently [...] confers a quite peculiar point of view, with a strangely intense and almost drunken pleasure equally unknown to those who have not taken it. This point of view seems to be that of the animal–subconscious; it owns no censor, moral or mental, and may be criminal or insane without qualm. It possesses one, like the 'devil' in the old pathologies. (Perhaps these describe and explain facts as well as or better than, the new.) In me, of course, such tendencies are rudimentary; and the mental and moral inhibitions would cry 'Halt! Who goes there?'"
[John Symonds and Kenneth Grant: "The Magical Record of the Beast 666. The Diaries of Aleister Crowley 1914–1920", London 1972, page 228.]

Bowie constructed an altar in the living room and he graced the walls with various magick symbols which he hand–painted. Candles burned around the clock, he regularly performed banishing rituals, and he protected his friends by drawing sigils on their hands.
The seventeen–year–old Cameron Crowe allegedly found a stirred–up Bowie burning black candles against an aborted magical ritual during the LA period. Eventually Crowe published several narratives in 'Rolling Stone Magazine' and 'Playboy' of Bowie drawing black magick symbols, seeing disembodied beings, thinking he was the Messiah, keeping bottles of his urine in the fridge, etc., etc.

Yet still in March 1987 Bowie was insisting: "I don't think I ever was particularly in the Occult."    Listen:

And for all these years he sang about 'The Jean Genie' who "keeps all your dead hair for making up [witchy] underwear."

Angie Bowie witnessed her husband exorcising the swimming pool: "When he did the exorcism he cited from one of the books I got for him from the magick store in Hollywood [for example, the so–called 'Rituale Romanum'] . Some exorcism spell, who knows? I offered to bring in the Greek Orthodox Bishop from Santa Sophia’s Cathedral in Los Angeles. I though I might humilate him into behaving himself, stop doing so much cocaine and have to receive a house visitor; but that didn’t work. David performed the ‘Swimming Pool Exorcism’ himself... in fact, when I found a house in California in Los Angeles, an old Hollywood house with a second–foor solarium with a pentagram painted on the foor, he nearly had a heart attack and said we couldn’t live there! David loves to play weird. He just can’t stand not to be the head Ho Ho." [My interview with Angie Bowie in 2003]

Bowie asked someone for a mezuzah, a talisman against demons used by Qabalists. In April 1974, while in London, Angie Bowie received a phone call from her husband in LA, who claimed that he was kidnapped by a magician and two witches who wanted to steal his sperm. Allegedly, they intended him to father a Baby for Rosemary.

Angie Bowie reacted reluctantly: "Believing he was held captive by a warlock and [*** C*** ***] and he was to inseminate the whatever by All Hallows’ Eve. I told him, I said, why did they bother to hold you captive, they just needed to ask. I’m sure you’d have been delighted to [***] AGAIN... I never bought his stories. NEVER. Flying all the way to Los Angeles for him to invent some hallucination, drug–induced, about witches and warlocks... Please!" [My interview with Angie Bowie in 2003]

Youtube: Angela Bowie on David Bowie’s mid ‘70s cocaine psychosis Demons, witches, and ritual magick.

"And prayer can't travel so far these days" ('A Small Plot Of Land', 1995)

During 1975, did Bowie even have the time for a deep dive into the occult (and the Nazi newsreels), or is this narrative just part of the standard script for an overachieving superstar giving himself over to evil drugs and sinister forces?

Apart from the Defries and Pitt court–cases and a lot of parties, here's a list of where Bowie wanderlustingly lived that year:

  • January 1975: living with his wife Angie, his son Zowie, Corinne Schwab and Ava Cherry in a rented house on West 20th Street, New York.
  • May 1975: stayed for a while with Glenn Hughes, bassist with Deep Purple, in Los Angeles.
  • Later he stayed in the house of Michael Lippman.
  • Then lived briefly with the Playboy centrefold model Claudia Jenning.
  • After that, rented a house at 637 North Doheny Drive in Beverly Hills and had an affair with actress Winona Williams, who was the girlfriend of Alice Cooper's manager Shep Gordon at the time.
  • Then moved to 1349 Stone Canyon Drive, Bel Air.
  • July and August 1975: filming 'The Man Who Fell To Earth' (directed by Nicholas Roeg) in the desert landscapes around Lake Fenton in New Mexico. During shooting, Bowie occasionally lived in a trailer, but spent most of his time staying at the Hotel Inn in Albuquerque.
  • After filming ended, Bowie and Paul Buckmaster started work on the soundtrack for 'The Man Who Fell To Earth' at a rented house in Bel Air.
  • September 1975: working at Cherokee Studios in Hollywood, recording for 'Station To Station', which took two–and–a–half months. Working titles for the album were 'Golden Years' and 'The Thin White Duke'.
  • Christmas 1975: spent at Rolling Stone guitarist Keith Richards' house in Jamaica.

[Extracts from Wim Hendrickse: "Never Get Old", part 1, Groningen 2004, 219–226]

"Such is the stuff from / Where dreams are woven"

In February 1975, Bowie insisted, "that Hitler was a terrible military strategist but his overall objective was very good." It was obvious that he was living in other realms.
On the CBS The Cher Show, 23.11.1975, he was undoubtedly speaking to himself in the duet with the sex icon Cher in 'Can you hear me?' Was he 'Calling Sister Midnight'?

Bowie was reading Helena Petrovna Blavatsky and Georges I. Gurdjieff, and (according to Peter & Leni Gillman: "Alias David Bowie", London 1986) in 1975 allegedly he met the Crowleyite Kenneth Anger ("Anger vigorously denies this; he says he's never met David Bowie," Henry Edwards and Tony Zanetta: "Stardust: The David Bowie Story", NY 1986), and soon would develop a new alter ego: the emotionless Aryan superhuman called The Thin White Duke. In late 1975 he started recording the songs for his next album, 'Station to Station', released in January 1976.

Kenneth Anger had lived in Aleister Crowley's Boleskine House in Scotland for a summer before Jimmy Page bought it in 1970 from the Canadian who owned it.
Anger's later membership in the Crowleyan Ordo Templi Orientis is easily demonstrated by the way he signs his private letters (to me, the present author, see below) with the abbreviation "O.T.O.", and the fact that he is a known associate of the chief of a modern–day American version of the O.T.O., called the 'Caliphate'.

Kenneth Anger Ordo Templi Orientis O.T.O. Peter-Robert Koenig

In fact, Anger is listed as a member of the 'Caliphate' O.T.O's IXth degree in the group's membership list (see details of Crowley's sex–magical system above).

Charles Manson and David Bowie

A member of Charles Manson's infamous 'Family', Robert Beausoleil, lived together with Anger for some time. Before he took up murdering Hollywood celebrities in 1969, Beausoleil had acted the part of Lucifer in Anger's movies 'Lucifer Rising' in 1966 and 'Invocation of My Demon Brother' of 1969; when he was sent to prison, he composed the music for 'Lucifer Rising'. Kenneth Anger was also instrumental in the founding of Anton LaVey's 'Church of Satan'. And allegedly it was LaVey who played the rôle of Satan in Roman Polanski's movie 'Rosemary's Baby' (this is in fact not true). Sharon Tate, one of the Family's murder victims, was Polanski's wife.

Ed Sanders:

Ed Sanders: "The Family. The Story of Charles Manson's Dune Buggy Attack Battalion", New York / Dutton, 1971.
First edition, pages 162–163.
Keywords: Aleister Crowley, Ordo Templi Orientis, LSD ...

In 1993, Bowie admitted that it was the atmosphere surrounding the Manson murders that had induced his fascination with what he called 'Black Magick'. Manson himself was possessed by occult fantasies.

Nonetheless, everybody and their dog was far more interested in Bowie's latest hair–style than his lyrics. He still maintained, "I'm Pierrot, I'm Everyman. What I'm doing is Theatre, and only Theatre... what you see on stage isn't sinister. It's pure clown... putting over the great sadness of 1976." [Jean Rook: "WAITING FOR BOWIE", in 'Daily Express', 5th May, 1976.]
"I refuse to be thought of as mediocre," Bowie asserts blithely. "If I am mediocre, I’ll get out of the business. There’s enough fog around. That’s why the idea of performance–as–spectacle is so important to me. [...] What the music says may be serious, but as a medium it should not be questioned, analysed, or taken so seriously. I think it should be tarted up, made into a prostitute, a parody of itself. It should be the clown, the Pierrot medium. The music is the mask the message wears – music is the Pierrot and I, the performer, am the message." [John Mendelssohn: "David Bowie: Pantomime Rock?", in 'Rolling Stone', 1 April 1971]

B.t.w, it is preposterous to assume that Bowie had ever been initiated into the O.T.O. After all, in the 1970s, it was a Swiss group that might be regarded as the only active O.T.O. worldwide.

The Swiss Crowleyites had a "Movie Club Thelema" with its own movie theatre.
In 1966, Kenneth Anger showed his films, personally being there as well.

In 1978, Bowie described his persona of 1976 as "a very Aryan, Fascist type; a would–be romantic with absolutely no emotion at all but who spouted a lot of neo–romance." [Bowie interviewed by Timothy White: "Turn and Face the Strange", in 'Crawdaddy', February 1978.]

Christopher Sandford (via Angie Bowie) ("Bowie — Loving the Alien", Revised and Updated, London 1997): In March 1976 "Bowie gave an interview in which he said, 'I want to be prime minister of England.'""I just want to have a revolution in England [...] The one thing I want to do when I get back to England is see what is happening there politically [...] When I'm a lot older and know what I'm talking about politically, I would like to get into our politics back home. I still have my Grand King complex. I'll never lose that. I'm ultra Capricorn." [BOWIE: NOW I'M A BUSINESSMAN, 'Melody Maker', February 18, 1976, Interview by Robert Hilburn.]

Sandford: "Then he began, with the aid of his book of magic numbers, to calculate the ideal moment for him to assume power." [Christopher Sandford in "Bowie — Loving the Alien", Revised and Updated, London 1997, page 143.]

Aleister Crowley, 777, William Wynn Westcott, Golden Dawn, An Introduction to the Study of the Kabalah, S.L. MacGregor Mathers, The Kabbalah Unveiled

— William Wynn Westcott (Golden Dawn): "An Introduction to the Study of the Kabalah", 1910.
— S.L. MacGregor Mathers (founder of the Golden Dawn): "The Kabbalah Unveiled", 1912, many reprints, e.g. 1970.

John Frederick Charles Fuller had coined the term Crowleyanity in his admiration for Crowley’s poetry in his 1907 book ‘The Star in the West’, which was a verbose eulogy of Crowley’s artistic talents.

John Frederick Charles Fuller, Crowleyanity, Star in the West, Yoga, The Secret Wisdom of the Qabalah, Argenteum Astrum, Equinox, Hitler

J.F.C. Fuller: "Yoga", 1925. "The Secret Wisdom of the Qabalah", 1937.

Fuller had come into contact with Crowley in 1905; having left the army for health reasons in April 1906, he joined Crowley’s occult order Argenteum Astrum, then helping to edit the A.·. A.·.’s journal ‘The Equinox’, which also became the O.T.O.’s organ in 1912. But in 1911 Fuller accused Crowley of cowardice and disloyalty over a legal case, and broke away from him. He resumed his military career, which led to his becoming a Major–General, and even on one occasion to a meeting with Hitler. He was also a member of Sir Oswald Mosley's fascist group, the British Union / Blackshirts that existed 1932–40.

Flag of the British Union

According to Bowie's manager Kenneth Pitt from about 1967 to 1970, Bowie's mother, Peggy [Margaret Jones 1913–2001], naively joined Mosley's Blackshirts in the 1930s for no other reason than she liked the uniform. [Kenneth Pitt: "Bowie: The Pitt Report", London 1983, page 8].

On platform 8 in Victoria Station / London on 2nd May 1976 Bowie had been photographed (by the 'New Musical Express': see small scan of the item in question below) giving something that looked vaguely like a Nazi salute (which did not come across in both the footage ! ), and had been overheard muttering "I am the only alternative for Premier in England. I believe Britain could benefit from a Fascist leader. After all, Fascism is really nationalism" a week before in Stockholm.

David Bowie salute that looks like a nazi salute which does NOT come across in the two videos. New Musical Express May 1976

Bowie served a bitter icing on an ugly cake:
"People aren't very bright, you know. They say they want freedom, but when they get the chance, they pass up Nietzsche and choose Hitler."
"Adolf Hitler was one of the first rock stars... think about it... I think he was quite as good as Jagger. It's astounding. And, boy, when he hit that stage, he worked an audience. Good God! He was no politician. He was a media artist himself. He used politics and theatrics and created this thing that governed and controlled the show for those 12 years."
"I think I might have been a bloody good Hitler. I'd be an excellent dictator. Very eccentric and quite mad."
"I'd love to enter politics. I will one day. I'd adore to be Prime Minister. And yes, I believe very strongly in Fascism. The only way we can speed up the sort of liberalism that's hanging foul in the air at the moment is to speed up the progress of a rightwing, totally dictatorial tyranny and get it over as fast as possible."

[Bowie interviewed by Cameron Crowe: "A candid conversation with the actor, rock singer and sexual switch–hitter", printed in 'Playboy', September 1976.]

David Bowie Hitler 1976 Nazi Nazism Prime Minister Fascism

Egon Schiele (1890 – 1918)
Selbstbildnis (Akt) (1910)
Originalgröße: 37 x 56 cm
Technik: Aquarell
Standort: Wien, Graphische Sammlung Albertina
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Bowie: "The only art I’ll ever study is stuff that I can steal from."
[David Cameron: "Candid Conversation: An outrageous conversation
with the actor, rock singer and sexual switch–hitter",
'Playboy Magazine', September 1976.]

The tabloids went into meltdown.

Haven't You Heard Maggie David Bowie's Taken Over

"Haven't you heard, Maggie [Thatcher]? David Bowie's taken over!"

And Bowie's flirtation with nazism fuelled the 'Rock Against Racism' (RAR) movement in 1976.

Years later he distanced himself from any taint of fascism.
"Let me clear this up once and for all [...] I have no political stance whatsoever. I've seen three or four variations of what I am supposed to have said." ['Daily Mirror', February 10, 1978]

"It really sorted that out in my mind about not being quite so flippant or fragmented or stupid or stoned out of my gourd to let myself get involved with those kinds of just hideous reflections. [...] I got all these pamphlets and things [loud laugh] from Mosleyites, asking me if I was joining up! Oh fuck, ha ha." [Chris Bohn: "Merry Christman Mr Bowie", in 'NEW MUSICAL EXPRESS', April 16, 1983]

"To be insulted by these fascists — it's so degrading." ('It's No Game (Part 1)', 1980)

"I'll be your king volcano right for you again and again"

In 1976, the Thin White Duke, alias Bowie, deprived of all but the most rudimentary aesthetics, opened his live performances with a cloth / mask covering his face. After showing Salvador Dalí and Luis Buñuel's film 'Un Chien Andalou' as a prologue, he came on stage as a "Frank Sinatra of the Nightmares" "throwing Darts in Lover's eyes", ripping that golden cloth / mask off his face when singing the revelatory lines from his song about the Sefiroth "From Kether to Malkuth".

1976, Thin White Duke, David Bowie, Frank Sinatra of the Nightmares, Golden Mask, Sefiroth Kether Malkuth, Station to Station

After a show on February 6th, 1976: "The numbers were a bit tough for us tonight. We were a four and the audience was a four. That can sometimes mean resistance. In L.A. we'll be a five — in the realm of the magician — and the audience will be a six — meaning comfortable, agreeable. That should really be something." ["BOWIE: NOW I'M A BUSINESSMAN", 'Melody Maker' February 18, 1976, by Robert Hilburn.]

John Symonds The Great Beast The Life and Magick of Aleister Crowley (1971) The Magical Record of the Beast 666 (1972) White Stains (1973)

— John Symonds: "The Great Beast. The Life and Magick of Aleister Crowley" (1971).
— "The Magical Record of the Beast 666. The Diaries of Aleister Crowley 1914–1920" (1972).
— Aleister Crowley: "White Stains" (1924/1973).

The 1976 track 'Station to Station' is a fine example of Bowie's use of occult symbolism. Not only does he refer to Aleister Crowley's book of pornographic poems (with its topics of pedophilia, bestiality and necrophilia) when he sings of "making sure White Stains", the 'Stations' of the title refer to the ten stations of a cabalistic diagram called the 'Tree of Life', where the transcendent aspect of God becomes manifest through ten emanations or spheres (called 'Sefiroth' in Hebrew) from the highest 'Kether' (the crown), to the lowest 'Malkuth' (the kingdom). Each of these Stations represents a thing in itself, connected by twenty–two paths, to each is attributed a different letter of the Hebrew alphabet. Each represents a planet, a sign of the zodiac, or one of the elements, together with a whole hierarchy of corresponding ideas.

Those who have the RyKo CD version of 'Station to Station' find Bowie's 1975 photo by Steve Schapiro on the back cover where he's sitting on the floor drawing this so–called Tree of Life with the 10 Sefirots [see below]. "Don't look at the carpet / I drew something awful on it", he sang in 'Breaking Glass' in 1977. Some years later, in March 2001 he admitted that this lyric "refers to both the cabbalistic drawings of the tree of life and the conjuring of spirits." ["Uncut Interviews David Bowie on Berlin" in 'UNCUT', March 2001.]

creem December 1975 David Bowie Tree of Life Steve Schapiro

As Schapiro tells it: "From the moment Bowie arrived, we seemed to hit it off. Incredibly intelligent, calm, and filled with ideas, he talked a lot about Alistair [sic] Crowley whose esoteric writings he was heavily into at the time. [Steve Schapiro: "David Bowie", Amazon 2015]

Bowie also opined that these Stations refer to the Stations of the Christian Cross, the fourteen landmarks on Christ's path to the crucifixion.

The Tree of Life David Bowie — the occult — the gnostic — Tree of Life, Sephirot, from Kether to Malkuth, cabbala, Kabbalah, Qabalah, Photo by Steve Schapiro

Occultists who use the Cabbala create a reality transcendent by means of seeing Cabbalistic images all around them in the world — every thing and every incident is interpreted in correspondence with the Tree of Life, as somehow a direct dealing with God — and sometimes also through the use of sex. They travel the paths and spheres of the Tree; to travel in "one magical movement" from "Kether to Malkuth" "lost in my [magical?] circle" (as Bowie sings) equates with the descent of the transcendent God to the immanent physical level, thus making man one with the Divine. And vice–versa, going from "Malkuth to Kether" could signify employing sex, and rising during orgasm from the physical level to become God.

But which God was Bowie trying to reach? "Does my prayer fit in with your scheme of things?" he asked 'God' in the track 'Word on a Wing' on the same album, in 1976.
"I wrote the whole thing as a hymn. What better way can a man give thanks for achieving something that he had dreamed of achieving, than doing it with a hymn?" [BOWIE: NOW I'M A BUSINESSMAN, 'Melody Maker', February 18, 1976, Interview by Robert Hilburn.]

Holy Logos, Word on a Wing

There is another less serious insight in Bowie's songs that involve a dialogue between Bowie and an 'Angel' (perhaps a sort of Mephistopheles?); there is an implication of some kind of Faustian pact, though this isn't immediately obvious. In 1999, Bowie posed as 'Mephistopheles' in photographs.

In 1976's 'Golden Years', Bowie sang "I'll stick with you baby for a thousand years, nothin's gonna touch you in these golden years" to an "Angel". This could be interpreted as the angel and Bowie assuring one another of their thousand year pact... though Angie Bowie remembers this track as a much more conventional love–song, written for her when Bowie was trying to save their failing relationship. Allegedly.

david bowie and a mudhra, the devil horns, 1976

Maybe Bowie played with the Golden Dawn / Crowley concepts of the Holy Guardian Angel (HGA).
The concept is along and elaborate ascetic exercises (six months of constant devotional prayer) in order to contact a inner Angel who is believed to unite the physical world with the supernatural. It is not a Faustian pact in the mediæval sense, no signing your soul over in blood on a parchment to a devilish figure hovering at your shoulder. It is conversation with an inner spiritual Higher Self where a deal with the powers of the universe is perorated. This is what Crowleyans call "The Knowledge and Conversation of the Holy Guardian Angel" (the Angel in the 'Golden Years' song?).

For an occultist, it means there is no longer any distinction between the inner and outer. By Knowledge and Conversation with the Angel you also become master of (inner) demons (e.g. depending on the area of interest, the demon can be anything; a virus, a particular person or organisation, something to be resisted, a criticism, or yet another kind of religion.). The process seems to be reciprocal: Human and Angel become One and together forge a path to the divine.
UFOs and other Holy Guardian Angels can be comprehended / framed as a collective–definition / synonym for consciousness–broadening and / or altering phenomena. The quasi–religious Voices and Visions. Sound and Vision.

The sephirot / station Tiphareth (Tifereth) is the seat of the Holy Guardian Angel, the Sun (Son, i.e. the cognate Christ) and Osiris, the husband of Isis, the father of Horus and the brother whom Set murdered. Osiris is exemplary of the death–rebirth gods, of which Ziggy Stardust is a post–modern type, characteristic of the old Aeon when humanity’s view of the universe was geocentric rather than heliocentric.

Was The Thin White Duke also meant to be the god Set who slays his brother Osiris / Ziggy Stardust?
"I had this more–than–passing interest in Egyptology [Golden Dawn and Aleister Crowley], mysticism and the cabala. At the time it seemed transparently obvious what the answer to life was. My whole life would be transformed into this bizarre nihilistic fantasy world of impending doom, mythological characters and imminent totalitarianism." [Timothy White: "The David Bowie Interview", 'Musician', May 1983.]

Hammer Horror

The Key of Solomon the King (Clavicula Salomonis) Translated and edited from manuscripts in the British Museum by S. Liddell MacGregor Mathers (Golden Dawn) Foreword by Richard Cavendish London 1972

"The Key of Solomon the King (Clavicula Salomonis)".
Translated and edited from manuscripts in the British Museum by S. Liddell MacGregor Mathers (founder of the Golden Dawn).
Foreword by Richard Cavendish. London 1972.

Aleister Crowley was technical advisor to Dennis Wheatley's book "The Devil Rides Out" in 1934. Christopher Lee (1922–2015) suggested to the Hammer executives that his friend Wheatley's gothic fiction would be the ideal material for them. Richard Matheson ('I Am Legend', 'The Incredible Shrinking Man', several 'Twilight Zone' episodes ...) (1926–2013) provided the script and Terence Fisher's film was a vast improvement on the book.

You need magical circles in order to manifest Angels or Demons. The magician stands in one circle and the Angel has to appear in the other.

David Bowie and the Occult Magic Gnostic Circle

David Bowie and the Occult and the Gnostic and the Magic Magick — The Devil Rides Out — Hammer Film Productions 1967    David Bowie and the Occult Magic Gnostic Circle — The Devil Rides Out — Hammer Film Productions 1967

Stills: The Devil Rides Out — Hammer Film Productions 1967.

Christopher Lee, in 2007: "You know, many many years ago, David Bowie asked me if I'd do a record with him. It must be 30 years ago. But we couldn't find a song that we could both sing, we couldn't find it. I'm not just name dropping, there's this man, one of the most famous singers in the world and he asked me if we could do a record. He must have heard something, or knew I could sing or something." [getreadytorock]

Land Of The Minotaur aka The Devil's Men - Brian Eno - 1976

'Land Of The Minotaur' aka 'The Devil's Men', directed by Kostas Karagiannis, with Donald Pleasance and Peter Cushing, 1976.
Music: Brian Eno.

"flashing no colour"

Those who in 1888 founded the Golden Dawn attached immense importance to colour, seeing it as a mode of enhancing states of consciousness. They made experiments with Tattwa cards, a set of twenty–five coloured symbols which each initiate had to make for himself. These symbols represent the five elements of fire, earth, water, air, and spirit and their combinations.
In 'Station to Station' Bowie is "flashing no colour" which hints at his experimentation with the hindu Tattva system which advocates 'colour–flashing' in order to enter the several astral planes contributed to the 5 elements.

But "flashing no colour": Which Tattwa has no colours? It’s the Akasha–Tattwa, the superimposed quintessence of all the others — being usually translated as spirit but seemingly having more in common with Astral Light than with spirit as the term is used in the Occident.
What are you going to do with flashing no colors in a magical circle? Breaking glass?

Bowie sings:
"Here am I / Flashing no colour, tall in this room overlooking the ocean".
Does the ocean refer to the Water–Tattwa?

I asked Angie Bowie: "Regarding astral travels. Did he use the Hindu symbols called Tattwas? You focus on one of the images, and eventually ‘astrally’ enter, step through it like you would through a door" (there to experience a lucid, coherent astral vision, e.g. of a "city" which "Is in the sun that pins the branches to the sky". There are many cities used in ceremonial magic rituals. It can be Heliopolis, the Sun City, or The City of Sleep, or Athens).
Angie Bowie: "Yes, but he did not say it was Hindu; I thought it was Tibetan. When I focused on a spot it became very bright, and when he moved toward me the spot turned to black and I told him his presence would close my astral eye." [My interview with Angie Bowie in 2003]

It is worth adding that most of those who have experimented with this technique have claimed (a) that the nature of the day dream bears an authentic relationship to the symbol employed — if one uses the water Tattwa one usually experiences a 'watery' vision — and (b) that as one goes on using the technique the visions become less dreamlike and more real. At first it seems as though everything perceived were just the product of one's own imagination, i.e. that one simply took scraps of memory, scraps of other men's ideas gleaned from books, pictures, etc., and built them up at will into a composite picture. But a little further experience generally convinces one that the new plain one has become conscious of has its natural laws — just as the physical world has: that one cannot make or unmake the vision at will, that the same causes produce the same results, that one is, in fact, merely a spectator and in no sense a creator.

David Bowie Steve Schapiro Station to Station astral travel wand posture

1975–Photo by Steve Schapiro in the magazine for the Isolar 'On Stage' tour 1976:

Bowie in the Wand Posture used for astral travelling — there are three postures: flat on the back, sitting while resting the palms upon the knees and standing upright.

It's a very special knowledge that you've got, my friend
You can travel anywhere with anyone you care
It's a very special knowledge that you've got, my friend
You can walk around in New York while you sleep in bed
I will travel round the world one night
On the magic wings of astral flight
From 'Did You Ever Have A Dream?', single in July 1967. This song ends with the sound of a 'Breaking Glass'.

David Bowie Jimmy King astral travel wand posture

Photo by Jimmy King. In the context of the 2016–video 'Lazarus'.

Richard Gerstl
Selbstbildnis als Halbakt, 1904/05
(Manchmal auch als 'Lazarus' interpretiert)
Öl auf Leinwand, 159 x 109 cm
Leopold Museum, Wien, Inv. 637
Richard Gerstl, Selbstbildnis als Halbakt, 1904/05, manchmal auch als 'Lazarus' interpretiert, Leopold Museum, Wien

The use of Tattwa symbols was the introductory stage of the Adept's astral explorations. After he had mastered them he went on to more complex symbols: the twenty–two trumps of the Golden Dawn version of the Tarot pack, the sigils — geometrical figures — attributed to various spirits in the grimoires, and finally the 'Enochian pyramids' derived from the Enochian magic of John Dee, the royal magician to Queen Elizabeth I, invoked by the use of the Calls which had been delivered to Dee by his supposed angels. [We meet John Dee again in the chapter on 'Breaking Glass'].

Interesting as such visions were to those who experienced them, it is doubtful whether they were of any great spiritual value; there is reason to think that for at least some Golden Dawn initiates they were an obstruction on the magical path, a search for wonders which distracted them from what should be the ultimate goal of all magical activity — the raising of consciousness to a new level, not a descent into the murky delights of one's own unconscious mind.

After the magician had mastered Tattwa vision and manufactured his seven magical weapons, his next task was the consecration of these latter. By consecration they meant, not some superstitious rite involving the muttering of half–understood prayers and the sprinkling of holy water, but a conscious imbuing of dead matter with the living spirit. The consecration ceremonies of the Golden Dawn were not believed to have any virtue of themselves; it was the imagination–inflamed will of the consecrating adept that reached out through the Astral Light and brought down, for example, the cosmic force of fire into the wand (the fire symbol) that lay upon the altar awaiting vivification. [Compiled from Francis King: "Magic. The Western Tradition", London 1975]

Francis King: Astral Projection, Ritual Magic, and Alchemy. Golden Dawn Material by S.L. MacGregor Mathers and Others. New York 1971.

Francis King: "Astral Projection, Ritual Magic, and Alchemy.
Golden Dawn Material by S.L. MacGregor Mathers and Others",
New York 1971. Many reprints.

"Have you sought Fortune, evasive and shy?"

When Bowie had asked the journalist George Tremlett whether he had ever tried to communicate with the dead using a ouija board, Tremlett said no. "Don’t," replied Bowie, "It can mess you up, especially if you’re taking drugs." ["David Bowie: Living on the Brink", London, 1997. p. 149.]

So were you involved in actual devil worship?
"Not devil worship, no, it was pure straighforward, old–fashioned magic."
The Aleister Crowley variety?
"No, I always thought Crowley was a charlatan. But there was a guy called [Arthur] Edward Waite who was terribly important to me at the time. And another called Dion Fortune who wrote a book called 'Psychic Self–Defence' [1930, republished 1971]. You had to run around the room getting bits of string and old crayons and draw funny things on the wall, and I took it all most seriously, ha ha ha ! I drew gateways into different dimensions, and I'm quite sure that, for myself, I really walked into other worlds. I drew things on walls and just walked trough them, and saw what was on the other side!" [Jay Mathews: "DRUM'N'BASS ODDITY" in 'New Musical Express', February 1997.]

David Bowie Golden Dawn Arthur Edward Waite (1857–1943?) Shadow of Life and Thought The Book of Black Magic and of Pacts The Book of Ceremonial Magic Rider Tarot Dion Fortune's (1891–1946) Psychic Self Defence

Arthur Edward Waite (1857–1943?)
Dion Fortune (1891–1946)

Arthur Edward Waite, The Book of Black Magic, Golden Dawn, Societas Rosicruciana in Anglia, Tarot

Arthur Edward Waite (1857–1943?) was an English Christian mystic and writer on masonic and occult subjects and editor of the works of others. He was received into the Golden Dawn in 1891 although his involvement was sporadic and caused a schism the following year. He never felt at home in the original G.D. and so he purged magic from the rituals, replacing it with mysticism. He re–organised his own G.D. by banishing the Gods of the Egyptians and rewriting the rituals in a more Christian form. Still, he kept some of the cabbalistic teachings. Some of his members were of Rudolf Steinerite persuasion. When Waite branched off in 1903, Algernon Blackwood followed him.
"The Book of Black Magic and of Pacts" (London 1898) was an attempt to synthesize the procedures of all of the famous Grimoires. It was revised in 1911 as "The Book of Ceremonial Magic". His Christian Golden Dawn lost much of its appeal and he closed it down in 1914. Today, Waite is best remembered as the designer of the Rider Tarot with its period charm of art–nouveau. It was produced under Waites direction by a certain Pamela Coleman Smith.

Dion Fortune's (1891–1946) original training was in the Golden Dawn. She felt that the Order needed new blood, that it was manned "mainly by widows and grey–bearded ancients". Indeed, of the men, a considerable number were, or became freemasons, while many of the others — and most of the women, seem to have come from the Theosophical Society of Helena Petrovna Blavatsky. Fortune was temporarily expelled from the order because it was said she revealed too much of the inner teachings. She defended herself by pointing out she had been told none of it, that she had worked it out herself. The then head of the Order did accept this but it does suggest that members at the heart of the Golden Dawn taught ideas concerning sexual polarity, which are not recorded elsewhere. She was rather more into what is now called Channeling and left the Golden Dawn to form the Society Of Inner Light which was based on her own inner plane contacts and which was a little empire of her own. Her "Psychic Self Defence" (London 1930) is the best book on the subject.

Bowie read Austin Osman Spare who was born in London in 1886, became a member of Aleister Crowley’s Argenteum Astrum and contributed some of his drawings to Crowley’s periodical 'The Equinox' in 1910. In 1913 he published 'The Book of Pleasure (Self–Love): The Psychology of Ecstasy', in which he explained how he tried to conjure thought–forms to manifest visibly and to communicate with the unconscious and the world beyond. For this he used a method somewhat similar to the automatic writing and drawing techniques used by the Surrealists, where the hand lets a line go for a walk, drawing or writing without using the conscious mind.
The sigils and emblems thus produced formed the letters of Spare's so–called Alphabet of Desire claiming that "each letter in its pictorial aspect relates to a Sex principle." The basis of this alphabet, together with many early examples of the letters composing it, is given in Spare’s 'The Book of Pleasure' where he described his use of art and sex to explore the subconscious mind.


Kenneth Grant, being Spare's literary executor, and Steffi Grant:

Spare’s sigils were created quite straightforwardly: for example if you wanted power, you wrote out the word “POWER” and then eliminated all the vowels, then combined the remaining consonants P, W and R into a monogram–like sigil as symmetrically as possible.

Austin Osman Spare Sigill Emblem

Spare’s magic was analogous to that taught by Crowley in his Ordo Templi Orientis. When visualized while one is sexually aroused, the sigil supposedly stirs the subconscious and a corresponding image arises in the mind; eventually communication with the supernatural world starts — or one’s wish is fulfilled — though consciousness of that wish is said to interfere in this process. Spare called this forgetting of one’s original desire during magical evocation "union through absent–mindedness" and he advocated the yogic method of emptying the mind of all but the sigil. The sperm produced during orgasm was used to anoint the sigil, which was then was buried in a box or urn. Spare admitted he "copulated merely with the atmosphere, or rode [imaginary] whores, witches and bitches of all kinds, there being few virgins" — in other words, Spare practised magical masturbation.


Kenneth Grant: "IMAGES & ORACLES OF AUSTIN OSMAN SPARE", London 2003, page 17.

Similar drawings by Fraternitas Saturni members Guido Wolther and Johannes Goeggelmann.

Nevertheless, Spare remained cautious about those who "praise ceremonial magic and are supposed to suffer much ecstasy! Our asylums are crowded and the stage is over–run. Is it by symbolizing that we become the symbolized? Were I to crown myself King, should I be King? Rather should I be an object of disgust or pity."

Mario Praz in his "The Romantic Agony" (Oxford, 1933) referred to Spare as an English "satanic occultist", and he placed him in the same category as Aleister Crowley.

Spare died in poverty–stricken obscurity in 1956, but today is very influential among a number of mainly UK–based occult groups like the so–called Chaos Magic movement and the Typhonian Order (the English O.T.O.) founded by Kenneth Grant.

David Bowie — Immersed in Crowley's Uniform — A re–issue of the LP COCAINE ADDS LIFE (1984)

In 'Station to Station' there is the line "throwing darts in lovers' eyes". In Crowley's system, the dart or arrow is a symbol of direction, and shows the dynamic of True Will — which is not being but going, not individual but universal. The arrow pierces all points simultaneously in a perpetual orgasm; it is tipped with poison, an alkahest capable of dissolving the illusion of separation.

John Robert Rowlands, bowie eclectix (also

John Robert Rowlands, "bowie eclectix" (also "The Archer"), February 26th, 1976, at Maple Leaf Gardens in Toronto, Canada.

In Crowley's 'Thoth' Tarot cards, the complementary card to 'The Lovers' is called 'Art', which depicts the flight of this arrow beyond its disintegrative stage. The two figures in 'The Lovers' are now synthesized, which is Perfection. The arrow soars Beyond, piercing the rainbow. There is no goal, only the dynamics of the flight. The flight towards Perfection. The House of God is smitten by the Lightning Flash of Illumination, the impact of the Holy Guardian Angel and the Flaming Sword of the Energy that emanates from Kether to Malkuth, hence two figures are cast forth represented by the Hebrew letter Ayin: these are the twins (Horus and Harpocrates) born at the breaking open of the Womb of the Mother (the second aspect of the House of God (or Tarot card 'Tower': symbolic of the ego in its phallic aspect) as "a spring shut up, a fountain sealed").

    So perhaps that's why in 1987 the figure of the 'Glass Spider' sings of Bowie's empty river of universal consciousness "Gone, gone, the water's all gone, Mummy come back 'cause the water's all gone". For C.G. Jung, spiders were mother figures. Here 'Mummy' is Ishtar, Aphrodite, Maryam, Arianrhod, Pallas Athene, Venus... and Bowie's future wife Iman.

Rudolf Steiner’s Stations

I won't discuss here the fairy tale alleging Rudolf Steiner (1861–1925) was a member of the O.T.O. or even a Crowleyite. The pertinent facts are published in my essay Rudolf Steiner: Never a member of any Ordo Templi Orientis.

In the context of Bowie's lyrics in 'Station to Station' it is noteworthy that the 'regular' occultist does not travel from Kether to Malkuth but from Malkuth to Kether, that is via sex to divineness. It is in Steiner's worldview where one travels from Kether to Malkuth.

Kabbala, Tree of Life - Sephirotic System of the Divine Names - Horizon of Eternity

It is quite obvious that Steiner's worldview was and is ascetic, i.e. "is sensual–free" ("only what is communicated with pain has a value") and he has deeply rejected the eastern version taught by most yoga practitioners. Steiner was against the attenuation of consciousness, against oaths of secrecy and a personality cult (although he appeared as messenger of the Masters, e.g. Zarathustra). He repeatedly stated that esoteric training should be based on thinking, and not bodily forces (as by sexmagicians). In this, Steiner was most obviously referring to hypnotism, mediumship, and Yogic breathing, but also, presumably, to sexual energies. Nevertheless, Steiner's student should "do as much as possible, whatever his position, to further the health of body and soul" — with the exception that sometimes duty may stand higher than health, or life itself. The crucial point is whether consciousness is controlled by bodily forces or whether the body is controlled by the spirit–consciousness of the individual Ego. Eurythmy and Speech–Formation are later artistic applications of the initiation–knowledge gained by Steiner, as ways of bringing the spirit into the physical, not the physical into the spiritual.

Advocating the Christian way of the Rosycross, Steiner opposed any ceremonial magic, although he used Eliphas Levi's apocalyptic seals and the Tarot symbolism. Even text passages from Levi's "Dogma and Ritual of High Magic" are found in Steiner's rituals.

Steiner considered his rituals building the bridge between the Invisible and the Visible: "downwards" and not "upwards" as with the libertine Gnostics. Steiner's Chakra exercises work from above downward. It is the heart which is considered by the vedantics as the main chakra and not, yogically, the solar plexus.

"You drive like a demon from station to station"

Let's take a final look at the line "one magical movement" from 'Station to Station'.

To travel from "Kether to Malkuth" in "one magical movement" would mean crossing (or sometimes leaving out) three sefiroth (sephirot) that lie between Kether (the Crown) and Malkuth (the Kingdom): Tifereth (Tiphareth) signifying 'love' or 'beauty', Yesod meaning 'base through union' or 'foundation' — and a hidden 11th sefira at the region of the throat (or the Visuddha Chakra): Da'ath (or Daath or Daäth) which means 'words through the throat' or 'Higher Knowledge', a tunnel to the reverse or rear side (backside) of the (regular) Tree of Life, another, dark Inner Space ruled by demons.

The answer to Bowie's question "Who will connect me with love [Tiferet)?" is: Da'ath, or death and Yesod, the genitals.

11th sefira throat Visuddha Chakra Da'ath Daath Daäth Higher Knowledge tunnel reverse backside Tree of Life demons

"Here are we, one magical movement from Kether to Malkuth.
There are you, you drive like a demon from station to station"

I shall not discuss here the skipping of Tifereth and Yesod (his relationship with Angie Bowie was nearing its end); but the omission of Da'ath, or the 'words through the throat' was certainly manifest in the next few years of Bowie's life, when he recorded several albums containing tracks with no lyrics.

DER SPIEGEL 16, Hamburg 1976 - David Bowie, Frankieboy der Albträume. Idol des letzten Rock. Siegfried Schober

'DER SPIEGEL' 16, Hamburg 1976.
Article by Siegfried Schober: "Idol des letzten Rock".
Caption: "Singer Bowie: Frankieboy of the Nightmares".

Unused alternative lyrics to 'Station to Station'

You look like a bomb
You smell like a ghost

You eat like the terminal girl

You escape to the bridge
But the men hurt your back
You sit and you piss dark water
You're silent but aware
You're seething but warm

You sword–play to burn reach my our daughters

The Return of the Thin white duke
Throwing darts in lovers eyes

Alternative lyrics to Station to Station

"You'll never know the real story / Just a couple of dreams"

Bowie was spouting occult keywords far and wide without any apparent fear of being publicly condemned. "That whole dark and rather fearsome never–world of the wrong side of the brain" as he later called Aleister Crowley's field [Steven Wells: "THE ARTFUL CODGER" in 'NEW MUSICAL EXPRESS' on 25 November, 1995.], was — and is — expressed in complicated wording, as we've seen in the previous analysis of the lyrics in 'Station to Station'.

By now living as a tax–exile in Switzerland (he moved there from England in 1976 to avoid the then 83% income tax for high rate earners), Bowie had scaled down his elaborate and expensive concerts to a minimalist show without a set, instead using white light against a black background; he himself adopted a 1920's look. His friend Iggy Pop was seen dancing in the background at these performances.

Linked up to a new management and record–company, both Bowie (now rich, but still maintaining an 'arty' profile) and Pop rented an apartment in Berlin for some time (in reality Bowie still lived in Switzerland, was on tour with Iggy Pop or dealt over contracts in Paris). There in a seven–roomed flat they numbed their mood swings with beer and cocaine, and produced voiceless textures of electronic sounds whose style was to influence many pop musicians in the future. (Inspired by Berlin, Bowie recorded the so–called "Berlin Trilogy" in Switzerland and the US). Far removed from the public's gaze, Bowie started painting, mostly rather amateurish portraits in the expressionist manner of the 1920's, or versions of the Cabalistic Tree of Life with its ten spheres / stations and twenty–two paths (corresponding to the Tarot trumps).

"Tape Your Mouth", Brian Eno, Oblique Strategies, 1974, collaboration with Peter Schmidt

When you listened to 'Ziggy Stardust', 'Aladdin Sane' and 'Young Americans', you could almost hear Bowie's looks, for example his stage costumes and hairstyle — but no one could hear the moustache he wore when he recorded 'Low' with Brian Eno (an artist completely enveloped in new and unorthodox ways of thinking about the world, ideas, and music) in late 1976.
When Bowie sang a duet with Bing Crosby (one of the most popular musical artists of the 20th century in America) about the 'Peace On Earth', shortly before the latter's death, as a Christmas record in 1976, it was hard to tell their voices apart: suddenly, unaccountably, The Laughing Gnostic, once a counterculture icon, had become mainstream.

Bowie was not one to sit still for long. Together with Iggy Pop, he fabricated the album 'The Idiot', he became "Heroes" (also the song title in between inverted commas) ('Heroes' introduced Robert Fripp: Bowie, Brian Eno and Fripp enjoyed calling one another charlatans), Pop ironically caught sight of the 'Lust for Life' but both remained 'Passengers', headed by Bowie as 'Lodger'.

In mid–August 1977, Bowie sat in a Massai Encampment in West Kenya and was drinking milk and blood taken from a cow.
In Berlin he was spotted alone in trendy cafés with his head in his plate. Occasionally, he cried out: "Please help me."
Maybe he was re–enacting the main character in Walter Tevis' "The Man who fell to Earth", whose book ended with:

"The bartender had come over and when Bryce looked up the bartender said [regarding the Alien, Thomas Jerome Newton, who was crying and fluttered like a bird], "I'm afraid that fellow needs help."
"Yes," Bryce said. "Yes, I guess he does."

Breaking Magical Glass 1977

Charles S. Jones, Achad, Ordo Templi Orientis, O.T.O., Crystal Vision through Crystal Gazing, 1923, Chalice of Ecstasy Parzival, 1923

Charles S. Jones, Achad: Crystal Vision through Crystal Gazing, 1923. The Chalice of Ecstasy, Parzival, 1923.

Gazing upon shiny surfaces as a type of autohypnosis is called scrying. Scryers stare into the reflective surface or past the surface into the center of it until they are in a self–induced trance. They see visions or perceive images of known symbols. This was a popular technique in nineteenth–century England. John Dee, the royal magician to Queen Elizabeth I, used a crystal egg and a black obsidian mirror. His mirror is exhibited today at the British Museum in London. Such scrying often was done ritually in a magic circle. Sometimes the scryer used a wand to invoke the entities in the magic mirror. John Dee, the Elizabethan scholar and magician, believed that through the mediumship of Edward Kelly he was in touch with angels and other spiritual creatures. Because Dee's manuscripts provided little more than the skeleton of a system, rudimentary when compared to the consistent and elaborate magical corpus taught in the Golden Dawn, his writings were thoroughly studied by members, who then combined Dee's "Enochian magic" with other aspects of the Western tradition in order to become more than human.

David Bowie for Vittel, Mirror Glass Magic, Scrying

Bowie for Vittel in 2003
(TV Commercial, Nestlé Waters).

The method is simple. In a dimly lit room, sit in a yoga posture in front of a mirror. Observe yourself in the mirror. Focus on your face. Gaze into your reflection's eyes.

David Bowie Nicolas Roeg The Man Who Fell To Earth Walter Tevis 1975

David Bowie in Nicolas Roeg's The Man Who Fell To Earth, 1975

Mirror Magic

'Blue Jean', 1984

'I Can't Read', 1995

'Thursday's Child', 1999

You can also focus your attention on the so–called Third Eye, the spot in the forehead that is in the center of, and slightly above, the brows [Ziggy Stardust / Aladdin Sane]. Imagine a light there. Wander.
You may also draw magic symbols on the mirror. Or the face of an Angel.

You receive information through any of your senses. In this trance you hear your own disassociated voice. In a magic set, for example a blue room, equipped with the corresponding magic symbols, you experience Sound and Vision. ("Blue, blue, electric blue / That's the colour of my room / Where I will live / Blue, blue / Pale blinds drawn all day / Nothing to do, nothing to say / Blue, blue / I will sit right down / Waiting for the gift of sound and vision", Bowie, 'Sound and Vision', 1977) (Deep Blue could also be for the Tarot card 'The Hanged Man', for example. A theme he revisits in 1987 on the Glass Spider Tour. More of that later.)



Break a mirror and you will suffer seven years bad luck.

I've been breaking glass in your room again
Don't look at the carpet, I drew something awful on it
You're such a wonderful person
But you got problems
I'll never touch you

(Bowie: 'Breaking Glass', 1977)

Davor Zadnek is a practising Thelemite:

If we assume that breaking glass is a mirror or a crystal ball, than I would say that this lyric is most probably about evocation. "Your room" would than hint that it is not usual evocation but the one that uses sex, which is a more powerful and advanced technique. The inclusion of the Tree of Life would probably mean that Bowie is using this "tree" as a basis for his magical work, perhaps evoking some beings that are closely related to the Tree of Life.
But 'carpet' is usually associated with astral travel (flying carpet in Arab stories). So, this could mean that the practice is not only evocation but also Raising on the Planes (astral travel) used to investigate the Tree of Life. So, this could hint that he is using a combination of both techniques – and many occultists indeed find the combination of both techniques much more effective. Usually they first use Raising on the Planes and than use the connection gained in this way for evocation but there is t he possibility to first use a magical mirror to get a glimpse of one sphere of the Tree of Life and than use the vision in the mirror to enter that sphere with astral travel. As the second interpretation is in accordance with the succession in the lyric, this would mean that the first part is not about evocation of some particular 'being' but of 'scrying' certain part of the Tree — or looking at a certain part of the Tree with the magical mirror and than using those images to astrally enter into this part of the Tree. This is not a common technique but it can be used (and is used) and this second interpretation is in my opinion more in accordance with the song.
But because Bowie uses the word "listen", this could mean that a certain evocation of a being is indeed present as in evocations the beings are usually firstly heard and only than you make a visual connection. But looking at this with the conclusion that we found in the second paragraph, I would say that he is using general scrying of some sphere of the Tree and that first some being(s) "appear" and they first make audible contact but the working is 'concentrated' on the sphere of the Tree and not on a particular being — so that the 'apperance' of this being(s) is more a contingency than anything else. Than he uses astral travel to intensify the experience of this sphere and make the more definite visual connection – the word "see" could imply that.
I would say that "Oh–oh–oh–oh" means sexual intercourse, so we have another point that this is about sex magick.
The lines "You're such a wonderful person" and "But you got problems" could hint at the experience that he is getting through — first the vision of beatitude in all and then because of the transformative nature of this working, the unconsciousness complexes came to the surface of the consciousness and he sees his problems or project them to him/her. Or it could mean that he gets clairvoyant.
[During a few live shows back in 1995 he replaced the word "person" with "poison" changing the line to "you're such a wonderful poison".]

"I'll never touch you" could perhaps mean that Bowie will not hurt him/her or better that he/she is not going to be influenced by all this as this is his personal working and that he/she is not part of it. "Don't look" in "Don't look at the carpet" could mean exactly that — you must be ready for this experience or they might be too much for you, so Bowie is protecting him/her. Crowley used sex magick in this way, as he could not find a suitable partner.
Rabbi Luria's old schema, given pre–eminence in the Golden Dawn and A.·. A.·.. Serious Qabbalah scholars like Gershom Scholem thought Crowley and Mathers (the founder of the GD) were a bunch of swindlers.
[Emails February 2004]

Ellic Howe and his friend Oscar Schlag indeed showed evidence that the Golden Dawn's foundation was based on a forgery (Ellic Howe's "Magicians of the Golden Dawn", London 1972).

David Bowie, Kevin Cummings, third eye David Bowie and the Tree of Life — Photo by Steve Schapiro

Photos: Kevin Cummings, Steve Schapiro.

Maggie Ingalls, famous in the
Thelemic Continuum for expanding Crowley's Thelema in the 70s:

This is an interesting set of lyrics. I read it as a loony accusing his girlfriend of being nuts: ("But you got problems"), which is just a projection of his own mental state. The breaking of glass, in the way he words it (especially with the "again") seems obsessive/compulsive action designed to harm both the girlfriend and himself.
I agree that the first glass that comes to mind is a mirror or crystal ball, but the Tree of Life symbolism leads me to consider that the broken vessels, shells, or shards that are the Qlipoth might be what he means. "Don't look at the carpet" is contradicted by "See!", which suggests that the broken glass is all over the floor.
The last line, "I'll never touch you", can be read as either a threat or a promise. He'll never touch her, but he will create hazardous conditions in her room — he'll never touch her because he thinks she's the crazy one — or he's assuring her that he won't physically assault her — or all of the above?

There do seem to be ritual elements implied, but it feels to me that it's a private ritual invented by the 'speaker' of the words...maybe he's in a moral struggle, his 'angelic' and 'diabolic' aspects locked in combat.
[Emails February 2004]

In the song 'Warszawa' (recorded in September–October 1976 in France and Berlin, published 1977 on 'Low') you can hear Bowie sing words which one may at first think sound like the so–called magical barbaric language of evocation (as in the Goetia).

Based on the assumption that language and magic are so intertwined that they also enter in direct interaction with the outer world, this so–called language comes from the Enochian channeling of Dr John Dee and Sir Edward Kelly's medieval angelic language, which was also used in the Golden Dawn and Crowley's magick (at that time published in his "Magick In Theory And Practice", originally from 1929, many reprints since then).

Sula vie dilejo
Sula vie milejo

Cheli venco deho
Cheli venco deho

Helibo seyoman
Cheli venco raero

OM is a Buddhist mantra (Om mani padme hum) augmented from the Sanskrit AUM. Crowley expanded it to AUMGN — thought to be so powerful that any magician vibrating it would be able to control the mind and the spiritual forces, that is the Universe.

Fact is:
Bowie's version lends of folk music and lyrics from 'Helokanie', performed by The Polish Song and Dance Ensemble "Śląsk" (conducted by Stanisław Hadyna in 1953). The original lyrics are actually some old polish slang about herding cows, pasture.
Bowie based his lyrics on the local slang, by imitating it and also modifying it into his own version only using the original as a model for his own word creations.

In May 1993, Bowie maintained in 'Q' that "I honestly have no idea what I thought between 1975 and 1977."


"I’ve got a photographic mind", Cameron Crowe: "Space Face Changes The Station. David Bowie Pulls A Lazarus", May, 1976 issue of 'Creem' magazine.

"They'll never clone ya / You're always first on the line / When you're a" Bowie

Meanwhile, having somehow consumed all his potential musical rivals (by latching onto whoever and whatever happened to be cool at the time), the taste for instrumentals waned and Bowie's sound–tapestries gained lyrics again.

    Lou Reed of Velvet Underground fame had been imported by Bowie to the UK from America; Bowie had then produced Reed's famous 'Transformer' Album in 1972, hence making Reed's success largely dependant on Bowie's own reputation. That year Bowie wrote songs for one of Britain's most successful bands of the day, Mott the Hoople, as well as producing Iggy Pop's most influential album 'Raw Power'. Never one to miss an opportunity, his name also appeared on records by Lulu, Mick Ronson, Dana Gillespie, Steeleye Span, The Beatstalkers, Dib Cochran & The Earwigs, Peter Noone (the Herman of Herman's Hermits) and many more. As if this were not enough, he had developed a friendship with Mick Jagger, recorded or appeared on stage with Jeff Beck, Bruce Springsteen, Brian Eno, Rick Wakeman, Cher, Bing Crosby, Marc Bolan, Marianne Faithfull (actress in Kenneth Anger's movie 'Lucifer Rising', version 1969), John Lennon (in numerology and Tarot) — and re–recorded his songs in Italian, German and French versions — it was obvious Bowie was an Artiste.
    There was hardly any better description of a true gnostic than the 'Man who Fell to Earth' (a sci–fi film of 1975, where he starred the main rôle), bringing "Sound and Vision" (1977) or alias Ziggy Stardust saving the world.

But a definite loss of creativity had overshadowed him; all his life Bowie had confined much of his admiration to those who tried to emulate him as if after the candy of a baby e.g. Jobriath aka Bruce Wayne Campbell (aka Jobriath Salisbury, Jobriath Boone, Cole Berlin and Joby Johnson). Allegedly Bowie had instructed Angie Bowie to question anyone she met about Jobriath. Jobriath, born 1946, was an American glam rock musician, camp as Christmas and one of the first rock / pop musicians in the United States to openly identify himself as gay. On stage he was far more shocking than Bowie.
    "Lots of my costumes are gossamer. They are very transparent see–through clown costumes. I'm into clowns and mime. I'm into all the Commedia parts." So Jobriath told 'Interview' in 1973. In the 60s Jobriath dressed often in costumes based on the Page Boy in the tarot deck and he drew his own tarot deck, too. "O Pierrot where do you go when you come down / A star shot across the sky and smiled / Then vanished in a tear" ['Space Clown' 1973]. And in an ongoing self–definition in 'I'maman' as well: "Pierrots and spaceous clothes / Are what I am." [1973]
    But all that glittered wasn't gold. He died of AIDS in 1983.

By 1979, the whole Pop–universe seemed crowded with more or less accurate Bowie–clones, among whom was the opera–singer Klaus Nomi [know me]. As a pure gnostic, Bowie 'consumed' Nomi, by performing with him (and Joey Arias); both, Nomi and Bowie wore stiff plastic Pierrot costumes à la Tristan Tzara (a Dada–artist) when they sang of 'The Man Who Sold The World', who had "died a long long time ago."
One inspiration for Bowie's 'The Man Who Sold The World' perhaps was the poem 'Antigonish' from 1899 by William Hughes Mearns, otherwise called 'The Little Man Who Wasn't There'.
Klaus Nomi died of AIDS in the same year as Jobriath, 1983.

At the end of the Song 'TVC15' Bowie performed a Golden Dawn Posture, called "The Enterer", invoking the aid of the elements. (Costume by Thierry Mugler).

Golden Dawn posture The Enterer     David Bowie TVC15 posture The Enterer — a Golden Dawn posture

Astrology also was a part of Bowie's belief system. The journalists who wanted to interview him had to provide their astrological data so he could review them in combination with his Tarot readings before he decided whether to be interviewed by them or not.

John Symonds and Kenneth Grant: Aleister Crowley. The Complete Astrological Writings. London 1974.

John Symonds and Kenneth Grant: "Aleister Crowley. The Complete Astrological Writings", London 1974.

According to Christopher Sandford (via Angie Bowie) ("Bowie — Loving the Alien", Revised and Updated, London 1997), "Bowie's bizarre behaviour continued even after he moved to Europe: witness his strange use of 'signals'. Throughout 1977 and '78 his letters were filled with numbers to which he gave mysterious meanings. The minute Bowie left Berlin in 1979, the numbers abruptly stopped."

Edited by Stephen Skinner The Magical Diaries of Aleister Crowley New York 1979

Edited by Stephen Skinner:
"The Magical Diaries of Aleister Crowley",
New York 1979.

'I'm Tired Of My Life' of 1970 was recorded again in a new 1980 version, with partly altered lyrics under the title 'It's no Game' — the song states there were "No more free steps to Heaven". [The opening noises were taken from George Gershwin's piano roll for the 'Rhapsody in Blue' from 1925]

So what was Bowie most concerned with by 1980? He sang "This is the message from the action man: I never did anything out of the blue... _I wanna axe to break the ice_" (Franz Kafka's definition of a book). Bowie was now presenting his Gnosis as a prison represented by the Pierrot costume. He reacted to an earlier persona, Major Tom who sang in 1969: "I think my spaceship knows which way to go" (in 'Space Oddity').

Bowie's life as a show "hung out in heaven's high: hitting an all time low." Gnosis as an escape from, and result of, the pain of being and resisting philistinism. "My mama said to get things done you better not mess with Major Tom."
Bowie's Gnosticism manifesting itself in a mechanical womb in his 1980 video for 'Ashes to Ashes'. A song about Major Tom [?] coming home in the form of ashes in a video clip that makes reference to Kenneth Anger's 'Rabbit's Moon' of 1972. The song's original title was 'People Are Turning to Gold': The Golden Ones with their faces in golden rays of his 1971 'Oh! You Pretty Things'?

And this would be the last creative act by him for a decade; after this ultimate act of coitus with himself, Bowie obviously felt in need for a very long cigarette–break.

David Bowie stage costumes Ziggy Stardust (1971–72), Aladdin Sane (1972–73), Halloween Jack (Diamond Dogs) (1974), The Thin White Duke (1976), The Svelte Lounge Lizard (1978), Ashes To Ashes (1980), Serious Moonlight (1983 David Robert Jones), Earthling

Vampires of Human Flesh

'Cat People' from 1981: "See these eyes so green, I can stare for a thousand years; these tears can never dry. Judgement made can never bend." Is this Bowie and his Golden Dawn–ish Holy Guardian Angel telling each other about their millennial pact as mentioned in the Bible, and the hurtful burden of God's condemnation?

German filmmaker Rainer Werner Fassbinder had a reputation for vampirising worn–out superstars in his films. Alas, the planned film of Bertolt Brecht's 'Threepenny Opera' with Bowie was still–born; but Bowie (then living in New York) added the 'Alabama Song' (from Brecht's 1928 opera 'The Rise and Fall of the Town Mahagonny') to his live set, and played the title rôle in the BBC's 1981 television production of Brecht's 'Baal' — possibly to rekindle his dying fires "with gasoline"?
Brecht's songs, which Bowie sang live during the programme and which were also released in a studio–recorded version, are among the best interpretations this writer has ever heard; they are perfectly in accord with Bowie's desire to alienate everything (Brecht was the 'inventor' of the literal alienation between the actors and play on the stage, and the audience).

Nobody seemed to appreciate the complexity and subtlety of it all. So long as Ziggy Stardust was "making love with his ego", Bowie had the potential to develop his creativity. But his burgeoning wealth, the loss of any true opposition for him to work against in his commercial and social life, as he was now an 'acceptable' performer, an 'Elephant Man' (Bowie portrayed John Merrick in 1980) and mostly surrounded by lackeys waiting on him hand and food, and toadies (with Bowie there’s always that element of I like you because you love me: "Loves to be loved") — all this meant that his consciousness of once having been a 'suffering– individual– splintered–into–countless–pieces' manifestly receded into the background. The alleged suicide machine turned rusty, the drug problems became easier to handle, and the sex–life grew straightforward barely causing a suburban curtain to switch.

Let's Dress

Smash Hits #6;20, October 1984, Rainy Day Productions Inc.: David Bowie 50 Daft Things He's Done

'Smash Hits' #6;20, October 1984.
Rainy Day Productions Inc.:
"David Bowie 50 Daft Things He's Done".

Now that Bowie was a very wealthy man with a bulging contacts book, where was the gnostic thorn? In the gaps between his album tracks? Had he become a hairdon't self–parody with his 1984 song 'Blue Jean'? Was it a case of 'the unbearable lightness of being' with the Italian Eurovision ballad 'Volare' (which he performed in the mega–flop musical movie 'Absolute Beginners' in 1985), or else his cover–version of John Lennon's 'Imagine' (sung live in 1983)?

"I pick up most of my news from the Christian Science Monitor. That's the only one I can find that really doesn't have a bias on it." [Chris Bohn: "Merry Christman Mr Bowie", in 'NEW MUSICAL EXPRESS', April 16, 1983]

Once more he was telling the world: now I am the real David Robert Jones — and supposedly producing music with true love — music that he later affected to despise. Was it because it all sounded rather like the soundtrack to being stuck at an endless barbeque held by the rich and bored, as many critics and fans lamented?

And it became easier and easier to mock him:

The HeeBeeGeeBees — 'Quite Ahead Of My Time' (1984)

Unintelligible lyrics
Cutting up words and into sticking them lines
But I'm talking in riddles
Vanishing up my own bum
That's what my songs have become
That's all my songs have become
My head has gone out of its mind
(His head has gone out of its mind)
Inexplicable images
Men from Mars in King Solomon's mines
Ziggy meets a lad in Sainsbury's
And other nonsensical lines
Ooh, I'm an elephant!
My head has gone out of its mind
(Did you know I still wet my bed?)
So many ch–ch–changes
I still have these pr–problems with speech
That's what I've had to overcome
'Cos that's all my songs have become
My brain has gone out of its mind
(And just look at that dress)
My brain has gone out of its mind
(Of course it's all make–up)

You might find this association intriguing: in 'Let's Dance' (1983) the lyric runs "Under the moonlight / the serious moonlight", which bears a resemblance to Aleister Crowley's 'Lyric of Love to Leah' from his diary for 1923: "Come, my darling, let us dance / To the moon that beckons us / Come, my love, let us dance / To the moon & Sirius!" Another product of a 'cut–up'? A deliberate play on words? There are semantic connections between the two — as in "If you should fall into my arms / If you say hide we'll hide ..." and Crowley's "To dissolve our soul in trance / Heedless of the hideous / Heat & hate of Sirius."

Also compare:
[Demon Dog] Diamond Dogs = Dog Star = Sirius = Serious Moonlight.

There's an anecdote about Bowie's fear of other people magically using things he touched.
    In 1983 and 1984, the late Derek Jarman wanted to do a film called 'Neutron'. Prospects looked really good financially as he had lined up an impressive cast–list and who else than Bowie wanted to play the lead. The two had a meeting in Derek's apartment and everything seemed hunky–dory. But then Bowie suddenly started chain–smoking and Jarman noticed that his guest was getting more and more nervous and was shooting furtive glances at one of his bookshelves plus some drawings on the wall. Then suddenly in the middle of a conversation Bowie stood up, made a lame excuse and left. Twenty minutes later Bowie's driver and bodyguard came back to the flat and said that the master had forgotten something and then proceeded to remove the cigarette–stubs from the trash... Needless to say Bowie backed out of the project which then collapsed. Jarman never did have the time to explain that his John Dee books and the Enochian squares on the wall were souvenirs from the time when he made 'Jubilee', a film in which Dr. John Dee, Elizabeth the First's astrologer, had been one of the main characters.
    Dee's 'Enochian' system of magic, with its complex magical diagrams, was an important part of Golden Dawn teachings. [More about Dee elsewhere in this essay].

    There is a postscript to this story. The producer of 'Twin Peaks' for sentimental reasons bought the rights to 'Neutron'. The project was revived recently. And guess who wants to play the lead?

Despite all this, in March 1987 he is going to utter: "I don't think I ever was particularly in the Occult" (like Bill Clinton never had sex with Monica Lewinsky?).
Listen again:

So when Bowie put a 'For Sale' sign at his front gate during the 1980's, when he became an unironic stadium filling pop star (never trying to be a working class hero), who or what moved in?

Richard Matheson The Shrinking Man 1969 David Bowie Glass Spider 1987

Richard Matheson: "The Shrinking Man", 1956.
This cover New York, 1969.

Also known as "The Incredible Shrinking Man", an American black–and–white science–fiction horror film in 1957, directed by Jack Arnold.

In the largest set ever assembled at that point for a touring show (paid with the help of his Pepsi Cola commercial), Bowie was hanging on a rope as he let himself down from a huge Glass Spider that overshadowed the stage, his legs crossed mimicking the pose of 'The Hanged Man' Tarot card — at the same time referring to the Hindu creation–myth of the universe being spewed out of a giant spider's bowels.
Bowie's live performance of 'Time' in 1987 shows that he now used 'The Hanged Man' to represent himself as a sort of Richard Wagnerian 'Redeemed Redeemer', a key figure in occultism, which also hints at Baphomet, the central idol of the Knights Templar and the Ordo Templi Orientis. 'Baphomet' was also one of the magical names of Aleister Crowley who identified himself with the Antichrist, the Beast 666, or an erected Penis.

David Bowie Hanged Man Tarot Card Time Glass Spider Tour 1987

"... His script is you and me ... / ... His trick is you and me ..."

Who was Bowie singing about here: "The sniper in the brain", who "flexes like a whore" in a Stefan George sort of park where lovers quit — but who were the lovers — he and God?

Like a headless chicken Bowie ran about the stage a lot, accompanied by rope tricks and flying acrobats, while his backing band turned in a decidedly ragged performance. By some accounts the whole show was really inspired by how little baby spiders got on when their mummy wasn't there to look after them. This might have made at least some sense: for C.G. Jung, spiders were mother-figure archetypes, with 'Mummy' foreshadowing Ishtar, Aphrodite, Maryam, Arianrhod, Pallas Athene, Venus...
Or maybe Bowie's own mother, Peggy Margaret Jones, who loved Nazi uniforms?

The wolves were at the door.
Critical and audience reactions were disappointing, and demand for tickets was low (the Stuttgart leg of the tour had to be cancelled because of poor ticket-sales, for instance). The best anyone could say about the show was that at least the glass spider was anatomically correct (with the requisite number of eight eyes). On stage, it looked more like a gigantic white lampshade with a few plastic cylindrical light–fittings dangling from it. And the insensitivity of Bowie's performance made everyone uncomfortable. He couldn't even break a sweat, despite all the make–up and costumes he had to wear. Was he doing a mere mime of himself yet again?
Though the fans clapped politely. Someone made the acid remark that "They're as boring as the man himself," reported 'Number One' on 12 September 1987, London, on page 36.

That was more than a slap on the wrist. Annoyed and resentful, Bowie had the glass spider incinerated.

Did he fear he would drown in a cheesy Abyss, escaping only like Baron von Münchhausen did, pulling himself up by his own hair?

It wasn't all tears, though.
Many changes in Bowie's image also had to do with the fact that sales figures had fallen.
The 'Babe of the Abyss' was a new band called 'Tin Machine' in 1988 (was it a sort of rejigged version of Lou Reed's 'Metal Machine Music' of 1975?).

Tin Machine was initially conceived as a complete departure from anything he'd done before, suddenly Bowie belonged in rock'n'roll, but soon he started doing parodic versions of Ziggy at the band's live gigs in 1989, wearing the original red Ziggy Stardust boots and performing a batch of old moves.

The gap between past and present yawned wider still, the guns awaited the flutter while the critics pulled the blinds and mocked his latest incarnation.
So, in 1989 Bowie sang Bob Dylan's 'Maggie's Farm' from 1965: "Well, I try my best to be just like I am / But everybody wants you to be just like them / They say, 'Sing while you slave' and I just get bored".

Once more he seemed to be posing as an artist, a generalist, a Renaissance Universalist and 'professed' "I don't care which shadow gets me... switch the channels, watch the police cars. I can't reach it anymore" (pronounced "read shit", another not so particularly witty pun by him.).

John Symonds The Medusa's Head Mandrake Press London 1991 Aleister Crowley Adolf Hitler Martha Kuentzel

"The Medusa's Head", John Symonds' novel about an alleged meeting between Hitler and Crowley, Thame, England, 1991. 350 numbered copies only.

"Cold tired fingers, tapping out your memories"

David Bowie by Brian Aris, Vogue 1992
(Photo by Brian Aris, costume by Thierry Mugler)

Slowly but surely, the inner core of a Weltanschauung is revealed: Art as Therapy. It had grown up during the long summer holidays Bowie had spent on the island of Mustique, where he had been spending his vacations since 1975 away from the prying eyes of the press — Mustique was a highly exclusive millionaire's playground — Bowie would have rubbed shoulders with Mick Jagger and Princess Margaret, sister of Queen Elizabeth. It really was a case of who you know rather than what you know.

As opposed to being a 'post–modern Buddhist', he had set himself up as the historian and rewriter of his own identities, an antique–collector specialising in cast–off personæ: "I've always found that I collect. I'm a collector, and I've always just seemed to collect personalities and ideas" ['Russel Harty Show', recorded and broadcast 17th January1973.].

The 2013 exhibition at the Victoria and Albert Museum raises the question of whether Bowie is a hoarder regarding the physical evidence of his career.
The autodidact, the DIYer and the collector show continuity in the Gesamtkunstwerk David Bowie.

In 1992 Bowie married Iman Muhammid Abdulmadjid, duly "sanctified by God", and told the press: "I'm not a religious person. I'm a spiritual person. God plays a very important part in my life — I look to Him a lot and He is the cornerstone of my existence... I believe man develops a relationship with his own God." ... "Religion is for people who believe in hell; spirituality is for people who've been there." He did a lethargic recording of a hectical song about 'Sex and the Church' where he considered that "there is a union / between the flesh and the spirit / It's sex and the church."

Brian Eno, who was present at this wedding, applied Heisenberg's Uncertainty Principle: "Are we troubled by our inability to locate this event comfortably either in the category real life or in the category theatre? Similarly, are we troubled by our inability to locate it in the category private or public? Or sincere, ironic?" [...] "Can we believe that it is possible to be involved and yet to make stylistic observations about one's involvement? To manipulate a situation at the same time as being moved by it? Even though we might accept that it is, we're still left worried by the cameras." [Christopher Scoates: "Brian Eno: Visual Music", SF 2013, page 232. Lecture "Perfume, Defence and David Bowie's Wedding", copyright 1992 by Brian Eno]

Between songs during the Freddie Mercury Tribute Concert for AIDS Awareness in 1992, Bowie knelt down and recited the Christian Lord's Prayer.

Bowie Lords Prayer Freddie Mercury Tribute Concert for AIDS Awareness

In 1993, his music has come to appear as the ultimate parody of modern jazz — the instruments like a torn sound–fabric, the tunes overwhelmed by electronic rhythms and samples — it all seemed rather like a Brian Eno album sans Eno. Obviously, Bowie was "looking for God in exciting new ways."

"The 20th Century Boy"

Possibly reminiscing about life before Iman, and mulling over an old staged suicide attempt, sipping cocktails served by the world's most beautiful woman, (his wife was also an ambassador for UNESCO), some time in 1993 Bowie spent some time listening to some avant–garde music — while painting masturbating Minotaurs.

Minotaur Alastair Campbell Starfire Vol I, No.1 April 1986 Typhonian Ordo Templi Orientis Poem Ann Campbell

Bowie was not the first one to produce such beasts. A painting by Alastair Campbell appeared on page 40 of 'Starfire' Vol I, No.1, published in April 1986.
'Starfire' is the magazine of the Typhonian Ordo Templi Orientis. It accompanies a poem entitled 'The Minotaur' by his partner, Ann Campbell.

Bowie re–established contacts with his old associates from the 1970's, and entered the fray again in 1995 releasing '1. Outside (The Diary Of Nathan Adler Or The Art-Ritual Murder Of Baby Grace Blue. A Non-Linear Gothic Drama Hyper-Cycle)' with a handful of new songs, + live on tour Jacques Brel's 'My Death Waits There' in his Bing Crosby / Iggy Pop / Scott Walker voice. This came somehow unexpected.

"My death waits there between your thighs    [does "death" mean the 11th sephira "Da'ath"?]
But what ever lies behind the door
There is nothing much to do
Angel or devil, I don't care
For in front of that door, there is you"

B.t.w.: The french slang term for orgasm is petite mort   [little death] ...

"There is no Hell like an old Hell"

Bowie was never one to let the facts get in the way of a good story. As to the title of his release '1. Outside', he led the media to believe he'd been inspired by seeing patients on a visit to the House of Artists community at Gugging in Austria, where schizophrenic patients use art (originally called "Art Brut" or 'raw' art) as therapy. (Don't forget that an important part of Bowie's personal history includes his assumption that during his childhood, many relatives on his mother's side of the family had serious psychiatric problems which needed treatment. In the 19th Century, persons suffering from mental illness were thought to be alienated from their own true natures. Is this why Bowie was 'Loving the Alien'?).

Some of the Gugging patients have become famous worldwide: an exhibition of their work in New York during January 1994 had the title '...Outside Art'. [The term "outsider art", popular in the German and English-speaking worlds, was coined in 1972 by British art historian Roger Cardinal. The labels 'Art Brut' and 'Outsider Art' are used more cautiously these days because they are thought to tend to pathologize or objectivize these artists.]
Mostly, such 'outsiders' are on a quest to explain the fundamentals of being — life, death and their own destinies — finding little or no solace in the usual dogmas and creeds; rather, they form their own convictions, devising theories and building their own systems of thought. When they do engage with existing religious or philosophical traditions, they appropriate and reinterpret them, incorporating highly idiosyncratic private mythologies which they distort, reinvent and exploit for creative purposes.

Does that sound familiar?

Only the truth is not quite that simple. Although Bowie and Brian Eno recorded the bulk of the songs for "1. Outside" between January and May 1994, he, Eno and their friend André Heller visited Gugging later that year in September.

David Bowie André Heller Brian Eno Gugging Oswald Tschirtner Outside Art Christine de Grancy

Celebrity Visit

In September
[1994], André Heller — a longtime friend and supporter of the artists from Gugging — announced his visit to the House of the Artists. Heller's friend and colleague David Bowie, had seen pictures of the Guggingers at his home and asked Heller to introduce him to the artists. One afternoon, the two world–renowned artists arrived in company of the photographer Christine de Gracy [sic: Grancy] and another friend at our House. During the tour of the House David Bowie drew portrait sketches of the artists and later, while having a snack with all the artists he penned down his visual impressions in pencil. He [Bowie] was similarly excited of Oswald Tschirtner and his [Tschirtner's] artwork. He [Bowie] and O.T. [Tschirtner] posed also together for many photographs. At the end of his visit, André Heller gave the House an invitation to attend "his" [Heller's] Chinese National Circus.
['Der Blaue Stern', Mitteilungsblatt der Gesellschaft der Freunde des Hauses der Künstler in Gugging, #5, Autumn/Winter 1994, page 26. Photo by Christine de Grancy.]

Personal Note: I visited the so–called Patient–Artists at Gugging several times since 1984 (see photo below) and collected much of their work. I happened to be at the House of the Artists in September 1994 again, exactly one day after Bowie, André Heller and Brian Eno had visited, without knowing they had been there. When I asked one of the staff of the House why there was so much photographic equipment around, the staff member informed me of the visitors they had the day before.

Peter-Robert Koenig in 'Haus der Künstler' in Gugging — 10 May 1984 — Paintings by August Walla

Peter–Robert Koenig in "Haus der Künstler" in Gugging — 10 May 1984.
Paintings by August Walla.

Maybe the title '1. Outside' also referred to Jacques Derrida's strategic concept of "contamination", an implosion of all types of writings (d'écrire, d'écritude, d'écrits), all cultural practices, architecture, denying that a reality is outside? To deconstruct (a term invented by Derrida) clear lines between concepts of reality (real, realization, realisation, realité, réel) and representation.

This is maybe the reason why fans and bloggers based on rumors and hints Brian Eno eluded to that Bowie's next CD would be called '2. Contamination'? It never saw the light of day...... Of course.
The voyeur Of utter de[con]struction As beauty "The voyeur
Of utter de
As beauty"

The instrumentation was cold and soulless; Bowie appeared to perform it in a black rubber–like costume, trying to break away from his image as a sort of Club Mediteranée tourist entertainer, and sang "There is no Hell / like an old Hell." He crooned "i hurt myself today / to see if i still feel / i focus on the pain / the only thing that's real" and evoked Nine Inch Nail's picture of an insect crawling into a vagina. But the spontaneously invented pseudo–dramatic enigmas like "I hit the rose" (possibly a reference to Lou Reed's 'Vicious'), and his screams of "this chaos is killing me" sounded too serialized, loud, and contrived. There was a huge contrast between what was happening on stage and the widely–avalable Bowie–as–Icon; this was what struck the observer. His emotions came across as synthetic and pasteurized, as he squeezed out gobbets of æsthetic resistance of the kind that Bob Dylan had already voiced decades before: "i accept chaos, i'm not sure whether it accepts me." Or how about some warmed–over Freud: 'There shall be Me / Ego where there was It'? Instead of 'Un Chien Andalou', Bowie raised a banner on stage with the words "Open the Dog" on it, from his 1970 song 'All the Madmen' — where they took "some brain away".

Despite heaps of press coverage, it failed to click with the public.
Both reviewers and audience were deeply displeased with Bowie for refusing to reprise any of his old hits; they only felt boredom when he sang "the music is outside"; they were waiting for some ecstasy, but couldn't understand the complexity of Bowie's pain, because Bowie sacrificed articulation and emotion to an artistic concept where he remained the Master of Ceremonies.

    'New Musical Express', 25 November 1995: the show "involved all these strange neo–futuristic characters running around El Bowza's head."

Alas, his audience was expecting the authentic ecstasy that was to be expected in Rock and Pop — "authenticity" which Bowie always consciously refused to induce because its production must be felt in those perceiving the performance — the audience. The 'reality' was placed 'outside' upon the perceptor, that is the audience. But neither audience nor reviewers noticed that Bowie was indulging in parody again when he sang about Andy Warhol's yawn–inducing life, while prancing about like a puppet on cocaine: But those who move clumsily can not lie, and are therefore creating consciousness.

    In Zuerich 1996, Bowie interpreted the song 'Andy Warhol' with some lyrics from his 1983 hit 'Let's Dance', ecstatically twitching under a roof of neon light.
    Being in the first row of the audience, one still wondered why Bowie never broke into sweat while performing: Intensity noted through its lack. Presence through its absence.

    Personal note: Out of the blue in 1996, I received a phone–call from a member of a Bowie fan–club in England, and while we were chatting, realised that during those periods when Bowie was making music I liked most (1974–1976, and around 1995), he seemed to have been dabbling with the occult — the very topic I was focussed on. Eventually I started thinking about "Bowie and the Occult".
    Surprisingly I found that I could apply a grab–bag of philosophical and psychological concepts to Bowie's occultism. Before then, I had an overall impression that most of Bowie's lyrics and public actions were flim–flam and arbitrary symbols to disguise the fact that he had precious little to say, though expressed through music and performed with much style (clothes, visual images, gestures, posture, mannerisms, language): Style over content.
    Oscar Wilde: "Fashion is a form of ugliness so intolerable that we have to alter it every six months"
    Have I been wrong?

"I'm so thankful that we're strangers when we meet"

David Bowie Tarot cards 'Star', 'Lovers', 'Earth', 'Death', 'Moon', Christmas presents 1975, numerology

Bowie went into overdrive promoting his career as a painter: there was a series of self–portraits showing him aping the sinister stare of Church of Satan founder Anton LaVey; other paintings were titled 'Satan', 'Crouch', 'We Saw A Minotaur', and he made his own versions of the Rider Waite Tarot cards 'The Star', 'The Lovers', 'The World', 'Death' and 'The Moon' which he initially silk-screened by hand as Christmas presents for his friends. He chose those particular cards as a demonstration of numerology: The Star (no. XVII), The Lovers (no. VI), The World (no. XXI), Death (no. XIII), The Moon (no. XVIII) or 17+6+21+13+18=75 — 1975 being the year he painted them ...

In April 1995 Bowie had hired an art gallery (a place anyone could rent, which more usually hosted student art exhibitions) and hung his own works in it. The gloves were off: Critics called it a "vanity exhibition." One wag at the National Portrait Gallery dryly noted: "I suspect nothing very exciting of David Bowie's has ever come our way."

In late 1996 The Prince's Trust held a 'Masks' fundraiser, sending out plain white face–masks to over a thousand public figures with an invitation to paint or decorate them; the results formed an exhibition and were then auctioned for charity. Bowie's design consisted of a simple "666" stencilled on the mask's forehead, complemented by a handwritten annotation: "Your pretty face is going to hell." He arranged his mask (number 56) in a basket with a brass plaque that read "Hell Or Bust. David Bowie 1996".

David Bowie, 666, Your pretty face is going to hell, Mask 56, Hell or Bust, Prince's Trust, Royal Festival Hall, 1996

Both the release of his album '1. Outside' and his paintings turned out to be artistic flops as Bowie himself had predicted: "I think I lost my way."

It was possibly precisely the pain caused by such rejections that spurred him into renewed efforts. With all the cold–blooded efficiency of a chameleon changing colour, he cut out every part of his act that had met with audience disfavour, such as the art-ritual murder of Baby Grace Blue, while starting to perform his back–catalogue of hits again, and then (to quote Liberace) "cried all the way to the bank."
Never one to let the grass grow under his feet, Bowie plodded along doing his best at whatever came his way. A deluge of PR news releases hit the media, and already too long in the tooth to be a teen idol, he instead rummaged through his bran–tub of showbiz VIPs — Damien Hirst, David Lynch, Julian Schnabel, Dennis Hopper (riding in occult circles in the 1970s), Balthus and many more to yet again raise his public profile.

Bowie: "I have often wondered if actually being an artist in any way, in any nature, is a kind of a sign of a certain kind of dysfunction, a social dysfunctionalism anyway. It’s an extraordinary thing to want to do; to express yourself in such rarefied terms. I think it’s a loony kind of thing to want to do." [Mar. 31, 1998, Interview by Charlie Rose.]

But the context remained Gnostic: the long–planned involvement with the stock–market, the purchase of several more pieces of property — and a suddenly natural–looking (i.e. socially acceptable and aesthetically pleasing) smile. This was a kind of yogic exercise in Asana (or posture) as he adjusted his position, for both himself and his audience. Perhaps this was why he sat shoeless in a difficult yoga posture at the Zurich show on February 14th 1996 as he sang 'The Man Who Sold The World', while styling himself as re–frozen into the man who yet again "died a long long time ago." This song dated from 1970, and had already had two new versions of it, the first with Lulu, in 1973, and another in 1979 with Klaus Nomi, now with an deconstructed feel.

His live performances 'looked the business' again — they were now commercial transactions between Bowie and the audience — who got a precisely–measured dosage of ecstasy, and a look at Bowie's evolving stock–market activities, with his Ziggy Stardust songs.

David Bowie, Dead Man Walking, Joel-Peter Witkin, crucifix religious-icon mask

"Dead Man Walking" with crucifix religious–icon mask by Joel–Peter Witkin, 1997.

"Guess I'll put all my eggs in a post–modern song"

The occultist views himself as a rebel and a narcissist, who posits him or herself inside, as well as outside, the predominant culture. He understands himself as part of an elite, and endeavors to create himself anew. Lurking on the threshold of History, occultism wants to communicate its ideas to the world. It evangelizes with the ultimate aim of destroying society's standards. It strives for world dominion and compares itself to the early Christianity that had been hunted by Rome.

Today, in the worldwide circus of the images, occultism is the continuation of fashions, of habits or mannerisms on how to display oneself: pseudo–originality. The occult supermarket is universally plundered and leaves only a completely devalued treasury of total subjectivity. By picking out the pieces that appeal most to him or her out of the debris left after the breakdown of the symbolic order, the occultist's cultural reality ends up consisting of slightly differing arrangements of said pieces into signs of strict hierarchies. Normal activities one might expect in joining such a group, such as experiencing, recording and processing are curbed and one is reduced to subsistence on a diet of already fixed images that work in a consciousness dissolving way. Common occult knowledge is repackaged and sold as a new product; a juicy hamburger in a shiny new wrapping that you can buy at the mall. Defanged, neutered and essentially without much nutritional value.

Modern occultism shows itself to be a post–modern esoteric supermarket with the equivalent and equal importance it vests in a whole range of different things: cabbala, T–shirts, yoga, invocations of demons and angels, sex–magic, calendars, exorcism, drugs, religion, Gnosis, videos, scandal, gossip, postcards, philosophy and pseudo–science. Egyptian mythology is revised and all is reduced to the level of a soap–opera. To the uninformed observer occultism looks rather like a tiny group of people, similar to a Harry Potter reading circle, rejects from a renaissance fair or heavy metal fans in search of a naked high priestess.

David Bowie, RollingStone 6 June 1997

"You Rebel Rebel"

When a Mythos dies, the need for compensation grows into the infinite.

And so it happened. With a semingly golden touch, Bowie became the first human who sold his persona to the stock market (allegedly, one of the main reasons was that he wanted cash enough so he could buy some earlier mastertapes and publishing rights). One month after his 50th birthday, in February 1997, the finance boutique Fahnenstock & Co, issued Bowie Bonds on expected royalties via a firm that transfers future income into a new society. In other words, Bowie is not going public himself, otherwise he would have to reveal his financial situation.

David Bowie Bonds 1997

Included were 25 earlier records published prior to 1993. Because Bowie has kept control and all rights over his work from 1975 onwards (that is, the master tapes, despite disastrous contracts binding him until 1982; a fact which maybe also was responsible for his constant change of music styles), in one second 55 million Dollars sloshed into his bank account. Because only the second firm / society (contrary to the first) is rated, it receives better conditions than the first. So, the Bowie Bond has a repayment period of 10 years and yealds a net interest of 7,9%. This is remarkably higher than any US–government bond issue to date. Although other artists sell more CDs, the product "David Bowie" is considered to flow back one of the strongest commissions in the History of Popmusic. Income is generated especially through licensing the use of a catalogue of some 250 (330?) songs which can be played now in lifts, TV ads (e.g. Microsoft) or telephone answering machines.
This constant money flow makes the Bowie bond so strong that it received the AAA–rate from the Rating Agency Moody's due to Bowie ranking 16th amongst the top–earning entertainers in 1997. The ordinary consumer is left outside this charmed circle gazing in wonder (some in dismay), and even hardcore fans are left out: the whole stock of bonds vanished in the treasure vaults of the large British insurance conglomerate Prudential.

And The Laughing Gnostic was on the cover of the Financial Times.

    On December 28, 1999, Bowie's 'Rubber Band' from 1966 was used as background for a German TV documentary about flatulence ...
    Bowie's new songs sounded much more like his old catalogue — which sells well — rather than his post–1983 releases.

      Oddity 2002 or Proto–Heathen: For the record companies, hit singles cost the same to press as an album, the same to package, the same to ship, and the same for shops to stock and display. But when the margin on singles started to be only a quarter of the margin on an album, they decided to get rid of singles. The music department shed its stable of unproductive cash–cows in 2001. Rod Stewart, David Bowie, Sinead O'Connor and Anita Baker became victims of this new policy; in 2002, Mariah Carey and Mick Jagger were added to the list. EMI refused to consider Bowie's future songs — and as he has to repay his advances until 2007, he's forced to earn enough money for this with a new contract. Initially he announced he would be doing this on his own recording label, but in the spring of 2002 he signed up with Phillips.
      Record companies have minimum orders... and since the last Bowie album there have been a lot of changes in their distribution methods and minimum orders have increased substantially. The minimum order from Sony, who are the distributor, is UK £2500... which equates to 250 albums or 800+ singles per annum. Small dealers are being increasingly driven out of the market. The best place to buy them is probably 'CD NOW'... or Amazon. CD NOW is selling 'Heathen' for UK £8.99 inclusive of shipping. And in the UK, retailers like 'Music Zone' and 'Woolworths' have new titles for £9.99.

      Then when downloading allowed people to buy just one track, the industry had to go back to the original idea of marketing a hit song as the best promotional tool.

      Nowadays in 2022, the 'Bowie's perfect' machinery uses record companies to squeeze their cash-cow until his pips squeak. It will only stop when the last Bowie fan is six feet under.
      Their beautiful swan glides majestically across the lake, and no–one notices what once was going on under the surface: his ugly Nazi webbed feet paddling frantically through the occult mire.

    The fragmentation, the virtualisation and the mechanisation of Society have found their restless soundtrack.
    In March 2004 Moody downgraded the Bowie Bonds from A3 to Baa3 — just one notch above junk, after a lengthy review process. [Incidentally, the bonds did later recover.]

    His health problems of June 2004 forced Bowie to draw back from the stage.

    The Bowie Bonds liquidated in 2007 as originally planned, without default, and the rights to the income from the songs reverted back to him. The Bowie catalogue has been repackaged in a similar instrument (asset-backed securities) several times, since.

    In January 2013 he returned with a bang and a new CD, which signalled the greatest comeback in showbusiness history.
    In the same year, "David Bowie is" in London became the Victoria and Albert Museum's fastest–selling event ever. As he had predicted in 1971, the polymath Bowie"'s in the best selling show." ['Life on Mars?', 1971]
    The exhibition is touring internationally. Venues include: the Museum of Contemporary Art, Chicago, USA; the Martin–Gropius Bau Berlin, Germany; the Philharmonie de Paris / Cité de la Musique, Paris, France; the Australian Centre for the Moving Image (ACMI), Melbourne, Australia; the Groninger Museum, Groningen / The Netherlands; Museo d’Arte Moderna di Bologna; Warehouse TERRADA G1 Building, Tokyo; Barcelona ...
    [The exhibition shuttered permamently on July 15, 2018 but lives on as Augmented Reality mobile app (available in iOS and Android).]

    It is as if it was Bowie, touring in the flesh, and not just his clothes and memorabilia. (Some of the costumes were replicas because the originals deteriorated due to sweat and the materials they were made of).

Back to 1997.
With a renewed access of enthusiasm, Bowie did mammoth shows through Europe, appearing in a new Pierrot suit, and the red hairstyle from 1972. He performed Iggy Pop's 'Lust for Life' in a slow–motion staging, as if the extraterrestrial refugee Ziggy had finally fallen to earth, as in 'EART HL I NG', the title of his new album. Never before did Bowie have a better backing band; never before was his mood better — but neither had his ideas seemed more clever–clever, arty, and implausible. Yet from the gaping chasm that stretched between the hard–headed commercialism and Gnosticism, there now arose phoenix–like music — something lacking in all his previous tours.

Meanwhile, Bowie's involvement with masks has become mainstream and been adopted as a pose by many other musical artists, Madonna and Curt Cobain were rare in being inspired more by Bowie's Gnosis than by his hairstyles.

"But a devil at home / Come on here, woo–woo / And kiss it for me"

Like the apocalyptic 'Diamond Dogs' tour of summer 1974 (which was based on George Orwell's 'Nineteen Eighty–Four'), which had in turn inspired the bleak tone of the 'Outside' tour in the winter of 1995, the business of dealing with a death–wish was resolved for Bowie in dance–music; after the depressing summer 1974 tour, there was the 'Philly Dog' / Soul Tour in autumn 74 (his vocals clearly drug influenced were totally shattered), that culminated in Bowie's disco album 'Young Americans' in 1975.

In the spring of 1997, Bowie created a mélange of drum'n'bass and dancefloor sounds, which yet again took critics and audiences by surprise — even though he was meeting their urgent demands for something they could dance to. He shouldn't have been surprised at the bemused reaction when it was revealed to the world that he'd been doing fabric designs for Laura Ashley's latest bedroom collection (maybe similar to Andy Warhol's iconic 1966 Cow Wallpaper?).

Both of Bowie's dance tours (in late 1974 and 1997) only go to prove Bowie's inconsistency. The 1997 dance music's interminably monotonous quality bears witness to Bowie's sense of a new creative phase about to start — but simultaneously betrays and is lost in its sheer repetitiveness.

Still, Bowie's stage personæ became less androgynous, and more humorous; he bared a set of vampire fangs at his audiences, and told them to focus on him, and only him. TV interviewers and the members of his band had to play second fiddle (as always) they were a chorus present merely to react to his key–words and bizarre bon–mots, which he scattered before them with lackadaisical charm, like pearls before swine. Bowie qua Bowie no longer exists, except in the scraps of conversation he has syphoned off for re–use, or in the key–words and shards of reality he has preserved for posterity some moments ago, some books ago. He only seems interested in bits of the past, myths, guitar–noises, and the books he happens to be reading at the moment — apocalyptic platitudes. The most outlandish thing he does these days is accompanying Mick Jagger to drag–balls, going skiing at St. Moritz or Gstaad, and appearing at a photo–shoot with England's Prime Minister Tony Blair for an anti–drugs campaign. For many, Blair (PM 1997–2007) was seen as the young, hip, guitar–slinging leader of Cool Britannia, so Bowie did wear a huge pair of earplugs inscribed with the word "SEX" to this event.

"What a fantastic death abyss"

Appearing on TV talk–shows in 1997, Bowie wore carefully 'distressed' torn Pierrot costumes, and sang once more of the 'Scary Monster and Super Creep', another doggy song. On his right hand he wore a giant false rat's paw — was he being his own pied piper? The guitars screamed, and his backing band were "running scared" (and breathlessly) behind the master. On the next show he would do the same song again, but this time in a much more subdued Johnny Cash manner, strumming his guitar in a leisurely fashion and singing "she opened strange doors that we never close again." The 'Doors of Perception' is a phrase deriving from Aleister Crowley's friend Aldous Huxley as far back as 1930, and refers to an entrance to other realities opened through taking drugs. The "doors of perception" were first spoken of by William Blake. At the climax of orgasm, these doors are blasted wide open and pure apprehension of reality can be attained.

Finally deciding to work up a sweat in the hot summer of 1997, Bowie donned a red polo–neck sweater, and opened most of his gigs "immersed in Crowley's uniform" with the 1971 song about the Golden Dawn, as his thrilled audiences joined in joyfully to his words: "Don't believe in yourself / Don't deceive with belief / Knowledge comes with death's release." No one could have guessed, the eleventh Sefira Da'ath (death) would be celebrated by so many people simultaneously.

The superb live show cybercast on the Internet on October 1st 1997 was opened by Bowie with the words "I tried to sneak on, but..." immediately followed by "I'm closer to the Golden Dawn..." — was this an explanation of his enduring absence of creativity? Other shows started with the 'Supermen' from 1970 filling the Earth before recorded history began, with "Nightmare dreams no mortal mind could hold", to a riff supplied by Led Zeppelin guitarist Jimmy Page — the world's most enthusiastic private collector of Crowleyana, who contributed in 1965 to Bowie's song 'I pity the Fool'.

When Bowie says "I tried to sneak on, but ..." he was referring to was that he preferred to start the show with the light revealing him already sitting on stage, with his guitar. This specific comment at the Cybercast 97' performance simply stems from the fact that a light prematurely alerted the audience to his walking on stage and bursting into applause before Bowie theatrically could be shown to already BE there.

Sometimes he asked his audience to dance, no doubt having his 1974 lyrics in mind: "For you're dancing where the dogs decay, defecating ecstasy / Because of all we've seen, because of all we've said / We are the dead." Plato related that a wise old man said to him, "Now we are dead and in a kind of prison," matter: the gnostic prison. — Between songs Bowie spoke about Jean–Paul Sartre, and also about Heinrich Harrer (author of 'Seven Years In Tibet') because "this is the book part of the show." The ballad honouring Jean Genet / Julien Green / Iggy Pop (?) of 1972 vintage was revived as a blues number, though it still reminded everyone to "keep all your dead hair for making up underwear" — and even though this came across as more of a parody of occultism in 1997. Near the end of this live set there was a drum'n'bass ascension of Laurie Anderson's decidedly individual conception of communication 'O Superman': "Well, you don't know me, but I know you. And I've got a message to give to you... when love is gone, there's always justice."

And in the name of Justice, Bowie performed benefit concerts for children's charities, staging 'unplugged' versions of his greatest hits at schools, eventually consenting to participate in the 1997 'Children in Need' charity record of Lou Reed's 1972 song 'Perfect Day'; Bowie contributed his own dia–Gnosis with "What a Perfect Day / You made me forget myself." At this time he gave a sort of Dadaist interview about smoking cigarettes, from which unpromising topic he even managed to squeeze out a few Gnostic insights: "All life's pleasures leave you unsatisfied because you try to reach that high every time." Being a smoker among non–smokers makes him feel "like the lowest of the low...".

"I love death, the more of it the better. I think it's a good thing, heh heh heh!"

Around this time photographic portraits emerged showing Bowie with a halo and bleeding stigmata (e.g. on the cover of the 1998 bootleg "Jungle Fever"). In the autumn of 1997 he forbade his audience from dancing while doing a now somewhat jazzy version of Brel's 'My Death Waits There'. Despite constant touring, never really settling anywhere and being on stage since 1987 (the Glass Spider tour was followed by several Tin Machine tours, the Sound and Vision Tour, the Outside Tour, the Open Air Festivals) there were no signs of wear, the sound of the band was full and satisfying, the songs' arrangements became increasingly subtle, his voice stronger (albeit everything was in different keys to suit his now lower register), his mood more entertaining. His 'Always Crashing in the Same Car' (now in an unplugged version) of 1977 turned "Crowley's uniform of imagery" into "Crowley's uniform of symmetry" (October 97, live on the Internet).

Bowie's constantly reiterated expressions of ecstasy in his live performances for years on end, raise obvious questions about how genuine this ecstasy really is. Repeatedly simulating this ecstasy (having sung "Freak out in a moonage daydream oh yeah!" for the 253rd time) nurtures a suspicion that Bowie's sort of ecstasy is merely a component of his disciplined and choreographed Pierrot, expressing a depressing intensity. Bowie's Gnosis remained in the new arrangements as part of his progression, but ceased to be an isolated fragment of his identity. It always was, and still is, the persona that is called 'David Bowie' that continues to attract the attention of the world. Never mind the quality, feel the myth; that's what sells. But not everyone buys this. The well–known Viennese remixers Kruder & Dorfmeister refused to remix one of Bowie's songs in 1998, considering it to be a "waste of time."

"What's Really Happening?"

At the age of 50, David Bowie changed his views of the cut–up method for writing lyrics to his songs. Previously he'd considered this method to be a tool for determining both past and future. Now he senses no past or future either for the individual or Society at large. Everything was going too fast for him, leaving him no time to grasp or to properly and analyze the past, let alone talk of future projects. All that matters is the present. Remember how the days used to last so much longer when you were five than they do when you're fifty? Now it's not a question of going through a series of personæ or identities, but a matter of experiencing them in a completely post–modern way simultaneously: a sort of "TV karma", as he called it. By the end of 1997 Bowie expressed a desire to retire from the business, stop smoking and have another child. Of course, he retained much of his old hyperactivity, covering some cars with mirrors as a publicity stunt, constantly recording new songs, and adding his weight (not always very tastefully) to sundry projects, like Jorge Luis Borges' or Stanislaw Lem's idea of reviewing non–existant books.

Post–modernism has no aims, no original thought, no authenticity, and ultimately no authority. An eternal contiguity ties everything in with art, artistic objects, and semiotics. Everything is connected somehow with everything else: a TV series, a piece of art, a clapped–out superstar, a successful star, a line, its mirror–image, its compression. But there again, what would pop and rock be without these symbols of identification and their correspondences? What is reality without its simulation?

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"Seven Ways To Die"

Bowie always expressed interest in electronic dreams. As early as 1983, the 'Serious Moonlight' tour was organised via e–mail. In September 1998 he created 'BowieNet' on the internet ( was registered on the 6th of August, 1995): an internet service provider (ISP) for web accounts, with news, a (planned) sports news service, stock market news, a 'BowieBank', e–mail facilities and a supermarket where those interested may purchase his paintings and other memorabilia. Rarely has the music business been epitomized better than in this advertising slogan: "Buy David Bowie online, you rebel rebel". The circle had closed, for the internet itself is of course a form of virtual reality — a Gnostic world beyond this world below. This is Gnosis through Bowie as the redeemer, who brings complete and constant availability of the Bowie icon, Bowiemart. Marketing itself becomes a myth.

"Live 'til your rebirth and do what you will"

In the varieties of occultism that derive from Hinduism, fragmentation is a major theme — just as it is on the internet, and the definition of identity in post–modernism. The equality or unity between the individual and their rôle must be dissolved. Multiple or decentralised personality is the measure of post–modern knowledge. There is a form of reasoning in the association between fragments (or the fragmented perception), but there is no ultimate truth behind it. This creates room for a new myth: fiction then becomes an integral part of being real. To be one simulation among other simulations. A result of this was Bowie made into a hero in a computer game called 'Omikron, the Nomad Soul'.

Andy Warhol once predicted, "Nobody really knows you". You can be anything, even the website that you visit on the internet — eclectic creations that are tied together by the star's image and elements from and of other kinds of multimedia. These products are supposed to enhance the intimacy of the relationship between the star and fan — though they still keep you well aware of the superhuman range of Bowie's interests — as well as another closed circle he foresaw in 1971 in 'Moonage Daydream'. Here he sang of electronic dreams: "Don't fake it baby, lay the real thing on me / The Church of man, love, is such a holy place to be."
There are early versions of this song with slightly different lyrics, recorded by Bowie and his costume designer Freddi Burretti (aka Alfred Corns) who designed some of the Ziggy Stardust and Halloween Jack costumes up until 1974. This song reappeared on the live set list in 1996–97.
Electric dreams were also mentioned in the 1971 song 'Hang Onto Yourself' (closely based on the Velvet Underground, even down to the lyrics were earlier versions referred to Lou Reed's song–book) where a quintessentially Gnostic phrase is "The bitter comes out better on a stolen guitar."

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Aladdin Sane Photo by Brian Duffy

In facie legitur homo ?
In 1997 David Bowie has never tired of proclaiming himself to be the happiest person on the face of the earth, as he will soon finally become the real "David Robert Jones". Again. But can we really believe these words, and the robotic smile of this laughing gnostic, David Robot Jones? His wittiness is the sort peculiar to those surrounded by people who only tell them what they want to hear and are accustomed to having their embarassing jokes laughed at.

Though it's highly unlikely that Bowie will ever regain the god–like prominence of his prime, his influence persists.

In 1997 he tried to resuscite the Ziggy persona for a double album soundtrack for a proposed film, theatre piece and internet project to be made by himself — probably for commercial reasons as he released some BBC live recordings of the Ziggy era in 2000 — staged in front of a seated audience of solicitors, actuaries, invited fans and competition winners, plus a handful of celebrities — but there is always a waywardness in the man. Perhaps Ziggy Mk. 2 means something else again, and is a sign that Bowie plans to jettison the hard–won 'mainstream' acceptance that he had achieved over the last couple of decades. Is he getting bored again? "Their tragic endless lives could heave nor sigh / in solemn perverse serenity, wondrous beings chained to life" as he sang in the 1970 'Superman' song. Even collecting awards and personæ must get terribly monotonous after a while...

"They say he has two gods"

Bowie wondered "Can I change the channel on my TV without using the clicker?" in 1976 (entertaining anecdote between two tracks, live late 1999). Does he believe in magick? Does he think that it has any ability to affect the physical world?: "No, I think all those things merely become symbolic crutches for the negative. ... I can't become comfortable with any organised religion and I've sort of touched on all of them. I'm not looking for a faith, I dont' want to believe anything. I'm looking for knowledge" [NME 25 November 1995]. And we hear him on 'Law (Earthlings on Fire)': "I don't want knowledge / I want certainty." (1997).
Knowledge is unstable. I don't want occult signs in knowledge: I want certainty of pictures, words and things ?

Revealing that he had "problems" with Jesus Christ he also admitted that "The gods forgot that they made me / so I forget them too."

When I asked Angie Bowie in 2003 whether her ex ever said that he believed in magic, she answered: "No! Just when he was trying to scare or impress people. He said that to me once: Oh come on, I’ll show you how to astral travel... yeah, right! I saw some weird shit, but that comes from fixation and visualization, not because there was any magic involved."

Me: "Do you have reason to think that he ever got rid of occultism/said practices?"
Angie Bowie: "I don’t think he was ever involved; he’s too egotistical to put his fate in the hands of someone else." (E.g. supernatural forces.) [My interview with Angie Bowie in 2003]

"Just watch me!"

'Music Now!' in December 1969: "Do you like seeing pictures of yourself?"
Bowie: "Yes, because it means I am being seen." [Kate Simpson: "DAVID BOWIE INTERVIEW" in 'Music Now!' in December 1969.]

There is amazement at David Bowie's stamina. But does he do this so that his audience is in awe, is that the point? Does he derive self–satisfaction from all this movement? Or is his self–satisfaction born from those who appreciate him? A chameleon changes his colours when excited: Bowie changes himself to get excited. But if this were a world without cameras, what would Bowie do? Would he be inclined to do half of what he does if there was nobody watching? Does a falling Mask make a sound in a deserted forest?

And what kind of forest is this? Sean Mayes about 1978: "When David sat down later, he tucked one leg up under him and I noticed that the sole of his shoe was as clean as the day he'd bought it. OK, maybe the shoes were new, but it struck me that he hardly ever sets foot in the street. It's all hotels, limousines, sterilised airports." [Sean Mayes: "Life on tour with DAVID BOWIE", London 1999, page 20.]

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Screenshot from the 2016 video clip 'Lazarus', directed by Johan Renck.
Bowie wearing the Isolar 'On Stage' 1976 tour magazin outfit.

"Your silhouette is so stationary"
Playing with the Mudhras

Per Benedictionen YHVH Maledictus YHVH Adumbratur, Eliphas Levi, Dogma and Ritual of High Magic

Per Benedictionen YHVH Maledictus YHVH Adumbratur
Drawing in Eliphas Levi (pen name of Abbé Louis Constant, 1810–1875): "Dogme et Rituel de la Haute Magie" ("Dogma and Ritual of High Magic"), 1855. Translated by Arthur Edward Waite as "Transcendental Magic, its Doctrine and Ritual" in 1896. Many reprints.

David Bowie 1971 Andy Warhol Factory Mudhra
1971 at Andy Warhol's Factory

David David Bowie Mudhra 1976 TVC15 David Bowie Loving the Alien Playing with a Golden Dawn Mudhra

Golden Dawn Mudhra Sign of Silence also known as Sign of Hoor Paar Kraat / Harpocrates / Horus

Aleister Crowley in a Golden Dawn robe
making the Sign of Silence
(also known as Sign of Hoor Paar Kraat / Harpocrates / Horus).
Bowie in Vittel Water TV Commercial in 2003

Bowie in the Vittel Water TV Commercial in 2003
(Nestlé Waters).

Since the late 60s Bowie performed a little trademark gesture of reaching above him and then touching the ground while delivering the 'magical movement from Kether to Malkuth' line, a move that crops up in several videos.

Early use of that move by Bowie – at that time rather a Rock'n'Roll posture – appeared in 'Let me sleep beside you' for the 1969 promotional film "Love You Till Tuesday":

David Bowie magical movement from Kether to Malkuth David Bowie Kether Malkuth Let Me Sleep Beside You

David Bowie magical movement from Kether to Malkuth Fashion Ashes to Ashes Steve Strange Mick Jagger Dancing in the Streets¨

'Ashes to Ashes' [move executed by Steve Strange prancing around dressed as a nun] (1980), Mick Jagger and Bowie in the clip for 'Dancing in the Streets' (1985), 'Fashion' (1980):

Thanks to the Internet, what were previously known activities exclusive to occult secret Orders and Lodges have become part of popular culture, factual concerns shrink to the level of Web 2.0 'happenings' and second–hand opinions, knowledge becomes data–hoarding, the linear becomes interactive, and proper friendship disapears in interchangeable cyber–interaction. Occult culture becomes an audience driven by factions which fish their half–truths out in the limitless digital ocean. This McDonaldised Occultism is an arena where anything goes, a breeding–ground for conspiracy–theories where half–truths are classed as scholarly work – for example in the wholly quantitative use of data exclusive to the Internet in university dissertations and theses. This reduction of facts to hallucinatory speculations leaves no room for the controlling influence of truth, and results in an endless fragmented labyrinth of unlimited choices. Any information here will face a continuing elasticity in a process of transformation and interactive reconfiguration. In the vast catacombs of the hypertexts it is all too easy to lose a feeling for the whole; in the nebulous atmosphere that is left by an absence of such an overview, connections and continuity can disappear. Where there is hypertext, there is no context. Does this hold out the unalluring future prospect for Internet users of having to develop a robust information immunity against the infection of false information on the World Wide Web?

The numberless manifestations of multiple identity in our culture — including the creation of Internet personæ — contribute to an over–all confirmation of traditional unitary theories of identity, and support the post–modern Weltanschauung. There are relevant metaphors for this running through informationscience, psychology, children's games, literature, advertising, biology, medicine (you can now do a virtual frog–dissection), mass culture and of course Occultism. The principle of the 'embodied artificial intelligence' is well–known, and used as a paradigm in physics, information technology, biology, and behavioural science — there are already primitive artificial 'beings' that can move independently, co–operate, organise, and evolve. Never has the gap between high culture and mass (or consumer) culture been so narrow. What is visible doesn't have to allude to the concealed; existence doesn't have to allude to essence, nor the signifier to the signified. We are living in an electronic version of Oscar Wilde's disguise, where "the true secret of the world is the visible and not the invisible."

The question of the apparent visible and the hidden visible that affects the experience of reality obsesses occultists, artists, philosophers and many thinkers.

But what disadvantages does the post–modern bring with it? Will a constant leaping from one subject to another in a world tied to immediacy and simultaneity erase any consciousness of history? The post–modern individual's passivity and immobility goes hand in hand with an increasing need for ever stronger stimuli. Occultists remain trapped in an inner world of moods, feelings, and imaginations. This private world gets overemphasized and results in a lack of identity. Nothing remains but a dwindling whimper for attention.

And meanwhile, Cabbala became the new religion of Hollywood, as stars like Madonna, Guy Ritchie, Britney Spears, Gwyneth Paltrow, Elizabeth Taylor, Barbra Streisand, Mick Jagger, Jerry Hall, Demi Moore, Asthon Kutcher and diva du jour Roseanne Barr took up what had previously been a highly recondite subject.

Lady Gaga performing the Kether to Malkuth gesture at the David Bowie Tribute held at the 58th GRAMMY Awards at the Staples Centre in Los Angeles, February 15th, 2016

Lady Gaga performing the Kether to Malkuth gesture at the David Bowie Tribute held at the 58th GRAMMY Awards at the Staples Centre in Los Angeles, February 15th, 2016.

Why Bowie is better than God

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  1. We know for certain that David exists.
  2. David has cooler clothes; God's billowing robes are just so passe.
  3. David is less prone to smiting sinners (a definite plus).
  4. If you hear God's voice in your head, you're probably crazy.
  5. If you hear Bowie's voice in your head, you may be crazy, but at least you have something to sing along to.
  6. David looks better naked than God does. (Conclusion based on appearances in "The Man Who Fell To Earth" and the uncensored "China Girl" video)
  7. God couldn't tease his hair that high, even during the 80's.
  8. God can't play the guitar.
  9. David has better shoes.
  10. David is richer.
  11. David is still attractive.
  12. God probably looks like Mick Jagger or Keith Richards by now.
  13. Going to a Bowie concert is a lot more fun than church.
  14. God doesn't paint his toenails.
  15. God's too uptight.
  16. People don't corner you at malls to tell you that "Bowie loves you."
  17. David looks better in a dress.

David Bowie Laughing Gnostic Anik Blaise Portrait ecriture voix gestes main astral visage

"David Bowie. Un portrait par l'écriture, la voix, les gestes, la main, le thème astral et le visage". Etudes Réunis par Anik Blaise. Paris 1984, page 111.

"Regardons David Bowie sourire. Les commissures des lèvres ne sont pas remontées, ou à peine ; les mâchoires restent fermées, souvent les lèvres aussi ; les yeux se plissent mais pas toujours ; le regard s‘oriente en général vers la gauche et les sourcils restent statiques.
Tout se passe comme si David Bowie imitait le sourire humain, se contentant de montrer les dents et de fermer un peu les yeux."

"L'homme qui ne sait pas sourire — 1979"

"Look at David Bowie's smile. The corners of the lips are not raised, or just barely so ; the jaws remain closed, as often are the lips ; the eyes squint, but not always ; the stare is directed generally to the left and the eyebrows remain static.
Everything happens as if David Bowie imitated the human smile, settled for just showing teeth and closing the eyes a little."

"The man who does not know how to smile — 1979"

"Now I leave them all in the never never land"
The World Starman Jones Made

Robert A. Heinlein: "Starman Jones", New York 1953.
Cover by Clifford Geary.
Robert A. Heinlein, Starman Jones, New York 1953, Cover by Clifford Geary

Philip K. Dick: "The World Jones Made", New York 1956. Philip K Dick The World Jones Made ACE Books New York 1956

According to, in toto Bowie performed live the following songs with occult connotations:

  • 'Station to Station': 365 times.
  • 'Breaking Glass': 314 times.
  • 'Quicksand': 146 times.
  • 'The Supermen': 100 times.
  • 'Oh! You Pretty Things': 34 times.

Lisa Robinson: "Are you doing it for the money?"
Bowie: "Good lord, of course I am."

Robinson: All this wide–eyed innocence, all this chance stuff — it doesn't convince me one bit. [...] A laugh, by the way, is a performance. The eyes flash, the head is artfully tossed back, the grin is lovely. It is then that I notice the teeth. [...] I had no desire to find the real David Bowie. I fully accept that he is whoever he wants to be at the moment, and adapts totally to whoever he's talking to. [Lisa Robinson: "The first synthetic rock star. There is no other", in 'New Musical Express' March 6, 1976.]

Two oblique factors meander through his life and work: change and absence of presence. The more charming Bowie appears on stage, the more detached he seems. The more enthused he seems to be in his always fabricated interviews (that is, manipulating acts although he never quite mastered his acting) the less convincing he is. In the movies and music videos he is an unnatural seeming thespian. When dancing, he looks like a controlled stage actor, a dreadful mime. Whenever he laughs, there’s a whiff of unease and awkwardness in the air.

Is there a moment of self–effacement for Bowie?

Even his pretty lightweight fascination with the occult or fascism hints at unfathomable depths where doubts lurk as to whether they were tapped for inspiration or were ideas haunting him. Whether they remain tendentious poses, mannerisms or expression of true interest, Bowie plays fast and loose with facts and anecdotes.
"I was young, fancy free, and Tibetan Buddhism appealed to me at that time. I thought, ‘There’s salvation.’ It didn’t really work. Then I went through Nietzsche, Satanism, Christianity ... pottery, and ended up singing. It’s been a long road." [Bowie interviewed by Ellen DeGeneres, 'Ellen Show' broadcast 23 April, 2004.]

Are Bowie's masks chiefly not what they represent but what they transform, that is, what he chooses not to represent?
Is the allure to transformation even more powerful than the transformation itself?
Is his real self precisely what is excluded from reality (an amalgam of the symbolic and imaginary)?
Is the truest artist the most feigning? Faut–il mentir pour être vrai? [Jean Cocteau]
When the truth is also just a mask? Bowie: "Part of my entertaining factor is lying to you." [Steven Lippman opens up his 2003 diaries. "Doors Opening: Making Reality with David Bowie".]

"Hello, I'm David Bowie and you're not!"

Hello, I'm David Bowie and you're not

'No1', #4 London April 1987.
Press Conference 20.3.1987, London Music Hall Theatre .
"Week In The Presence Of Bowie".

"'Hello, I'm David Bowie and you're not!'"

Journalist of 'No1', #4 (Karen Swayne?): "Bowie is nothing if not an accomplished arch manipulator and he even had the nerve to pull out a list of his own questions, all of which the press duly asked."

Identities are fragile: "the enemy is fragile" screams Bowie on a "1. Outside"–prequel ["The Leon Suites" recorded in 1994, a concept album about "The golden boy with a lion’s heart / The boy who lives outside / An urchin among immortals" rejected by record companies as uncommercial]. David Robert Jones is his own gnostic ventriloquist and performing poodle and breaks again the hollow bridge between the real and unreal.

"I saw myself become something unrecognisable, a monster. And if you are imaginative, it does strike home very hard and leave lots of very definite impressions, indelible images, enigmatic little corners, nooks and crannies with shadows in them that will haunt you for a lifetime.... I was being threatened by my own characters, feeling them coming in on me and grinning at me [his face reddens maniacally], saying 'We're gonna take you over completely!'" [Timothy White: "TURN AND FACE THE STRANGE", 'Crawdaddy', February 1978.]

His audience are not shallow, they realise that "Bowie is" art's filthy lesson: it is all pretence and you shouldn't fall for it, that signs aren't given a definitive meaning, that they constantly change depending on the context, that they can be meant seriously or function on a trivial level.

What finally is at stake in the interaction/realm between the arsenal of musical performers/their performances and the audience / listeners is also the latter's identity. So Bowie on June 15, 2002: "Question I wanna ask is: Who do you want ME to BE? – And question I wanna ask you is: Who do I want YOU to be?" ['David Bowie Live by Request A&E', New York, June 15, 2002.]
He carried it about as far as Lewis Carroll had done, when Alice said of the Red King, "He was part of my dream, of course — but then I was part of his dream, too!"

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Does a void in a center lead to its loss?

Bowie's work seems to be based on an essential emptiness, a black hole, a black star. There is nothing really there except a plurality of systems and signs. Many years before his rise to fame he actually failed his singing audition with the BBC. "A singer devoid of personality," was the verdict of one of the broadcasting judges in November 1965. "Singer not particularly exciting. Routine dull," another one said. "The singer is a cockney type but not outstanding enough," one of the judges remarked. "Amateur sounding vocalist who sings wrong notes and out of tune," someone else noted.

Simon Napier–Bell (manager): "I was phoned one day by someone I didn't know, who introduced himself as a manager with a hot act. This was Ralph Horton, who was managing David Bowie and the Lower Third. Horton said he needed an established co–manager to work with him to realise the act's potential. I went to meet him at his flat in Pimlico. In the corner of the room there was a not particularly attractive young man who I'd never seen before. Ralph introduced him as David and said he was going to be a superstar. He said if I agreed to jointly manage, I could have sex with him. The sheer sleaziness of the proposal (not to mention the grubbiness of the flat in which the proposal was being made) was enough to make me run — which I did. [...] When Ralph Horton suggested the deal, Bowie didn't exactly interrupt to stop him. So presumably he was in on what was being offered."
[Dylan Jones: "David Bowie. A Life." London 2017, p. 29.]

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But has anyone ever really had him by the short and curlies?

Bowie: "I'm probably after, firstly, reaction. If I don't get reaction, then a piece has failed, as far as I'm concerned. If a thing is booed into the ground, then that is a reaction, and I just want it to have a reaction."
[Charles Shaar Murray: "GAY GUERILLAS & PRIVATE MOVIES", in 'NEW MUSICAL EXPRESS', February 24, 1973]

Is it all verbiage? "It was all just talk," said the guitarist. "He is what he reads and at that time in his life, he was reading so much bullshit. We're both kind of preachy. I'm more preachy on the religious side, he's more an expounder of information. He'll pick a subject no one knows anything about and expound on it for about an hour so that you're not interrupted. Those types of conversation — Nazism, the baroque, architecture of the turn of the century — that's David talking. I don't put too much weight on any of that; he likes to talk." [Carlos Alomar, in David Buckley and Danny Eccleston: "THAT OLD BLACK AND WHITE MAGIC", in 'Mojo', September 2016.]

"He would talk for ages, interminably. Terrible monologues. When I say terrible I mean impossibe to understand, and actually I think it was him talking to himself. And then that was it really. He did that to people. I'm sure you're aware that he did that to people. He just dropped them. And then moved on to somebody else, something else." [Hanif Kureishi, writer of "Buddha Of Suburbia", London 1990. Soundtrack by David Bowie for the BBC four–part television serial in 1993. In Dylan Jones: "David Bowie. A life". London 2017, 380.]

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"One thing I do is fabricate a personality for a stage. I was never a rock'n'roll singer. I was clumsy as rock'n'roll singer but I do have a certain penchant for fabricating a character and portraying a cold, unemotional feeling." [Chris Charlesworth: "David Bowie: Ringing The Changes", in 'Melody Maker', March 13th, 1976.]

"I feel like an actor when I'm onstage, rather than a rock artist," […] "I very rarely have felt like a rock artist. I don't think that's much of a vocation, being a rock & roller." Timothy Ferris: "I Refuse to Be Thought of as Mediocre", in 'Rolling Stone Magazine' 79, April 1st, 1971.

'Can’t Help Thinking About Me' was an early single of 1965. "I don’t know who I am" Bowie sings, almost forty years later, on his record in 2013, now an English Man in New York.

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If there was a specific meaning (if any at all) in Bowie's lyrics, interviews, and his antics, it was only one among many in the many echos in the labyrinth of all meanings where all meanings are open to equally valid interpretations that extend beyond the small sphere of one reading. Bowie himself never gave one singular meaning or interpretation either, on the contrary, Bowie always contradicted himself and left all meanings open and usually un–ended.
According to Roland Barthes, the death of the author means the birth of the reader.
It's a bit like St Thomas Aquina's theory of understanding: each thing is received according to what one wishes to understand.

Some of his readers (or listeners) interpretations might have (and still might) seem scurrilous or ridiculous, some will strongly oppose each other, the Bowie Police a.k.a. his fans discuss among themselves every gesture, "experts" and journalists every enigmatic result of a line that resulted from using the cut–up method... And its no surprise, they can all be proven with reference to a song–lyric, an interview or a cryptic statement that some Bowie–aficionado might have heard or even overheard somewhere or even dreamed up. There is no knowledge of an original meaning, and we do not know whether there is a double perspective. We cannot prove the authority of one version over another version by reference to one text or photo itself.
There is no reading / listening, however absurd it may seem, which can be dismissed. Bowie left no single controlling influence of truth or concrete fact which would let all interpretations stand in an endless fragmented labyrinth of unlimited choices. Any information will face a continuing elasticity in a process of transformation and interactive reconfiguration.

We need interpretative strategies to zigzag through the realms of interpretations. Bowie's own meanings (if at all) can be accepted or rejected, his fans interpretations might be mocked, and the "experts" and journalists deep analyses might be exposed as just another reading, they however remain only a basic framework for a variety of meanings.
No readings are valid, and all readings are valid.

"I've no control / It's all deranged / I can't believe I've no control / It's all deranged." ['No Control', 1995]

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January 10 2016 — David Robert Jones died after a 18 month battle with liver cancer. He had released his 25th studio album 'Blackstar' on Friday, January 8. The album was released on his 69th birthday.

In accordance with Bowie’s wishes, there was no funeral held for him. Instead, his close family scattered his ashes following a Buddhist ceremony on the Indonesian island of Bali.

He left an estate worth as much as $100 million to his wife Iman Muhammid Abdulmadjid (CEO / Founder of IMAN Cosmetics, Designer of IMAN Global Chic/HSN and IMAN Home fabrics) and his two children (Little Tonshi Mountain near Woodstock in the Catskills was left to Alexandria, the 15 year old daughter he had with Iman whom he married in 1992. Duncan Jones, Bowie's son from his first marriage with Angie Barnett Bowie, got the same 25% share as his half sister in the rest of the musician's residual estate. Iman received the other 50% of his estate plus all of his other real estate, including their apartment in SoHo on Lafayette Street and homes around the world). Bowie also left $2 million and his shares in a company called Possum Inc. to his long time personal assistant, Corinne Coco Schwab, and $1 million to Marion Skene of Switzerland (she was to die in 2017), who was his older child's nanny.

In November 2016, the family sold Bowie's (strangely conservative) art collection for cumulative sale proceeds of £32,906,250 at Sotheby's. They only kept artworks that are "of particular significance".

Aladdin Sane Kabuki Mask

Gnostic Imagery "lay rotting on the slimy thoroughfare"

You can manipulate every word and every symbol in order to squeeze out qabbalistic and gnostic information to suit any desired result or to suit any explanation for any application.
Do it with style.

In Bowie's song lyrics, qabbalah, occultism and nostalgia appear as assertions of an aesthetic impression, even as a collection of endlessly combinable cultural links (exquisite corpses via the cut–up technique). They seem to just fit together, but even when they do not quiet gel together, there are still the creative witnesses / perceptors.

Bowie created an atmosphere of cultural smoke and mirrors quite accidentally in which his audience was invited to explore its limits and to view themselves as pioneers in the search for the next release of correlations, junctions or links and their own transitional stages of associations.

So, only islands of sense arise in a sea of reference currents, and these are often only quotations, borrowed and built on phrases, or pure rhetoric.

The flood of words no longer conveys content, but only its incomprehensibility.

Often, however, it seems that sensibility can run into an empty void. Creativity, is under suspicion here, is therefore quiet often less the solution than the problem.

"The minutes fall and the demons find their ways unencumbered, half dead, poisoned by their own fatal art." 'The Leon Suite', 1994, not yet published.

  • 'Bars Of The County Jail', 1965: "I rode a horse through many a town but the devil rode me down to the ground ... But the father was shot and his gold was stoled and now I'm the devil's man"
  • 'Can't Help Thinking About Me', 1966: "Remember when we used to go to church on Sundays"
  • 'Did You Ever Have a Dream', 1966: "It's a very special knowledge that you got", ..."astral flights". This song ends with the sound of a 'Breaking Glass'.
  • 'Silly Boy Blue', 1966: "Preacher takes the school ... Child of Tibet, you're a gift from the sun Reincarnation of one better man, The homeward road is long You've left your prayers and song"
  • 'Threepenny Pierrot', 1967 (the forthcoming threepenny gnostic): "Pockets of gladness, gay time eyes / Comical hero, Threepenny Pierrot / ... / Pierrot takes the stage to play for all"
  • 'The Laughing Gnome', 1967: the pierrot personæ "David Bowie" and "Mick Jagger" who will "earn" them "lots of money"
  • 'When I'm Five', 1967: "I saw a photograph of Jesus and I asked him if he'd make me five"
  • 'The Mask', a pantomime of ca. 1968
  • 'Ching–A–Ling' 1968: "While stepping through a heaven's eye / Two lover souls we spied"
  • 'Ragazzo Solo, Ragazza Sola': "C'è un angelo, un angelo"
  • 'Unwashed and Somewhat Slightly Dazed', 1969: "I'm a phallus ..."
  • 'Cygnet Committee', 1969: "I bless you madly ... They drained my very soul dry ... where all is God and God is just a word"
  • 'Memory of a Free Festival', 1969: "It was God's land ... It was Heaven ... We touched the very soul"
  • 'The Width Of A Circle', 1970: "And the prayers were small and yellow ... For I realized that God's a young man too ... When God did take my logic for a ride ... He said 'You'll never go down to the Gods again'"
  • 'Saviour Machine', 1970: "They called it the Prayer, its answer was law"
  • 'After All', 1970: "Do what you wilt", 1970
  • 'Holy Holy', recorded 1970, sexmagick: "Slowly, we get too good and too holy / Helping one another, just a righteous brother"
  • 'The Man who sold the World', 1970
  • 'The Supermen', 1970: "The supermen would walk in file / Guardians of a loveless isle / And gloomy browed with superfear their tragic endless lives / Could heave nor sigh / In solemn, perverse serenity, wondrous beings chained to life / Strange games they would play then / No death for the perfect men / Life rolls into one for them / So softly a supergod cries / Where all were minds in uni–thought / Power weird by mystics taught"
  • 'I'm Tired Of My Life', 1970: "I don't know why, but I'm tired of my mind / Pain is over me, overloading"
  • 'Oh, You Pretty Things!', 1971: "You gotta make way for the homo superior". There is a reference to Edward Bulwer–Lytton's occult novel "The Coming Race" of 1871
  • 'Eight Line Poem' from 1971: "But the key to the city / Is in the sun that pins the branches to the sky." There are many cities used in ceremonial magic rituals. It can be Heliopolis, the Sun City, or The City of Sleep, or Athens
  • 'Quicksand', 1971: "I'm closer to the Golden Dawn immersed in Crowley's uniform", "Knowledge comes with death's release", "I'm not a prophet or a stone age man / Just a mortal with the potential of a superman / I'm living on / I'm tethered to the logic of Homo Sapien / Can't take my eyes from the great salvation / Of bullshit faith". Again on Bowie's set list in 1997 as the opener, sometimes after the drum'n'bass part, with one slightly changed lyric line regarding Aleister Crowley's earlier "uniform of imagery" which now turned into a "uniform of symmetry"
  • 'Holy Holy', 1971: "I don't want to be an angel, just a little bit evil ... Feel the devil in me"
  • 'Sweet Head', 1971: "Till there was rock, you only had God"
  • 'Looking For A Friend', 1971: "God help all you ladies ... May the devil take all you men"
  • 'Bombers': "Except a man dear Lord who looked like you"
  • 'White Light, White Heat' from The Velvet Underground (Lou Reed), allegedly inspired by theosophist Alice Bailey's 1934 book "A Treatise on White Magic": "White light, White light goin' messin' up my mind
    White light, and don't you know its gonna make me go blind
    White heat, aww white heat it tickle me down to my toes
    White light, Ooo have mercy white light have it goodness knows
    White light, White light goin' messin' up my brain
    White light, Aww white light its gonna drive me insane
    White heat, Aww white heat it tickle me down to my toes
    White light, Aww white light I said now goodness knows, do it"
  • 'My Death waits there', 1972 (lyrics by Jacques Prévert and sung by Jacques Brel; again on the live set list in 1995 and in 1997, then introduced with "No dancing!") This song contains the unique lines: "My death waits there between your thighs" and "Angel or devil, I don't care" (on the live set already in 1970–73)
  • 'It Ain't Easy', 1971: "It ain't easy to get to heaven when you're going down ... With the help of the good Lord ... We can all pull on through"
  • 'Moonage Daydream': "The church of man, love, is such a holy place to be"
  • 'Hang On To Yourself': "Praying to the light machine"
  • 'We are the Dead', 1974: "For you're dancing where the dogs decay, defecating ecstasy / Because of all we've seen, because of all we've said / We are the dead ... Heaven's on the pillow, its silence competes with hell"
  • 'Who can I be now?', 1974: "But even in my life I knew you found your sight / And nothing would be quite the same / Please help me / Who can I be now? You found me / Who can I be? Fell apart, you found me / Now can I be now? You found me / Now can I be real? ... Up in heaven, any angel writes a special game to play"
  • 'It's gonna be me', 1974:"Come back, my babe..Be holy again ... When that angel stuck in my mind"
  • 'It's Hard To Be A Saint In The City' (albeit from Bruce Springsteen), 1974: "Devil appeared to me like Jesus through the steam in the street"
  • 'Somebody Up There Likes Me', 1975: "He's everybody's token, on everybody's wall ... Blessing all the papers, thanking one and all ... He's so divine, his soul shines ... His ever loving face smiles on the whole human race ... He's got his eye on your soul, his hand on your heart ... Keep your eyes on your soul, keep your hand on your heart ... Soul shine (Ooh–ooh) ... So divine"
  • 'Station to Station' ("from Kether to Malkuth"), 1976, again on the live set list of summer 2000)
  • 'Word On A Wing', 1976: "Don't have to question everything in heaven or hell ... Lord, I kneel and offer you my word on a wing, And I'm trying hard to fit among your scheme of things ... Lord, lord, my prayer flies like a word on a wing ... Does my prayer fit in with your scheme of things?"
  • 'TVC15', 1976: "Maybe if I pray every, each night I sit there pleading"
  • 'Joe The Lion', 1977: "You can buy God it's Monday"
  • 'Peace on Earth', 1977: "I pray my wish will come true"
  • 'Beauty And The Beast' 1977: "Someone fetch a priest ... Thank god heaven left us"
  • 'African Night Flight', 1978, released 1979: "Seemed like another day I could fly into the eye of God on high"
  • 'I Pray, Olé', 1979: "I hope to God you're still here ... It's a God eat God world"
  • 'Look Back In Anger', 1979: "The speaker was an angel"
  • 'It's No Game', 1979: "No more free steps to heaven ... Just walkie–talkie — heaven or hearth"
  • 'Ashes to Ashes', 1980: "hung out in heaven's high: hitting an all time low"
  • 'Baal's Hymn', recorded 1981, released 1982 [lyrics by the 18 years old Bertolt Brecht]. 'The Drowned Girl': "It happened quite slowly that she gently slipped from God's thoughts"
  • 'Under Pressure', 1981: "Pray tomorrow takes me higher"
  • 'Ricochet', 1983: "Turn the holy pictures so they face the wall ... Sound of the devil breaking parole"
  • 'Modern Love', 1983: "Church on time — puts my trust in god and man ... God and man — no confessions ... God and man — no religion"
  • 'Shake It', 1983: "I could take you to heaven ... I could spin you to hell"
  • 'Loving the Alien', 1985, a diatribe against organised religion — the video shows Bowie walking on water, finding blood in a font and burning as a Templar. "But if you pray all your sins are hooked upon the sky ... Prayers they hide the saddest view ... And your prayers they break the sky in two"

    David Bowie Loving the Alien Templar

  • 'That's Motivation', 1986: "Presenting your soul ... Welcome to the world of your dreams, ... Where you can be what you want ... Commit horrible sins ... and get away with it ... Lust ... Gluttony ... Pride ... Anger ... Sloth ... Avarice ... And jealousy"
  • 'Zeroes', 1987: "Hell it's only 'cause you're true / Someone outtimed my heart / Stopping and preaching and letting love in / You are my moon, you are my sun / Heaven knows what you are / Tonight the Zeroes are singing for you"
  • 'Time Will Crawl', 1987: "I could not take on the church"
  • 'Julie', 1987: "My soul is on the line ... And I know that if there's a God above"
  • 'Glass Spider', 1987: "But you've seen who's in heaven. Is there anyone in hell"
  • 'Never Let Me Down', 1987: "When I needed soul revival I called your name"
  • 'Shining Star (Makin' My Love)', 1987: "Someone to pray for, till I met you"
  • 'Bus Stop', 1989: "I'm a young man at odds with the Bible, But I don't pretend faith never works, When we're down on our knees, Prayin' at the bus stop ... God never laughs at my jokes"
  • 'I can't read', 1989 (gloomy version 1997) "I don't care which shadow gets me ... Money goes to money heaven ... Bodies go to body hell")
  • 'Sacrifice Yourself', 1989: "God could detonate him ... God's the one we pick to curse us ... Don't sacrifice yourself"
  • 'Heaven's In Here', 1989: "Crucifix hangs an' my heart's in my mouth"
  • 'Pretty Pink Rose', 1990: "It's a Christian code"
  • 'A Big Hurt', 1991: "You were a saint abroad but a devil at home"
  • 'You Belong In Rock 'N Roll', 1991: "Just the twinkling lights of heaven"
  • 'Lucy Can't Dance', 1993: "Now you're looking for God in exciting new ways ... I say trust Him at once which is something these days"
  • 'Jump They Say', 1993: "They say he has two gods"
  • 'Untitled No. 1', 1993: "Jesus, up here, hear me, I, up–up–up ??"
  • 'Pallas Athena', 1993: "God is on top of it all"
  • 'The Wedding Song', 1993: "Angel for life ... Heaven is smiling down"
  • 'Strangers When We Meet', 1993: "No peachy prayers"
  • 'Dead Against It', 1993: "She talked to God"
  • 'Sex and the Church', 1993: "there is a union / between the flesh and the spirit / It's sex and the church"
  • "The minutes fall and the demons find their ways unencumbered, half dead, poisoned by their own fatal art." 'The Leon Suite', 1994, not yet published.
  • 'A Small Plot Of Land', 1995: "Poor soul ... And prayer can't travel so far these days"
  • 'I'm Deranged', 1995: "It's the angel–man"
  • 'No Control', 1995: "Don't tell God your plans"
  • 'Hurt', 1995 (lyrics by Trent Reznor): "I hurt myself today to see if I still feel, I focus on the pain, the only thing that's real"
  • 'Telling Lies', 1996: "Gasping for my resurrection". This was the first single released by a major recording artist via the World Wide Web.
  • 'O Superman', 1982 (lyrics by Laurie Anderson; on the live set list 1997): "Well, you don't know me, but I know you. And I've got a message to give to you ... when love is gone, there's always justice"
  • 'Perfect Day', 1972 (lyrics by Lou Reed; version 1997): "What a perfect day, you made me forget myself"
  • 'Seven Years In Tibet', 1997: "I praise to you nothing ever goes away"
  • 'Dead Man Walking', 1997: "There's not even a demon in Heaven or Hell / Is it all just human disguise / As I walk down the aisle"
  • 'New Angels of Promise', 1999: "New Angels of promise / We despair / We are the dead dreams"
  • 'Seven', 1999: "The Gods forgot they made me / So I forgot them too / I listen to their shadows / I play among their graves"
  • 'The Pretty Things are going to Hell', 1999: "But the pretty things are going to hell. Well / I am a drug / I am a dragon / ... / I found the secrets / I found gold /... / What is eternal / What is damned"
  • '5.15 The Angels have Gone', 2002: "All of my life / Angels have gone" ["5.15" was Henry Hall's BBC Dance Orchestra announcement from 1932 on, who, at 5.15 each week day gathered a huge following: "Five Fifteen RA-RA-RA! B-B-C-Dance-Or-Ches-Tra!"]
  • 'Sunday', 2002: "This is our number / All my trials Lord will be remembered / Everything has changed"
  • 'Looking for Water', 2003: "But I lost God in a New York minute / Don't know about you but my heart's not in it"
  • 'The Next Day', 2013: "They can work with satan while they dress like the saints / They know God exists for the devil told them so"
  • 'The Informer', 2013: "I've got major questions about the lord above, about Satan below, about the way we love"

    On page 27 in the lyrics booklet of the Japanese disc version of the album 'The Next Day', 2013, in the small print that follows the lyrics for 'I'll Take You There' among the Japanese text there are the mysterious English words: "The Magicians / The Magician King" written by Tomoya Kumagai. This translation is provided by Eri Wilde:
    * Is this Lev Grossman, the novelist / book reviewer known for 'CODEX', 'The Magicians', 'The Magician King', etc.? His wife is also a novelist / the faculty of Princeton University, Sophie Gee.
    David Bowie, The Next Day, I'll Take You There, The Magicians, The Magician King
  • 'Blackstar', 2015: "... stands a solitary candle ... at the centre of it all" may be a hint that refers to Aleister Crowley's Star Sapphire ritual, his Thelemic version of the Holy Hexagram: "In the centre, let him give the L.V.X. signs." — L.V.X. stands for the Latin word for Light. The Holy Hexagram references the decent from Kether to Malkuth — "Plunge from the height, O God, and interlock with Man! Plunge from the height, O Man, and interlock with Beast [that is, matter]!" Crowley: "The Book of Lies", chapter 36 and 69, London 1912 (1913?).
    And again 'The Hanged Man' Tarot card, Bowie: "We were born upside–down (I'm a starstar) / Born the wrong way 'round (I'm not a white star, I'm a blackstar)". In Christian context, the Apostle Saint Peter was crucified upside down, etcetera, etcetera.

  • "... as the last few corpses ..."

    Tarot Card


     0  THE FOOL

    David Bowie (67) + Toy (2000/2021)


    Space Oddity (69)


    The Metrobolist / The Man Who Sold The World (70)


    Hunky Dory (71)


    The Rise and Fall of Ziggy Stardust and the Spiders from Mars (72)


    Aladdin Sane (73)

     6  THE LOVERS

    Pinups (73)


    Diamond Dogs (74)

     8  JUSTICE

    The Gouster / Young Americans (75)

     9  THE HERMIT

    Station To Station (76)

    10  FORTUNE

    Low (77)

    11  STRENGTH

    ‘Heroes’ (77)


    Lodger (79)

    13  DEATH

    Scary Monsters (And Super Creeps) (80)


    Let's Dance (83)

    15  THE DEVIL

    Tonight (84)

    16  THE TOWER

    Never Let Me Down (87)

    17  THE STAR

    Black Tie White Noise (93)

    18  THE MOON

    Buddha Of Suburbia (93)

    19  THE SUN

    1. Outside (The Diary Of Nathan Adler Or The Art-Ritual Murder Of Baby Grace Blue. A Non-Linear Gothic Drama Hyper-Cycle) (95) [+ The Leon Suite ? (94)]


    EART HL I NG (97)

    21  THE WORLD

    'hours ...' (99)

    Heathen (2002)
    Reality (2003) ==> health problems in 2004
    The Next Day (2013)
    Blackstar (2016)

    Heathen (02): Tarot card contribution according to Aleister Crowley who altered the traditional numbering starting with the card 0. Thus, the phrase on the track "Sunday" (on 'Heathen'): "for in truth, it's the beginning of an end ... and nothing has changed, everything has changed."
    Or as journalist George Tremlett put it in 1997, who first met Bowie in 1964: "What he writes about now he talked about then." [George Tremlett: "David Bowie, Living On The Brink", London 1997, page 13.]
    Put another way: an arsenal of sentences without really saying anything?

    Weicher Umbruch, Andrea Münch, Markus Läubli, The New Tarot, Rider White Tarot, David Bowie, The Lovers. Zürich 2019,

    Weicher Umbruch, Andrea Münch, Markus Läubli:
    The New Tarot, based upon the Rider White Tarot
    David Bowie, The Lovers.

    Zürich 2019,

    I wish I could swim, like the doll things, like doll things can swim

    January 2013: Has anyone noticed the bag at Bowie's feet in the 'Where Are We Now?'–video (at min 03:01) that says 'Thank You For Shopping With Us'?

    David Bowie Archive, T-Shirt, H&M, © 2012 Steve Schapiro — Under license to optive marketing, inc. The Tree of Life

    The David Bowie ArchiveTM, T–Shirt, H&M, © 2012 Steve Schapiro — Under license to optive marketing, inc.
    Made in Bangladesh.
    The Tree of Life.

    David Bowie Meowie at Tally Weijl

    Shopping for Girls:
    Meowie at Tally Weijl

    David Bowie Toys For Kids Children David Bowie M&M

    When I'm Five
    [Source of compilation: Various sales platforms on the internet, harvested in 2021–2022]

    Bowie merchandise:

    "We claimed the very source of joy ran through"

    As the regular, commercial Bowie recordings mainly mirror the marketing strategies of his producers and record–companies, I have based this article mostly on bootleg recordings of his live concerts, or on studio recordings that were never released commercially. I feel that artists tend to express themselves more freely on stage (even though stage performances are the main source of income for many musicians), as opposed to when the artist is being supervised in a recording–studio by a producer with an eye on the market–place. So for legal reasons, I obviously cannot reproduce the exact sources for most of the material used herein. My advice to the interested reader is to listen to as many Bowie records as possible!

    David Bowie Occult Gnosis Gnostic Books

    I first heard David Bowie [singing 'The Laughing Gnome'] at the age of 13 on the radio in 1972 and since 1976 have been to several Bowie events. I never met or contacted him and never tried to, even when he was very easily approachable on the streets of Zurich or in local cafés and venues (Café Schober, Café Adler, Kronenhalle, Volkshaus, Ugly, Pantera, at the flea market or the public swimming pool in Seebach), or in real–time chatrooms.

    Even if I had got in touch, what good would have come out of talking to a replicant or with a construct? Most likely I'd have been given the runaround with a maze of manufactured and faintly ridiculous scurrilities and shibboleths: fragmented monologues for effect and shock, motivated by his faux intellectual or embarrassing buddy–budddy characters, laughing at his own terminally unfunny jokes, exaggerating for comedic effect: simulated deep-talk for the cigarette afterwards?
    Whatever else Bowie was, no matter how much camouflage he employed, by own admission he was rarely very original or insightful.

    David Bowie — Hallenstadion Zuerich Switzerland — Samstag Saturday 17 April 1976 — Good News

    David Bowie arrested 1976 03 29 mugshot

    But in 2003 I did have a series of lengthy and detailed conversations with his former wife, Angie, who was an important witness to the peculiar period in question. She was close to him from 1969 to 1974; they were married from 1970 until divorcing in 1980. Some say that without her drive, ideas, and ambitions for her husband, Bowie would have got nowhere. She didn't write his songs, nor did she go on stage and perform with him. But she had a big hand in his public image. Or so some say.

    Angie Bowie on this essay in the summer of 2003: "I was impressed but nevertheless, I think you can understand that I know this very interesting critique will just inflame his ego and as long as you called him a genius he will love you! The rest is gravy to him more rubbish for his impressionable new fans to eat up as they discuss his stupidity world–wide. I have no use for him. My experience is personal and he is worth less than dog droppings. His loyalty is none–existent unless they serve at the church of David Bowie. These are my phrases from interviews etc not yours so do not think that the idea of foolish worship and the distribution of sperm on a universal level has escaped the attention of Bowie watchers." [My interview with Angie Bowie in 2003]

    Bowie's death in 2016 left me cold, untouched. It was as if he had "never existed at all" [to use a famous William S. Burroughs sentence which went "You never existed at all"].

    William S. Burroughs:

    English adaption by Mark Parry–Maddocks. A very early draft had been corrected by Richard Metzger, then editor of disinfo, now dangerousminds. Correction of the current translation was provided by Kon Vlahos.

    The first online publication of this article was in 1996. Recent update: 2022.

    More: David Bowie und Okkultismus, a short German update with outlines of my interview with Angie Bowie. First published in DU, Zürich November 2003.

    This article is going to be massively expanded and published as a book, at due time. A teaser might be found in The Voyeur, Midwoud / The Netherlands, "The Laughing Gnostic: David Bowie".

    Ultraculture Jason Louv CA 2007 Peter-R. Koenig, David Bowie and the Occult, The Laughing Gnostic, Genesis Breyer P–Orridge, Brion Gysin, Ira Cohen, Jhonn Balance

    'Ultraculture One' edited by Jason Louv, CA 2007. "The Laughing Gnostic".
    Other contributors: Genesis Breyer P–Orridge, Brion Gysin, Ira Cohen, Jhonn Balance and others.

    A teeny–tiny selection of reviews and comments on my studies by Ellic Howe, John Symonds, Richard Metzger, Kenneth Anger, Michael Aquino, Genesis P-Orridge, more Angie Bowie, Christopher Hyatt, Gerald Suster, Colin Wilson and many others. In German, English, French ...

    Peter-Robert Koenig David Bowie Victoria Albert Museum 23 March – 11 August 2013 London

    The author outside the V&A Exhibition in London 2013.

    E–mail: Peter–R. Koenig

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    Secrets of the Rosicrucians, Templars and the Illuminati

    Secrets of the Rosicrucians, Templars and the Illuminati, Peter-Robert Koenig

    Read also Steele Savage: David Bowie — Outside, Aleister Crowley, And the Holy Grail Traduction française :
    Steele Savage : David Bowie — Outside, Aleister Crowley et le Saint Graal.

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